Random or Not?

The speaker ponders on the idea of whether life is random or planned. They question if our current life is a result of a purchase from another life or dimension. They discuss their childhood experience of feeling unreal and how they asked their mom about it. They reflect on the perfection and predictability of nature and question why things are the way they are. They express the need for more awareness and appreciation for the Earth. They encourage curiosity and artistic expression as a means of exploring and understanding life. yo what's up everybody welcome to the Cyrus so you know I'm Cyrus but today's topic that I'm wanting to talk on it's a little it's most definitely kind of like a like a different kind of approach to like you know what I think life may be right and so it's like the topic is like it's named random or not like you know is this all random what we're experiencing is some are some things random or you know is it all random I mean what is it really or is it you know not random like is this all really is everything really working together like did we plan this future life or whatever before we got here and things of that nature so it's like what if this life is a purchase from another life or dimension outside of our human senses and so like that question I know it's I know it's like what what I'm just thinking of it because it's like okay if things are not random then what if though like what if the life that we're living today is a life that we purchased in another life right so it's like you know what if that what if that's it so it's like if that really is it then where is that other life you see I mean like where is that other life you know what would what where's that you feel like you feel me and then so it's like so and then it's like you know the randomness of it you know I'm saying or did we just are or are we just like born into like this life and next thing you know you know all these random acts occur you know from whether the way we eat the things we choose the way we speak globally speaking at that right like so it's just I just have like these these questions right and it's like we're like it's like where does all this even really come from you know what I mean like like when you take like when you if you think about your life right you think about your name the day you were born the things you like the things you don't like the things you're taught as a child you know you think about all that stuff is that random like because there's a possibility that this really could just all be random acts of whatever we want to call life right and or whatever a little spin or whatever we want to put on life so it's like but just like what what if though you know that that is random you know I mean but does would that make sense though and so then that brings in even more questions of like okay so what what is sense you know like what is sense you know because we have our senses and then we have change which is sense right and then we also have you know sense some would refer to it as like you know your logic you're putting one in one together to make two like right and then you have the common sense so it's like okay so what is sense you know is sense something that we inherit is it something that we learn throughout this life so we call it you know these are just like really like some some questions that I like always you know always ask myself why I don't even know I'm trying like I think like back when I was in back when I was a kid now I don't know if this was a random or this was you know a you know or real like part of life like it was supposed to happen like it's not random you know occurrence like this this needed to happen this was a part of the purchase from another life right I recall back at a time I never you know I I can't remember how I think I was about like seven eight somewhere around there and I was what I think I might have been younger than that honestly or it's around that it's around that it's around seven eight maybe nine and I remember walking from the bus from school and it's crazy though because we lived by a cemetery too and we used to like walk by the cemetery I got a crazy story about that cemetery too and I don't think anyone else ever say yeah I think the other kids did see it yeah have it just just a side note real quick have you ever seen a cemetery host a carnival right maybe that and that's what I mean like right is that random some random shit just like like what the hell is that like well who the fuck thought to just say you know I'm gonna throw a carnival you know it's cemeteries like what the fuck but anyway you know I'm walking you know home and it just felt like if I were to you know fling my skin like if I was just like to shake my arms hard enough like the skin would just fall off the bone like it would just fall off like I didn't the thing is I didn't feel like real like by I didn't feel like a real human I just felt like I don't even know what I felt really because I was too young to even try to wrap my mind around it and you know to this day I still like feel sorry for my mom right because here it is you know I'm coming in and she's cooking I'll never forget this like she's cooking I think she was making chicken and macaroni and cheese and to be like very detailed and I come in she's like hey how was the day and I and I never forget asking her like hey why don't I feel real and I just imagine like parents like right like just imagine your kid coming in you know you're happy you just had to see them you know you're glad they made it home safe and then the first thing you know they say and reply to how was your day was why don't I feel real like right like how do you even answer that like because there's what do you mean by real like you know I'm saying from the parents perspective it's like okay I'm what do you mean by real you know and so I go into describing it like I don't know like I don't feel real like I feel like if I fling my skin hard enough like if I fling this hard enough like this is just going to like you know come like I'm it's just gonna fall off like why don't I feel like an actual real human being like what is going on and you know she didn't know what to say right like she had no idea she's just like well I don't even remember her response that's how I know she didn't have anything to say because if I could remember everything just about everything at that moment in that at that moment I don't even what's what's even more funny about that moment is because I don't even remember what took place that day but I remember that moment though and so like is that like some random shit or like you know was that you know planned you know did I purchase that moment in another life to experience this life right like that's just some wild-ass bullshit because it's like you know what is that you know and I believe we all humans at some point encounter you know like certain moments where it's like yeah what the hell is this like did I just see that did I just hear that right like those what the fuck moments you feel I'm saying like and that's that's that's like really some shit because I just it just makes me feel like yeah what is this you know I mean and no one seems to have any answer from the ancient times up into today right like there is no clear-cut answer as to what this really is it's just like there's no clear answer to you know what's really in the ocean right there's no clear you know answers to what space really is there are no clear answers as to you know what humans really are to really be truthful so it's like what so like what is this or you know I don't I honestly that's that's just like my question like you know like that's why I like this topic means so much to me right you know like this topic is like you know any a true-life expression of like you know myself you know because it's it's it's these type of thoughts that you know really really really you know be on my mind and I'm just like yo like how how do you even you know talk to people about stuff like this really without sounding like a crazy person and yet here I am putting out you know putting it out there over the waves and then you know what comes in mind is you know logic starts to kick in I guess you can call it logic when it starts to kick in because I get to thinking like there's no way all this shit can be random because it's not random that after winter trees grow leaves again right like if after the winter and this is every year since I've been in this room whatever we want to call this life earth rounder flat earth not a nerve water whatever we want to call this thing right without fail after the snow is gone the grass is green and it's even it's super green the leaves are back on the trees and this is without fail without fail like you you couldn't even do you can't no one can even describe this you know like honestly to me I would I would call it a phenomenon alright like it can't be described and no one has yet to figure it out we just call it winter summer spring and fall right we just have accepted it but to me acceptance isn't enough like I want to know why and what the hell is it that keeps all of this you know flowing in such a perfect I mean in such a perfect I don't know like rotation right it's like everything is perfectly in sync with each other you see I mean like it's perfectly in sync when you look at the ocean that shit is perfectly in place how in the hell is that's another thing how in the hell is water perfectly put in place because right now if I go fill up a cup of water and I spill that shit it is going everywhere right like that shit's about to go wherever you're gonna create a fucking mess so with that being said it just like it's too it's it's perfect you feel what I'm saying like it's really it really is perfect man you know it's a it is a perfect world you know like when we think about the Sun how is it that something that could destroy us is that such a distance that it doesn't like why does that make sense you see what I'm saying like how is that you see what I'm saying or better yet why is that you know what I'm saying like why how come the oceans are like not spilling over onto land and all this like what the fuck like really though like I have like these questions it's like what the fuck is this shit because whatever it is it's it's perfect like you can't even get any more perfect you can't draw a more perfect line than what we live in or around now I hear humans say all the time oh well I'm not perfect and this that and the third I find that hard to believe because how can an imperfect person live in a perfect place like this place is perfect I mean like perfect no matter where you are in the globe listening to this or earth whatever life wherever you want to call this shit it's perfect it's perfect there is nothing that can you you have right things that or you know you have things that are trying to mimic you know the natural things that go on like cloud making right things of that nature I'll just say that right however though it's still perfect and it's like how can like I said how can an imperfect person live in a perfect environment and I'm globally speaking I mean like when you when we look at the rainforest the rainforest doesn't need saving right the rainforest doesn't need saving the rainforest will be the rainforest without me or you the rainforest doesn't need me the rainforest doesn't need you and the rainforest will still be the rainforest how and why right like shit like how and why what is this thing you know I mean like in this thing is alive must I add right like this rock we live on this planet this soil whatever you want it is alive it is vibrant it lives it talks it breathes it eats why and what is it and I think like you know just do like I don't know man I guess you could say like social programming whatever the fuck right and people don't even like we just call it earth like and to really really be honest I came in the other day when I was on Twitter and you can check me out on Twitter at the Cyrus I was on Twitter and what was that thing called Earth Day Earth Day and when I when I it never really like dawned on me or hit me like Earth Day like wow that should be the most important day of all days it should be more important than birthdays especially should be more important fucking New Year like who really cares about me I'm just being honest like you know I really don't care for a new year like that shit doesn't really make sense to me years don't really make sense to me I'm gonna be honest it just fucking doesn't right so but Earth Day Earth Day makes sense I could I could see like taking time out to you know really put back into the earth right and show the earth that we appreciate its perfectness right versus taking and taking and taking and taking and taking and taking from it asking it for things and things of that nature right so it's like I think like my new holiday because I don't do holidays for real like I really don't only reason why I even acknowledge holidays is because of my daughter right you gotta kind of you know you kind of gotta pick your battles with that stuff with children however I think my holiday I'm going to adopt is Earth Day and I would like to bring more awareness to that day though I think that should be like a federal day federal holiday if it's not I didn't look it up so you know forgive me if it's you know I don't need people going in on me saying oh it's already a federal you don't know what to talk about blah blah blah blah blah blah and more blahs cuz I don't give a fuck bro but anyway it's like I think I'm gonna take that day and help to bring more awareness to that day because you think cuz it's a vibrational thing so you think about it if it's a vibrational thing and it's Earth Day imagine showing the earth like you know how much you know we actually cherish who we are you know we we appreciate being in this perfect place because the earth is perfect if I was to see anything you know that's perfect the earth is perfect there is not one flaw in earth there's not one you name in the comment or DM me or whatever the case may be an imperfectness of earth and you know I'll just laugh I don't even do it cuz if you do it if you send me something I'm just gonna laugh at you because that just goes to show like I don't know maybe you just need to get a little bit more thought maybe you need to really put your thinking cap on and then come back and revisit this talk right so that's it's perfect you see what I mean so it's like to me I don't I can't I can't go under the the notion or the fact that it's all this is random because life doesn't do anything random actually life is very predictable and what I mean by life is I mean like like the earth the earth is very predictable you know what I mean so I just I just can't get behind you know saying you know all this is random but I still do pose the question like but what like as far as like life goes like what if our life what if we like purchased it in another life right to experience this life in this perfect place right I wonder how much that costs in that other place so you know really I just don't believe this or this is all you know an act of random shit too much of it seems in sync to me it does it's like the Sun comes up on the western part of the world perfectly in on time all the time like how do you get a perfect balance of Sun and Moon though and they're both in the sky you can someday you can see the Sun and the moon at the same time some days right so it's like how do you have that perfect you know how do you have that that that perfect you know balance like that and who put that shit there you see I'm saying why is it there and so it's like I got hella questions to to wanting to know like what is and what is it and why it is and why isn't it right it's just I honestly believe that like you know we should have these questions versus just being taught what they are because if you like for me when I look at like the school system which is great by the way I don't think that it's a bad thing I just think that when it comes down I just think that parents need to really understand what the school system is set in place for so then when the kid is at home we can you know guide them along the way that you know the best that we can you know through through this you know perfect planet and life so it's like in school you know we're really just taught this is earth this is Saturn this is the moon this is Jupiter this is Mars this is Pluto this is Venus right but we're not taught you know like why those things are you see what I mean like really like really why you know you can go on and go to NASA and you know end up being like in an astronaut I don't even know if that's even the name of it so forgive me people who work at NASA because I don't even know really the name of you know the occupations at NASA but say you go on to NASA and you're like this person who's super smart brilliant and you know you can you have a super dope telescope where you can see like all these stars and you can see all these things going on and you know it's amazing that you know you can name them and things of that nature but it would mean so much more I believe to just humans if we understood why though you see what I'm saying like why is why is the Sun where it's at right like why is Mars where it's at you see what I mean like answers to those questions like why are they there what are they how do they really affect us what what is there what's the purpose of Mars right like like what's the purpose of Mars like what's the purpose of Jupiter what is the purpose of the Venus right what's the purpose of the moon you see I mean and throughout like life I've heard like certain people speak on like certain aspects and like they touch on like you know really interesting points but I think that's the most we would all be able to do really is to just touch on very you know interesting points versus you know coming up with like the actual answer or not coming up with but actually finding the real answer to these questions that I believe that you know need to be answered you know what I mean so you know that's you know those things are important if you ask me I think it's very important and this is why I'm so for like you know the like me I love graffiti right even though you know I don't know how to you know bomb or I can do a quick tag but you know I don't know how to do like mirror wise or anything like that but I love graffiti and I love the the expression behind a piece you see what I mean like that because it's like it's the curiosity though too you see what I mean and we're also we're also we're also we're also told right excuse me for it but we're also told us as kids that curiosity killed the cat right and to me that just sounds like curiosity killed a pussy so graffiti artists aren't pussies so people who are curious aren't pussies so we have to take that curiosity and go out and find like you you if you say curiosity kid if you believe that curiosity killed the cat go tell that to the person who the first person that landed on the moon right like he didn't give a fuck about curiosity killing his ass he was like fuck it I got a chance to go to the moon I'm gonna go to fucking moon right but that's what I'm saying like there are things in play I would say right like things like that things that are said like that like curiosity kills the cat you know I mean and you know a graffiti artist isn't you know afraid to express themselves you know wherever they feel they need to express this their stuff and I believe like life should be like that I believe we all should experience life like that you see what I mean now some might hear it and hear this and be like oh so you encourage criminal activity no you motherfucker no that's not what the fuck I'm saying you see what I'm saying I don't encourage criminal activity what I encourage is artistic expression though you see what I'm saying so when you see a piece you know it's not that somebody vandalized something you actually see an expression of someone in a society that's always like well this is right this is right do it this way do it this way this is earth and this is that this is that don't ask questions just believe this shit and then next thing you know you wake up and you see a fat-ass piece somewhere it's like yo that shit is ill even though the sign says private property right but that shit's still ill though you can't deny the fact that it's ill that the piece is ill though right so I like that shit because it's outside of what you know the norm is you know I'm saying it's outside of what people always fucking telling us what we should be doing how the fuck we should be doing that shit you see what I'm saying that's outside that shit so you damn right you're gonna find a piece on the other side of a fence that says private property you see what I'm saying and now some people will be pissed off probably rightfully so they mad they got to take that shit down but hey if you would imagine if society let loose of this these these what is right what is wrong shit you feel I'm saying what if we really just allowed the the the the thought of expression you see what I'm saying just the thought of expression because the taggers are gonna tag regardless and imagine just just this my thought real quick imagine allowing taggers bombers whatever to just write wherever they wanted to you want to know what would happen if someone just came along and did some wild out shit that didn't even look any like it just it just was against what the bombers and the taggers unwritten rule was that tagger would not be able to bomb or tag in a certain vicinity so what am I saying the bombers and the taggers would eventually you know govern themselves they wouldn't need nobody to tell them where they can tag where they can't tag nature would take its course and they will govern themselves see what I'm saying so that's why like you know when I when I when I see a lot of things you know and I hear a lot of things and it sounds like oh well this is earth and that's the moon and this is what it is and this is this and this would like no real explanation though I don't give a fuck how smart it sounds because it's a lot of shit that sounds smart that's dumb as fuck and that's just the fucking truth you see what I'm saying like we make laws every day and they sound smart as hell when they're up there you know arguing these new laws that need to go into place but when you really break it down and really listen to them people making the laws most of them sound dumb as fuck it's like really you're really arguing that seriously or you're really arguing against that that's crazy so those are just my examples right but uh yo thank you for taking the time out to hear this you know be on the lookout for episode 2 of the Cyrus and uh yeah man everyone peace and love and I say this all with peace my intentions of peace and my intentions of love so you know may this go with you in peace and love the Cyrus I'm out