Episode 03 K-Hole Numero Uno

Alright ladies and gentlemen, we're the ladies, we're the hoes at, welcome back to another week the shit show of shenanigans, the easy struggle podcast, easy struggle, yep, we're all here, we're gonna suck it on them, you're making a lot of racket over there, are you jealous, maybe, why are you having trouble lighting that sucker, I'm not used to lighting them this big, I know, do you want a real lighter, yeah, by the way you were giving that one to Lacio it might help him out over here, yeah, I mean sometimes you just gotta cut the balls, yeah, I like it, I don't know how to use this, this is way too high tech for me, I feel like I'm about to be fucking burned, you are, it's like a flamethrower, where's the blow at, this is that E3, series E that I told you about, it's a 5150, I guess Van Halen based on the wrapper here, oh yeah, oh I see it, not a bad smoke, the bitch is fucking tortured though, cool, so here we are back for another fucking week of shit right, how was your past week there, did you choke a lot, choke a lot, it was good, I didn't have much going on at all, I was on call again, you sound like some of my buddies who say they're always on fucking call, was it more dilly than dally this time, there's more dally than dilly, okay, ish, ish, I didn't get to send as many tiktoks as I usually do, gotcha, when I had that service if you were sending a bunch I probably didn't get a whole lot of them, no, no, I didn't send very many, no you didn't, no, I have to step up my game within the next week, yeah, what did I like to say, more swiping, that's what, yep, that's fucking hilarious, that's what I gotta do, spend more time on the shit, on the shitter, I mean, so it's cool cause your boss is your dad right, he doesn't ever get on to you for that shit, I mean, I get it worse when I get home, he's like you need to get your shit done and quit acting like that, he'd act right, he won't do it at work, but when we get home he's like you need to quit acting that way, you need to be an example, ah, okay, fuck the examples, that sucks, well, sounds like your week was pretty chill huh, mine was alright, we got to go to them Rio Doso for the weekend, that was pretty badass, yeah, yeah, so your pics were super, super badass, I mean hanging out in the hot tub while there's still snow on the side, and it's snowing dude, and I got some of that new Mexican bud, it was pretty good stuff outside in the hot tub, chilling, having a good old time, right, hey, we got a special guest, returning special guest, shut up Gunny, you know him, oh Gunny, it's called the return of the special guest, return, this is Star Wars, yeah, return of the special guest, that's funny, that's always fun, it's always a good time, hey so, I was wondering if the crackling I'm hearing is in that mic, in this one or that one, from my smoke, from your cigar, uh-huh, let's see if I can get a good puff on it, it's on the table, just grab one for right now, I don't know what they all are, that's my present from New Mexico, and it's not Hatch Chilies, I promise, he loves Hatch Chilies, that's my, yeah, second to least favorite thing in New Mexico, what's your first least favorite thing, New Mexico, the New Mexicans, not the Indians, the New Mexicans, they're not the same, they're different, is that science, is that proven, not yet, not yet, it's a theory in progress, right, that's how you start it out, and then I got to prove it, yeah, okay, I like that, so you hung out all weekend in New Mexico, in a hot tub, yeah, we went ATVing in the snow, snow was coming down, it was cold as shit, it was like 34 degrees, we went, there was a four-hour ATV ride, snow and helmets, and then the kids went tubing, and did all their, in the snow, got snowy, there were some other local people that we know, from around here, that were up there, from some Staten Knights, some Staten Knights, I fucking hate that, I hate going somewhere far away, and see people you know, and see people you know, bro, that whole thing, right there, look, do you want them other headphones, yeah, so that's, that's usually the worst, like, pisses me off, I fucking traveled, you know, six hours away, and here I am, hanging out with these same people that I hung out with at home, yeah, same thing kind of happened when you were in San Antonio, didn't it, the kids were all about it, but we, I wasn't so much, with who, who did it happen with me in San Antonio with, one of your wife's friends, oh yeah, well, I mean, she lives in San Antonio, right, like, yeah, but that's someone you wouldn't expect to just randomly see, downtown, like, it's just, what the fuck, a lot of stuff just happened, thank you, thank you, lots of moving around, lots of moving around here, yeah, we're getting settled, yeah, Casey say hi yet, oh hold on, hold on, don't say hi yet, Casey say hi yet, and now, now you can say hi, I'm back, I'm back, round two, yeah, we got to make sure we can hear, because we couldn't hear a lot of shit last week, oh yeah, no, I turned it up, but yeah, yeah, we got you though, because I had to get your acid trip story in there, yeah, yeah, yeah, this shit was hilarious, uh, so how was your week, Casey, last week, how was it, a lot of chill, didn't do much, a lot of working, yeah, so green beers were a thing, right, green beer, green beer, were a thing, yeah, is that what y'all did while I was gone, that's what we did do, so truly, I drank one green beer, because that shit leaves me shitty, and I don't want to be shitty like that, no, what kind of green beer, they just put dye in it, yeah, so did you drink any green beer, Zach, uh, no, I didn't, I didn't have a single green beer, you're gonna have shitty luck this year, that's like your fucking way to get lucky charms, it's like your uh, black eyed peas for new years, yeah, you drink a green beer, lucky all year long, so what do I gotta do for Cinco de Mayo, drink Mexican beer, and eat beans, yes, lots of them, that's how you do it, that's how you do it, all right, Cinco de Mayo, I'll make up for it, yeah, Casey, what'd you do for St. Patty's, ate crawfish, I ate a shit load of crawfish this weekend, speaking of that, did y'all get a bunch of crawfish, so we went to the Broken Horn, had crawfish there, he knows the fucking owner, so they gave him a free pass deal, all the crawfish, so he was just going inside, oh man, you gotta correct it a little bit, there you go, yeah, he's got a fancy one, yeah, so then he got to go and grab all the crawfish and bring it back to the tables, because all we could eat, and then uh, on Saturday, went to uh, the Angry Armadillo with the dozers, and they were doing free crawfish, oh nice, so we stayed there for a few hours eating free crawfish, okay, so all that crawfish, and they tell me you still want to do a crawfish thing, so I don't ever get old, yeah, I love fucking crawfish, and not only that, we've seen the stuff they added in on this last one was, I'm gonna have to add some stuff to mine, so on top of that, like their seasonings weren't fucking fantastic, I like my crawfish to be nice and spicy, all theirs was real mild, I guess I know they're making it for the masses, so that's, I guess that's why I would do something like that, but I mean, we could do a crawfish bowl this weekend, I gotta practice before I do a uh, a mass boil, a big one, yeah, so like a bike night type of deal, I like to do, no, no, no, I like to do a, yeah, it does cost a bunch, I like to do once a year a cookout for my team, I usually barbecue or do something like that, and I was like, oh, you know what, I'll do a fucking crawfish bowl for you on this year, I do this away from the shop, I don't invite none of the AMO guys, like I don't do like, this is just me and my team, something I'm doing specifically for them, they can show up, they can drink, do whatever, right, like, and I gotta get one practice session in before I gotta go and cook for them, okay, kind of like going for your second time around, you gotta get that first practice session out of the way, yeah, me and Cody were talking about it yesterday, doing one this weekend, yeah, it's like a good time, yeah, it's the time of year, yeah, yeah, I gotta go get all my stuff from my sister's house, I got the 100 quart pot and all that bullshit, okay, so I got that big old tub that Dozier left here, I thought he picked it up, it's a tub, oh, the tub, yeah, the big fryer, yeah, he's got the big cooker, I got one of the cookers, yeah, yeah, hell yeah, yeah, so we'll see what's up, we'll see what happens this weekend, fair enough, right, I may or may not be here, I was gonna say, you're not gonna be here, right, you got kids, I gotta go get them, Haven has her, has prom this weekend, so I gotta go, are you gonna go beat up her kid, I mean, if it comes down to it, how old is he, I don't know, as long as he's like a junior, 16, I think they're the same age, if he's a junior, like, I think it'd be okay to punch him in the face, well, I mean, they gotta be, because it's junior's junior prom, so, oh, so there you go, that'd be, yeah, if he gets out of hand just one time, accidentally with the left hand, oh, sorry, I missed, I missed what I was going for, hit your face, you could palm him like I did that chick at the concert, yeah, right in the face, right in the face, get out of my way, so, this guy just wrecked his fucking truck, no, that's when I had the jeep, yeah, and we were, we decided to go to concerts, it was like six months after the wreck, he's still pretty banged up at that, at the time, we're at this concert, I don't even remember who we were watching, there was this chick, she kept on jumping on his back, and I was like, bitch, get away, and just, right in the fucking forehead, okay, face palming, all right, the protector, yeah, yeah, I guess shit happens, I mean, I didn't walk away from that, you know, unharmed, because she did, like, scratch my face, she took my glasses off of my face, which at the time, when I wore glasses, they were very expensive to buy, and she threw them into the crowd, oh shit, it was fucked, because I had to drive home, yeah, I was not seeing shit, without glasses, without glasses, I trusted him to drive us home, at least I wasn't drinking and driving, that's always, you know, one, yeah, yeah, you shouldn't drink and drive, yeah, I never condoned it, no, I like to drink, then drive, so there's, there's totally a difference, yeah, okay, drinking and then driving, there's loads of dogs, someone else is here, who else is going to show up, I have no idea, yeah, anyways, so, off to another conversation piece here, have y'all looked at the, did y'all look up the, the T-Pain album, I told y'all to look up, oh, do I listen to the whole thing, I love the shit, dude, I haven't listened to it on my ketamine today, you weren't supposed to listen to stuff like that, I know, but they, they, they fucked me on that deal, so I started listening to some T-Pain covers, yeah, so what did you think, I thought it was pretty good, he did a badass job, he did a great job, did an amazing job, so we had this conversation, I didn't know he could sing, I thought he did everything autotuned, right, that's not the case, no, it's like, so I sent you that video from, sounds cool, yeah, I sent you that video from him on the Masked Singer, and he just, he fucking crushes it, dude's got a voice, yeah, he did Queen on the fucking Masked Singer, that was intense, I was like super into it, can't believe you can do that, yeah, he's got a fucking voice, and then on top of that, the best part of it is the album cover, right, on top of the CD, yeah, and he's doing all the sexy shit, yeah, yeah, yeah, with his, with his flower, looking sexy, yeah, so just so we can throw this out there, Zach, you're going to post that picture on our Facebook page, right, as long as you recreate that picture, I was about to say, is Zachary, Zachary's going to recreate it, no, no, no, yeah, we can do that too, but post that picture so people can get on there and go to our Facebook page, yes, you know, the one we started, the one that just got started, today, today, you did that, right, Zach, yes, I did get that done, yeah, yeah, so what's that Facebook page look like, I don't know shit about Faceplate, right now, it's just, how are they going to find us, well, how are they going to find us, it's Easy Struggle, you just search for Easy Struggle, it sounds like it's going to be a struggle to find the podcast, yeah, yeah, I mean, the Easy Struggle podcast on Facebook, right, on the Facebook, on the Faceplate, yeah, Faceplate, there you go, we'll get it out of these, one way or another, I've only had like two beers, I'm not that drunk, yeah, yeah, there you go, I mean, they can also email us if they wanted to, right, and what's that email address, Art, the Easy Struggle podcast, all right, there we go, there we go, we're going to run through it, we're doing ads, yes, we've got to get some promotion out there, got to get that going, got to get the, get it going, I got you, and you're going to post this awesome picture for them, right, so they can go and see the, yes, picture will be posted along with Spotify link to the album, all right, sweet, I like it, it's still a badass album, I really, really enjoyed the Tennessee Whiskey cover that he did on there, yeah, yeah, that was fantastic, the Journey song was really good, in fact, that song got me laid later that morning, the Journey song, Tennessee Whiskey, no, no, no, that one wrote up when he was in the car, don't stop believing, it's coming, sometimes I got to sing that to myself, that is, so, I listen to a lot of Octane at work, okay, and they've been playing War Pigs, the War Pigs cover, oh yeah, that he offered you, so, I mean, it's badass, he fucking pulls it off, I don't think I've ever heard anyone cover that like that, yeah, he did a fantastic job, yeah, he did a really good job, well, I read something where he does like 200 takes, like he's that picky about the vocals, and he'll keep redoing his own shit just to the sounds where he thinks it needs to be, like he's that picky about it, if he's recording the song, especially covers, right, yeah, that's what the article says, I started reading it when you sent us the deal for that album, okay, cool, yeah, I didn't, I didn't read all that, yeah, he was like, he's that into those songs, so, he's that particular about how they sounded, I guess he did not be a dick inside of my phone, huh, yeah, it's what everyone else did, so, I know that he did the moderator, I know he did the, I think he did stay with me on the Masked Singer, and he did, he killed it on that, he crushed on that too, yeah, apparently the guy can sing, yeah, he can fucking kill it, he gets girls wet, just, he gets them moist, gets them nice and moist, isn't that Morgan's word, yeah, he loves that word, yeah, moist, moist, it obviously worked for, for all Zeke over there, that's on the booty playlist, is that what it's called, I would definitely put that on the playlist, yes, it should be, definitely be on the playlist, top three or five for sure, have it on the quick shuffle, the early, early release playlist, depends on how quick you want to get in, that's right, yeah, it's ridiculous, what'd you put on the screen, the bass play page, oh, okay, nice, so, I had a whole bio written out that apparently you only have 100 characters, mm-hmm, yeah, we were, I was way over that, I gotta figure out how to shorten it up a little bit, so are we gonna get a better, like, logo, you realize I did that on that very app with the crayons, so, a lot of people, yeah, I just drew it, I was like, this will work for like the first, like, bullshit uploads, and we've been using it ever since, or had it converted, a lot of people like it, really, yeah, people I've talked to, they're like, love the idea with using the crayons since you're a marine, okay, right, so, I was talking to Celso today, and he said we should just stick figure, like, some, us on here somewhere, says the guy that likes to draw penises, yeah, he said just do the sticks, do that so he can see, yeah, that's fucking funny, so, in other news, my boy, my boy from the cowboys, oh, Ezekiel Elliott, oh, yeah, he got fucking released from the cowboys, right, yep, I was a little heartbroken for it, but he hasn't fucking done anything in years, he hasn't done anything since he jumped into the Salvation Army Bowl thingy, and at the end of the end zone, yeah, and they gave him all those millions, he got all that money, yeah, Jerry bailed him out of his trouble, and that was his last highlight right there, I mean, the funniest thing I saw was the, was his last play of the cowboy, where he gets fucking pancaked by, oh, that's the dirtiest, ever, ever, it's fucking great, I haven't laughed that hard in a long time, seeing that, I, I'm, so, I've, I've followed him quite a bit from here with, like, I think when he was a junior at, uh, the Ohio State, I started following him then, like, so, he was a fuck guy, yeah, oh, yeah, yeah, he's got a big-ass tattoo on his shoulder over here, yeah, I really enjoyed watching him play, it sucks that he's gonna be leaving, but he was not productive, does he know where he's going, I have no idea, I didn't, I'm sure he's gonna get picked up somewhere, so, he's like a free agent now, is that how that works, essentially, yeah, so, he's got three girls in the same place, yeah, do you know if he got the ball, up the middle, yeah, no, nothing else, and if he wanted some action, he put in fucking Tony Pollard and let that little guy just, you know, get those squirming around and shit, and making plays, yeah, make some moves, that's right, it's always good though, I just want us to win a Super Bowl sometime in the near future before I fucking pass away, just one, right, I mean, they, they did say last year was our year, who said that, they say that every year, and it's never our year, the drunk fans, yeah, we're gonna win the Super Bowl every year, yes, and we knew we weren't ever gonna win with fucking Tony Romo, no, that guy was a robot, he still got hurt, oh, yeah, he broke his collarbone every other week, yeah, how are you gonna win football games like that, you know, that would be bionic like me, okay, Mr. Bionic, hey, I tried to, remember, I tried to help you out, with my hearing aids and everything, oh, how's your hearing aid going, they, so, they take some adjustment, like, I can put them in for a couple hours, because they amplify everything, so, they're even the sound, like, close by, so, sometimes they get annoying, and you can turn them down, and they got noise canceling, all sorts of crazy bullshit, but just wearing them for that long time drives me crazy, so, I go in spurts, so, imagine, it's kind of like what having these headphones is on, like, wearing these headphones, yeah, but just a lot smaller, yep, and then, so, yeah, so, you get the annoying fit factor later on, but, yeah, other than that, I'm getting used to them, that's cool, so, you can hear a lot of shit now, yes, I can hear pretty well, when I have them on, like, almost a band thing, yeah, yeah, so, you no longer have the excuse of, oh, babe, I didn't hear you, he's like, no, bitch, I know you can hear me, so, the downfall of these ones I have, I can turn on music, okay, and I can, like, you can, I can turn it off, I figured out, finally, how to turn that off, but if I have my phone open, I can watch TikToks, videos, whatever, and it only plays into my hearing aid, that's cool, or I, but you turn that off, and then, it'll play normal, like, so, I can show people and do all that stuff, and that's usually how I keep it, because that's kind of weird, I don't like wearing headphones, I wear headphones all day at work, so, I don't even, do they bother you all day, well, they used to, so, I have my headphones that I wear all day, and then, I have some over the head ones, sometimes, I just put them on, and I'm not playing shit, I'm not listening to anything, and I'll hear people calling me, like, hey, Art, can you come over here, and just sitting there on my computer, and if they really need something, then they'll go and, like, grab it, right, okay, but I'll just, oh, my bad, I couldn't hear you, I had my headphones off, what were you listening to, music, maybe I don't want hearing aids, because I can just keep that excuse, well, you shouldn't have said that on here, we're cutting that out, there you go, there you go, yeah, I'm glad your hearing aids are fucking working out for you, right, like, it's always good, yeah, maybe now, I can hear you all the time, sometimes, I get yelled at for not hearing something, yeah, I can hear that fucking burning, yeah, I can hear it crackling, oh, damn, cigars are not staying lit today, it's not, I mean, we're going to another episode of shit cigars, no, because, I mean, the last one wasn't bad, yeah, this one's not staying up, Jesus Christ, so, um, so, today was, uh, was day one, huh, oh, yeah, for the ketamine deal, yeah, my, my K-hole, your journey, I was all excited, yeah, um, I was just going to use the default playlist, and I go in, they take you to the dark room, you sit in this recliner, right, and it's real ambient, it's real cool, she comes in, hooks me up with the IV, hooks me up to a blood pressure cuff, okay, and then they put the thing on my finger, I don't know what that reads, but your heart rate, yeah, that guy, and a little bit important, she hooks that up, and then another lady comes in, she starts talking to me about what I want to do, and what I'm looking for in the journey, and, and how it's going to go, and, so, what were your answers on, uh, my biggest thing was, like, social, uh, being able to, to go out in the social environment, and interact without, because forever, I got away with it, my excuse was always, uh, you know, self-medicated, so I could, I could drink, especially drink, like whiskey, you know, I could drink, and that was easy to help social environments, until it went too far, your social anxiety, yeah, the social anxieties, um, still went too far, right, so that's what I'm trying to alleviate, the, the desire to, to drink, to take the edge off of things, I guess, and she said they see a lot of that, um, if I need anything comfortable, you know, take off my shoes, or they give me a blanket, yeah, the picture you said, you looked pretty cozy, yeah, I'm just chilling out there in a comforter, in a recliner, hanging out, and they had a Spotify deal, uh, with headphones that I could listen to, and I finally had to get up and grab it, so I could change it, um, but she came in and hooked me up to the little dose deal, um, and they started putting that in through my IV, and it took, I don't know, 10 minutes to hit, and I was just chilling, kind of listening to the forest, waterfall, like, it was a forest music at first, I let her put it on, right, you let her select, yeah, yeah, because they didn't want me to do anything crazy, yeah, like we talked about last week, like we talked about last week, no Metallica, nothing, nothing, no, no Slipknot, yeah, no Slipknot, so I was just, whatever, chilling, kind of got a little trip going, it was kind of cool, I was kind of floating on a 2x4, I could see the door, move around, but it wasn't nothing exotic, or crazy, like I thought it was going to be, so I said, fuck this, I got up and grabbed the, uh, the controller for the Spotify deal that she put on the table, I started fucking with that, so I started with, uh, some Whiskey Myers, then some Ryan Bingham, and then I was like, man, I'm tired of, like, messing with it and looking, and then that T-Pain album came, came to mind, so I finally figured out how to Google, search that, look that up, just started from play, yeah, and that thing, that made the trip a lot better, like, that is a badass album to listen to when you're tripping, like, you're going down through that K-hole, but other than that, I was just kind of chill, real comfortable, real relaxed, so once you kind of, I guess you, it's about an hour long kind of deal, they leave you in there for, like, 30 minutes or so, it's an hour, about 50 minutes, they check on you, uh, every 15 minutes, but they just open the door, they can see my vitals from what the door they open, so they just check, write it down, they don't mess with me, then after the, the thing's done, they let me trip for a little bit longer, come in, undo everything, they say 30 minutes rest, take a nap, you know, don't get up, you'll be nauseous, this and that, all right, cool, um, as soon as she, she got up or walked out, I kind of sat the chair up, it was sitting up, ready to go, and she come back in, what's up, sir, you know, we don't want you to get nauseous, you say, no, I'm fine, like, it's not too big a deal, yeah, oh, you didn't feel nothing, she's like, no, I mean, I did, but nothing too crazy, like, I'm fine, so we'll just chill out for a minute, rest, the other doctor will come in and we'll brief you, like, your post trip or your post journey kind of discussion, so, all right, cool, sit down, the lady, the other lady comes in and they had a nurse practitioner too, a helper, and they're just sitting there asking me questions, they're, oh, not much happened to you, you didn't feel anything, I said, well, a little bit, you know, I kind of floated around, whoop-dee-whoop, you know, nothing, nothing profound, yeah, nothing profound, she said, okay, well, I don't know, but y'all need to double me up next time, I don't know, maybe, as I told y'all, just double me up, I'll be good, yeah, um, she said, well, okay, you know, we'll see you next time, we'll see you Wednesday, so I go back in Wednesday, um, in a couple of days, yeah, yeah, I thought you were doing this like once a week, no, it's two sessions a week for like four weeks, but she said the next one, this will be the smallest dose I get, they just wanted to kind of give me a baseline, right, yeah, they don't know what you've done, so I tried to really scale it down so that they would definitely up at this next one, like, come on, give me something, yeah, give me something that's going to make me, like, I want to be with Waskily Wabbit down there, all sorts of shit, so will they up at every appointment, she said, so probably the fourth one, they'll find the threshold, are you going to push them past it, I'm going to try, I mean, if I'm going to do this journey, I'm going to push the limits of it, like, just like everything else I try to do, is there a way to get this on video, right, I could maybe set my phone, because they don't check on me a whole lot, so I could maybe turn my phone and set it in the corner, I just don't know if they would say something about it, I might ask, I don't know, Kayla had to come check me out and everything, like, they wouldn't let me leave, but I still drove from the parking lot, but she had to come sign for me, oh shit, yeah, but hopefully this next one's a little bit more intense, yeah, these comments are science, yeah, or I'm going to start doing my own additives pregame, you know, I might, because I didn't, I didn't smoke or take any of my medications or anything, so you did what you were supposed to do, yeah, I played by their rules, now it's my rules, now it's my turn, yeah, we're going to up this a little bit, I mean, it was pretty good, so I need to come up with a good playlist though, right, that last, probably a good hour, you know, with ups, you know, ups and downs, you know, some highs and lows, yeah, some crazy shit in there, I think that'd be kind of cool, because you can, with the music changing, I could kind of, you can kind of float, feel you're floating a little bit on my, my two by four, it was weird because my feet were the, like, how I was gauging where I was aiming, yeah, but my head wasn't moving, like, I was like looking straight down my feet, and I was just looking like that, but that, all right, I'm going that way, now, waiting for them, because I could see their shadows at the door, if they were going to come in, so I was constantly scanning for them, sounds like it was a good, a good first time, yeah, this next one though, I like the video idea, we might try that, yeah, just don't let you, you know, so I guess my, I didn't really prepare, I, I would have looked at side effects of doing this earlier today, and I didn't jot any of it down, so I did read on there though, like, if you do ketamine and alcohol, they're going to kill you, right, like, one of the, yeah, one of the big, big, that's why, which is why they were, yeah, they talked about being sober, like, it's, it's not a good combination to have, that's right, and she asked me, I said, well, you haven't been tapering down for a while now, and it's been, hell, several days since I've had any, hardly, but they had a glass of wine and rio dosa, looks good, it's gotten a lot easier, by a glass, I mean a bottle, but, right, I mean, I'm not here to judge, I just hope she doesn't hear this until after, I'm going to do a few infusions, but just don't tell her about it, oh, yeah, yeah, there's no podcast, there's no podcast, that means I need, because I was, ended up listening to that there at the very end, our, the last episode, right, our spotify deal, yeah, just because I was chilling, waiting for them to let me go up front and Kayla to check me out, I mean, that's one way to maybe get new, new listeners, that's true, you know, they'll be in there looking at the next person, who's this, oh, I don't know if they need to be listening to this, so, I, like I said, I didn't come up with any kind of questions for this, I just read some of the side effects, I think the one thing I would want to ask is, how did you get started on this journey to want to do these treatments, and like, how would you tell someone to go get started, was this doctor recommended, was this something you fucking googled, was it, did, were you at, in court, and the judge was like, I need you to do this, like, no, so a lot of the guys that I listen to, and I guess kind of look up to in the military, you know, special forces or whatever, they, they talked about some of their psychedelic stuff, and they deal with some of the PTSD and the same shit that I deal with, so I said, okay, there's something to it, and I've taken mushrooms before, I've taken LSD, I've taken LSA, I've taken special, oh, you know, whatever, I'm taking a bunch of crazy ones, and so I was like, okay, there's something to this, but they're doing it legally under, like, a controlled environment, some of them are going down to South America, you know, doing ayahuasca, some of those other crazy psychedelics, DMT or DTM, whichever, whatever it is, and I'm, so I don't know how they're getting into those programs, and then this girl at work, our front desk chick, Z, we call her Z, she put a sticky on my desk, was telling me about a ketamine treatment in Midland, and I was like, okay, I looked it up, West Texas Ketamine, put in a little inquiry on their, on their, their webpage, and she called me, probably an hour later, the lady there, and asked some questions, I told her my diagnosis, PTSD, you know, alcohol disorder, bunch of other, whatever they put on there, she said, well, come on down, we'll do another meeting, set it up, so I met with her a couple weeks later, said, yeah, cool, we'll get you in in March, start ketamine, I said, all right, and they, so their big thing is, you got to have a focus, so like, what's your goals, you know, and I told them, well, there's a lot of things I really want to reduce, like, scale back on, so they kind of get that, and they're like, okay, you know, you've got the right intentions, which is key to them, like, mindset's got to be correct, and then they'll let you go through it, there's nine sessions, and then they adjust your dosage from there, based on history, and tolerance, and size, and weight, and all that stuff, yeah, because I imagine, if I went through a ketamine treatment, mine would probably be double yours, because, maybe, quite a bit bigger than you are, I thought my tolerance would equalize it, though, yeah, some people just, it depends, but weight does, weight metabolism helps, too, though, cool, so, I mean, if someone was interested in doing it, they'd probably, if they're here in West Texas, they'd have to get on that, yeah, West Texas, West Texas ketamine, yeah, but she takes notes and stuff, too, so you do, like, while you're in there, you can take notes, if you remember to jot something down, or something comes, keeps coming to mind, and it's kind of on you to notice, like, notice those things, right, take note of them, and what's, what's your higher powers, how she kept putting it, what's your higher powers trying to tell you, you know, and invite him in, like, make sure he's there, because you are going into some weird realms, so this is kind of like your walk to a maze, well, this is another walk to a maze, right, because I've made several, but, yeah, yeah, yeah, this is definitely one, it's close, it's to find your, another form of communication, yeah, a more, a more direct form, an inner peace, because there's, there's something there, too, there's something to it, I just don't know what it is yet, so I'm going to find it, cool, well, I guess people are just going to have to continue to listen to see how this goes for you, right, nine weeks of this, so we'll see what happens, four weeks of this, nine sessions, nine treatment, oh, yeah, you're right, yeah, nine sessions, four weeks, cool, all right, well, at least, you know, step one, here we go, you know, you know, working through it, trying to work with those fucking daily evils and struggles that we, everyone faces, yeah, go for them, right, like, yep, but they're all easy, so, deal with them, just deal with it, I agree, yeah, thoughts, thoughts, I mean, it's, it's going to be, it's definitely going to be a trip, seeing where you go from here, um, like I said, like I said, we all have our own shit we deal with, so, it's just figuring out how we all deal with it and move forward and keep our fucking head up, sure, yeah, yeah, because, I mean, I guess that's why we're all here, right, at least us, we're here because we're trying to always keep each other up, lift us up out of trouble, and we just figured that people would want to hear us talk shit about it, right, yeah, yeah, go through it, that's the best way to deal with it, yeah, talk shit about it, yeah, Casey, thoughts, nothing, nothing, he's waiting for his turn, he's waiting, yeah, all right, so, that was kind of, that was our heart, that was a heart, uh, our help, heartfelt conversation, heartfelt conversation of the day, so we can kind of move along, yeah, yeah, yeah, you know, there's something else we want to talk about on that, no, not really, to be continued, yeah, yeah, to be continued, so, we came up with two interesting topics to talk about today, right, that were outside of, of our ketamine treatments and the, outside of our serious talk, the serious conversations, right, so, we agree that, that, uh, one of the conversations would have to have female interaction, right, yes, oh, yeah, just so happens that there's two females hanging out here, you think they'd want to come over here and sit up close to a mic and have this debate with us, hey, you want to get in on this, is it going to be a debate, or is it going to be all horrendous and then yelling, why are you so angry already, me and Jerry are going to do this again, except guess what, guess what, I control the mic, Mr. Jerry, I control the mic, yes, I control the mic, I'm muting your mic, I hear, oh, that's Jerry rolling, it sounded like arrows, like being blown, like, oh, that torch, my torch is loud, it is loud, they've all been DW40s, except for Zach's, apparently, I can't get comfortable, I need to, I need one of them purple, uh, seat cushions for my fat ass on it, you're going to have to scoot in a little bit, that's your word, and just talk towards the mic, you can talk towards either one mic, that's all you got to do, okay, I'm glad that we didn't forewarn them about this conversation, no, we did not, are you, all right, so before we get going, we got to do the proper thing right here, right, are we going to introduce them, we need some introductions here, all right, so say your name, who you are, why are you here bothering us, name, business, social security, social security, credit cards, yes, hi, I'm Jerry, that was very, uh, uppity, shut up, you don't have to know the real me, okay, I'm Kayla, and I'm here because I can be, fair enough, I'm Kayla, and I'm here because I can be, all right, short, speaking of dogs, I see y'all got a new one, yeah, there's another baby, I picked up one more, down here, yeah, what's that, 10, I didn't even know, we lost one, no, we went to eight, so she went back to nine, I had to replace, nine, nine, nine, I get an even 10, you know, no, you can have a gunny, yeah, you do, you want like two of them, I mean, depends on how it looks, what if it's like all furry, but looks like a rottweiler, what if it's built like a rottweiler, but looks like a, I mean, it looks like a, what is it, a border collie, border collie, looks like a border collie, but it's stacked like a rock, yeah, it'll look like a white thing from the never-ending story, a tree, not a tree, I've had this argument, I know, not a tree, reminds me of the Lonely Island skit, a tree, oh shit, okay, so here's the subject, here we go, oh my, I'm gonna, I'm gonna say it right, that way it's, so the question is, is which sex is infatuated with the penis, penis shape, penis shape, oh, okay, no, no, 100%, I have all the evidence in that little boy's room, that's an age group though, so that's a factor too though, no, we were on the way to freaking Rideau, because those 12-year-old boys, hands me a pair of scissors, and they've drawn all this entire pair of scissors, no, they're demoing a wall in their, in Jared's house, in dad's house, yeah, with a hammer, and they, the hole that they punched in was a dick, with balls, that was the out, that was, that was it, on the same note though, Tanner Riley, my buddy, we were painting his older brother's house, we were 23, 24 years old, painting it, and he paints a huge dick on the wall, big black cock, and we paint over in the same color, you know, like 30 minutes, an hour later, you could still see this giant dick on this, it's huge, on the wall, it was just there, up high too, like you weren't just gonna easily pull a ladder out and go paint over that, so I feel like you did not help your, your own, that was only one statement, I haven't finished, those three examples were for their favor, I don't, right, but then, I can go in my, my lady's car right now, in the center console, yeah, and there's a rubber dick with a suction cup on it, that she hid in my teeth, it's a little dick, it's a little dick, and I'll just drive around with a fucking, like, dildo, in my fucking car, no, it is a dildo, it's just a, it's a micro dildo, it's a micro dildo, but they had that big old black one, with the suction cup, for the front of the motorcycle, that they were gonna use, yeah, on the windshield, but yeah, so it's a little party favor thing, and it ended up in my jeep several times, and sometimes I question how long it was actually there, before I noticed it, so was it, was it, like, was it, like, hidden in, like, plain sight, like, on the dash, no, one of them was on the, on the window, like, right behind the rearview mirror, so, like, you could see it, if you, like, looked, looked, but not, if you just looked at the rearview mirror, and, like, didn't pay attention, you just glanced, you weren't ever going to know, no, so how did you find it, what, how did that come out, I was driving home from work, and I was just staring around, looking at shit in the jeep, and I was like, what the fucking, god damn it, like, I probably swear, I caused a couple accidents behind me, yeah, it's when you found your micro penis, it was an orgy, it was an orgy, it was a baby, the baby, golly, so you still didn't help our case, no, I mean, I mean, I could help our case, in her car, well, they're the ones that have the cookies, the cookies at the bachelorette parties, and all that stuff, like, the lollipops, like, they make products that are dick-shaped, wine things, that's a dish and balls, and pours the wine out of the freaking head, it will end up on this table at some point, it is ordered, by the way, did you order, so excited, yeah, y'all better, hey, just so y'all know, y'all better wash it out, every time you pour wine in those glasses, because they might have had real dick and balls in them, if they sit out here, I was measuring dicks with the wine, I'm gonna measure with the wine thing, definitely getting teabags, so y'all make more products, they do make more products, there's more products that are made for them, could be a fucking man's company, true, he's just selling the safe of his penis to the world, so when I was in college, I had a ball or a pipe that was a dick, and he made everybody hit that thing, I'm not gonna do that, I did, if I didn't want to get stoned, I would have said no, like, I'm gonna put this cock in my mouth, no, I mean, so I gaffed it, like, put my hand in, I gaffed it, but it still didn't make it a whole lot better, but there was no hesitant contact, there was no hesitant contact, but it actually made contact with the anus, was it circumcised? exactly, everybody says that, that it made contact without touching it, anteater or no anteater, this one was, yes, just the tip, just the tip, so do they ever make, and you held it by the balls, the base of the shaft is where they had the pole, I've never ever seen one like that again, but you have to close your eyes, I feel like, yeah, yeah, I have so many, oh, shit, yeah, someone's gonna put it together, and it's also gonna be drawing it for you, so is there any products that are sold that are uncircumcised, because it's just not as good-looking, right? whoa, they don't sell anything that looks like the anus, right? no, there's none, they're all circumcised, I've never seen one, in fact, I found a marketing niche, you might have, we're just gonna buy you one of them Kona willies and let you, you know, she's like, yes, I'm gonna see a video pop up on Facebook, it was like Kayla's like, what are you doing? that's funny, it's great, it is great, we still, this is the third time we've had this conversation, we need to find something to put on this glass top, it's very noisy, I thought the blanket was going to help absorb it, no, it didn't, yeah, maybe, hey, click over so I can check it, just click over to the recording thing, so where are we at on this conversation, who is more obsessed? I mean, I guess it depends on, if you're smoking out of a fucking penis, obviously, yeah, but, so what kind of a system, I do like, how many toys does one woman own that look like a dick, awesome, mind your business, all right, but I mean, so there you go, if I have my dick in my hand, I'm lying if I say I don't just like, you know, flick it an extra time or two, I mean, who doesn't, is that playing with it, I mean, is that a fascination, I mean, when I was a little kid, I was told if you shook it more than three times, it was considered playing with it, and I was playing about it, it sounds like I'll shake it like 33 times, I mean, how far into Tennessee whiskey did you get, I mean, I mean, no, do think it's funny that this is the second episode, we're going to end with talking about dicks, oh, that's fucking great, it is great, it is great, thank y'all for giving me a good laugh, you added some time to my life, yes, welcome, if we needed to be, all right, well, if it's going to be signing out before we sign out of here, everyone who's listening, make sure you go fucking follow us, add us, find us on FB, like, share, go on multiple devices and search it, and all you got to do is play it for 60 seconds, and then you can go to another device and do that again, I'm getting into all the analytics, at some point, listen to the whole thing though, no, you got to listen to it at least once, I mean, they have to listen to it to get to this part, the best part is the end, dick picking off, so, cool, we'll see y'all next time.