Project 1 - 7:25:23, 2.53 AM

The speaker identifies as an indigo and starseed with a mission to bring change and love to the world. They recall spiritual experiences and their purpose to distribute truth. They share their turbulent life journey, including time in prison, hard labor, and eventually finding success in a career with Apple. Despite material success, they still feel something is missing and decide to make changes, including getting a divorce and moving back to their hometown. Welcome to the show, my fellow indigos and starseeds. I will center on a mission, a mission to usher in change and rebirth in this world. We're going to rise up to restore balance and bring pure love, goodness, back to this place. I've always been spiritually weird, for lack of better words. Before I was two, I told my parents where I came from, what my mission was while I was here, what the place I came from looked like. I remember having a conversation with my father, not my dad, not my father, before coming here. I remember the most beautiful flowing crystal fountain. It had these beautiful crystals, they were gorgeous, it was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. I've never seen anything that even remotely compares to the thing's beauty, and I can still remember it just like it was yesterday. I was told that my job was to distribute truth. For years, I've rebelled and tried everything in my power to not do that. I just wanted to live an easy life, shirk off any difficult responsibilities kind of thing. The life I've lived, though, you could write a book, honestly, of how crazy it is. I went from working in a medical field, building state-of-the-art computer networks at sixteen years old, charged with capital murder at eighteen, sentenced to twenty years in maximum security prison at twenty years old. That's a whole story in itself, but I'll save that for a later podcast. Released at twenty-nine years old after serving eleven years, spent years feeling worthless and like I would never amount to shit, basically because of my record. I worked a brutally hard job for about two years, carrying eighty-pound boxes off of a train for the automobile industry. Will break down a very young man in good shape, so it was definitely a task on my body, to say the least. I decided at that point to try to find something better, something to better myself in general, to find a better job, something that would provide for my family better and give me less worry in life. So I went after a job in customer service, working for different companies. I was a great employee, built my reputation, built a rep for myself, basically, and ended up going after a job with Apple. It was my dream job. That's all I thought about at one time, was getting a job working for Apple. Got a job working at the Apple store, doing cleaning, helping customers at the front counter, things of that nature. Worked my way up to working really hard, coming in early, working, giving a hundred and twenty-five percent, I worked my way up to a technician. I ended up working my way up to lead technician and eventually a store manager. Money was flowing in, married, white picket fence, several kids. Still wasn't happy though, still missing something in life. Didn't know exactly what I was missing. I thought at the time that I was burnt out of my job and started looking for something different so I ended up working with Comcast, went a little more corporate and started getting into the sales field. And after doing that for a while, still working here actually. Still clock in every day, work eight to ten hours a day doing sales for Comcast. I don't think it's the place that I'm supposed to be in the long run, but right now it's the place that God has me at so I'm doing the best I can at it and just keep moving daily. But regardless, no matter how much cash was flowing in, in the other situation, I just felt like something was off. So I decided I was going to do something different and of course I ended up getting a divorce, and I moved back to Louisville, my hometown.