TR Episode 9

The podcast host, Nicole, talks about the power of love and the effects of sending out love waves. She mentions her channel sponsors, her upcoming live call, and her book. Nicole also discusses the past lives and experiences of herself and others, including the soul of Saint Germain. She emphasizes the importance of shadow work and maintaining higher vibrations. She acknowledges the presence of trickster energy and advises against dwelling on low vibrations. Hello, beautiful souls. Welcome to the Truth Resonates podcast. I'm your host, Nicole, and I'm excited to discover and disclose truth from all dimensions and aspects of life and beyond. I'm a quantum healer and medium now because I broke up with the matrix. So let's get into it. Hello again. I am so happy to be back with you. Today we're going to talk about how love wins when beings are willing to receive it. I definitely want to give a shout out to all my channel sponsors. I appreciate you very much and I am in the process of working out our first live call. It'll be probably a Q&A where you get to submit your questions ahead of time and then I will answer and we can discuss during the call. I'm excited about that. We have VioletLotusEnergy.com up and running if you want to take a look at what our service offerings are available. When you become a subscriber, you get discounts on all of our services that are offered. So that is another added benefit. Also, a lot of the things that I cover, you can find more in-depth information in my first book I published. It's on Amazon titled Sold or Soulless. Please take a look at that. It's an e-book or physical book for those who like to turn the page and I have received very good reviews on the book itself. I'm super proud of it and the next book is already in the works. I'm recording videos on Rumble that are the follow-up videos to my podcast. So if you are interested in more, I do tend to say it a little differently because of the platform, but also you have the video image there to go along with it. I've always been told my face tells quite a story. Please consider subscribing, sharing is caring and leave a comment if you can. Last week, we discussed the inception of the Love, Forgiveness, Gratitude campaigns with the Guardians along with the energy sessions created with Maropa, Isis and other Ascendant Masters. We meaning the Guardians began receiving lots of downloads on doing group love waves and this was something we felt we definitely all resonated with right away, genuinely felt called to do this. Many times Source, Mother Sophia, Mission Control, they would always include in their transmissions to us that love was the key, love was the key, love is the key. And so we knew love is the strongest power that exists and once we saw how transformative it is and started to receive messages back from other planets, space races, universes who wanted to give us immense gratitude for sending out these enormous ripples of love powered by the Guardians. They are letting us know that our love wave increased their collective consciousness as well in their realm and ultimately helped to rid their dimension of lower frequency beings in their planet because there was no longer a frequency match. With each love wave, Archangel Michael and Archangel Metatron are receiving beings who want it to be healed in the light of Source. And I have to tell you, it is just utterly beautiful. I think as a collective, many of us have a hard time grasping the concept that there are many millions, millions of planets that are inhabited and that similarly to us, there are beings in those dimensions, in those planets that are negative polarity and cause problems and don't have the ability to rise their frequency and they just love to be on the lower side of things. And so to have that gratitude come from beings that we first of all never knew existed and now that we do, they are showing us gratitude for changes that we affected through sending out our love, genuine, authentic love, letting it flow over and through to the extent that our energy will send. And so we learned so much about what we were capable of doing. Grandpa Ken, which I've mentioned many, many times in the past, he's also the same soul as Saint Germain, was engaged in delivering a good bit of information to me that helped develop the following videos, which you can find on YouTube and Rumble. The Orphan Train, From Orphan to Super Soldier, The Divine Feminine Hidden in DC, The Truth of Freemasons, and he was a contributing channel for a lot of the information from my Founding Fathers series as well. One thing that we recently reconciled, which answered so many questions that many of us had as we started to receive memories and downloads about our past lives, lifestreams, was how did the soul of Saint Germain come back from being a vampire? And not only him, my Twin Flame, Divine Masculine, many of our Twin Flames, the Divine Masculine was also in the same time period turned into vampires. And it was really a stretch for me to try to contemplate how we went from, you know, that to where we are now. Because I didn't, my human brain honestly had a hard time understanding the path one would take to come back from such a horrendous existence. So I had a very loving and open hearted, open minded conversation with Saint Germain. And I asked this very question. So he soul contracted to, in that life, incarnate Jacques Saint Germain, become Count Saint Germain, and turn into a vampire. And he did so initially to gain the knowledge of how to take down the vampires. Now, of course, that whole incarnation became an entire event in our, in our lineage and in our family lineage, because we do incarnate in soul pods. And so at the same time, many of us were incarnated together, whether we knew each other yet or not. And many of our divine masculine, you know, partners were turned to vampires. And of course, because we're all higher consciousness beings, and we had a lot of abilities, of course, at that time, we were looked at as witches. And so our lives were torn apart. And so we had several lifestreams that ended in brutal murders. And then in time, we kept coming back, we kept coming back, we kept coming back, we're going to save our partners, we're going to save our twin flames. And eventually, what happened is we, the Divine Feminines, who had very powerful souls, agreed to trade soul fractals for our partners to be released. And it did not happen all at once, and it didn't happen easily. But eventually it did happen. And we were all able to then transition to be healed by the archangels. And so it was hundreds of years that St. Germain actually lived as a vampire. And it was hundreds of years that we went through that learning opportunity, so that we could take the knowledge once fully healed, and use it to destroy them, which we did. And so, again, I'm always astonished at what we have navigated in our past lifestreams, and also the infinite mercy, love and forgiveness of our Source Creator and Mother Sophia, Father Mother God. It's never anything that we could enter into that cannot be forgiven. And the sooner that we humans figure that out, the better off the population will be. This is also around the same time that we had a very large purge of our soul family from the telegram groups that we communicate within, because a lot of ex-crew members who left by their egoic mind, pulling them away, had reached back into the context that they had of our soul family members, and were manipulating them, and guilting them, and making them feel like they were crazy, and all sorts of things, if they stayed involved with the missions and doing those things. And so, we, of course, had a lot that left, but we also then found that we had a lot that were complicit, and had been betraying our trust. And so then they were removed, and we were really left reeling. It was the first moment that we dealt with the betrayal of a loved one, and, you know, the knife-in-the-back feeling, which we're all too familiar with from living here on this gangster planet. We thought, we truly felt, once we had all come together, that the love, and compassion, kindness, and empathy, it would allow us to remain connected, and able to overcome any challenge together. In truth, even with all that, the free will choices guided by the egoic mind, and fear, judgment, guilt, it destroyed a lot of souls. And it destroyed a relationship that had been built over millions of years. It was something that required a lot of LFG, to be honest. My sister, Aurora, received this message from Mother Sophia. It is imperative to your ascension and transition that you do your shadow work, avoiding or ignoring it, well, that makes you susceptible to being manipulated by the dark. No one guaranteed that the work would be easy, fun, or all sunshine and rainbows. It is your darkest shadows where you find your strength and will. You always have a choice, always choose wisely. And Father Yogananda contacted me, and he said this, do not get discouraged, continue to LFG things. The time to ascend is coming quickly. Just keep working on yourself. I get that some of you are disappointed, but please do not dwell on that which is low vibration. Focus on maintaining higher vibes. It was during this time, early December 2023, there was rampant trickster energy, trickster source, trickster higher self, trickster guides. And all of it was born out of this event that we had all had to go through together where we learned that our now humans that we had encountered that had the souls of our siblings had betrayed us. And we had to reconcile that it was literally a free will choice thing. Some of it was contracts from prior lives that were being called in, and we had no control over it. And we wanted to change things, but we knew that we couldn't, we had to accept it. And so because of that, of course, our own human experiences created a situation where we opened many, many doors and windows for the trickster spirits to come in because they look for doubt, concern, weakness, resistance, fear, and then they exploit that and they manipulate you through that. And so a trickster energy is not done to anyone. I want to be clear about that. Trickster energy comes from your own weaknesses, your own doubts. It's born out of your own ego and your ego will manipulate you through it. So it is not something to hang on to. It's something you want to get rid of and address. But you only can address it with really deeply diving into the layers that are bringing up these doubts, concerns, fears, and addressing them fully. And so it's another pinpoint on your soul evolution where you have to dig in and do the shadow work. We became pretty proficient at dealing with the trickster energy, but in doing so we lost even more souls because the ego of these beings refused to believe that their messages were corrupted by trickster energy. They would say things like, I can understand it happening once or twice, but all the time. And it just actually fueled the trickster energy. It gave the trickster energy more motivation to continue to manipulate because the more they pulled them away into feeling like it was just them that they're being targeted or picked on or whatever, that really fueled that manipulation, that leverage that the ego could apply to the being, to the soul. And usually whenever this is going on, the divine soul that is with a person hangs out for a little bit. You know, they're trying to connect, they're trying to get the being to truly dig deep and get rid of all the things that are causing these tricksters to rise up and then clear out their energy to the point that they can quickly discern when trickster creeps back in and why. But I want to go through just a list of some things. This is not a complete list, but it's just some questions that you can ask yourself. You can begin the very authentic, very earnest and honest process of shadow work. What made me start doubting myself as a kid? What aspects of my life do I project onto others in an unhealthy way? What is something my younger self would be surprised about me now? What emotions do I try to avoid? What makes me feel afraid to feel it? What am I afraid will happen if I feel it? Who hurt me? Can I forgive them? How do I choose to show up for others and fall short for myself? What are my toxic traits in relationships? What is the one time I feel wronged as a child? How did I react? Has this affected my adulthood? And if so, how? How can I be kinder to myself? In what ways do I unconsciously punish myself? What is something I should forgive myself for? What are the first signs my mental health is deteriorating? Would I feel better if I wrote a letter to a parent with everything I want to say to them? Again, that's not a complete list, but it is several things that unfortunately are common threads with people when they start their shadow work journey. A lot of these things are common in the childhood that we basically all shared. And it's helpful to just start to identify those issues, those events, and LFG them. So transforming energy, that's what I do. I transform your negative energy to clear positive energy. Feeling an emotion is healing. When you allow yourself to feel, so let's say you get hurt. You get your feelings hurt, however it comes about. You allow yourself to feel it until it doesn't feel like a sharp cut anymore, until it doesn't feel like the sting on your cheek of a slap. When it starts to dull, that's when you can start to let it go. You need to not rob yourself of the feeling because feeling is healing. So this again is a reason why so many men who were told not to cry, boys don't cry, boys don't feel things like that, that's sissy stuff, you know, all this kind of stuff. They have all this emotion trapped inside them, but then it's not attached to a feeling and the feeling has escaped them. They ran away from the feeling. So they have to revisit the event and then allow the feeling to come in and set with the uncomfortableness of it because they were indoctrinated their whole life not to feel. So you want your man to feel when you say something or when they encounter something or when they do something and their whole life they've been told not to feel because men don't feel that way. You see, we have inherently grown up in a culture where we are set up to have a ton of shadow work and those that choose to do it, I mean, the downside is you just got to feel the feels, you got to cry it out, you got to go through your shit, you got to unpack your boxes. The upside of it is that once you do that, then you can truly transform the energy and let it go. It no longer has a big heavy wet down wool blanket on top of you. So if you find that you are a people pleaser because you are scared to death to be authentic and tell someone no, we want to transform that. We want to transform that energy of people pleasing into authenticity where you do what you truly want to do, what brings you joy and also helping others or you honor yourself and you say, I'm really not going to do that right now because it just doesn't serve me well but best wishes to you and let it go. If you have difficulty saying no, we want to transform the energy you put into that and all the turmoil that goes with it into setting healthy boundaries. If you constantly find that you are overthinking, we want to help transform that energy into developing intuition that allows you to trust and trust your intuition. So your intuition is something that we like to say is unfuckwithable. That means it's not easily manipulated. It's so deep down innate ingrained in you. Everyone has intuition when they have their chakras and they have intuition. The chakras don't even have to be functioning. The intuition is there. Honoring the intuition has a very short window, three to five seconds before the ego sweeps in and overpowers that nudge. We want to develop trust in the intuition and the courage to follow through with that. If you find that you are full of self-doubt, we want to transform that into self-confidence. You develop your self-confidence with little baby steps of dismantling what you have doubted yourself capable of in the past. We just start small and then we capitalize on that. We celebrate the victory and we keep moving down the self-confidence path. If you find it impossible to give yourself care and compassion and healing, you're neglecting your self-care. That definitely works against you. We want to transform that into prioritizing self-care where once you have given yourself your time to meditate, to be in nature, to ground, to hydrate, to do the things that get you set up for success, then you have the opportunity to express a desire, an energy exchange to assist others. But if your day has taken you around the world, so it seems, and you have neglected your own self-care, that has to be your priority. When everybody else is asking you to do things for them, you need to do this for you first. If you're constantly comparing yourself to others, that is ego and it is ingrained, right? It's ingrained in us to do this because it's everything that we see. We see it in social media and entertainment, magazines, television, all the things, right? Everyone's trying to keep up with the Joneses, so to speak. Well, we want to switch that and transform that into self-appreciation because we are all meant to be unique and different and to celebrate that. We all bring different strengths, abilities, looks, and it's to our benefit that we are not all the same, okay? So you want to create acceptance so that we truly come together as one, but we do not look at all the same. That's where the magic is. Also, if you have a lot of trouble voicing, speaking your truth, you have a suppressed voice, even if you try and you allow people to shut you up or make you dim your light or be quiet, we want to transform that into an empowered expression. This is going to require clearing out all of the stuck energy around your throat chakra from however long you've been alive, stifling your voice. This is a very, very common thing. When I do a QE2 session on people and they have had a ton of issues speaking their truth or they have been shut down, they may have been abused, they may have been, you know, for speaking up, then we see so much toxic energy around their throat. They can have thyroid issues. They can have parathyroid issues. They can have vocal cord issues. They can have chronic sore throats like this. The trapped energy around the throat causes a lot of issues for people and the best thing to do is to speak your truth. If you spend a ton of energy in perfecting things, like feeling like everything has to be perfect because you don't want to give anyone the opportunity to criticize your work or criticize you or your car or your yard or your kids or all that stuff, and you think about how much energy you put into perfectionism, it is definitely energy that should transform into embracing your uniqueness, embracing flaws because no one is perfect. Nothing is perfect, nor are we meant to be, okay? We're meant to be strength, you know, turning your pain into purpose and you take your strength from your weakness and you transform that and it makes you stronger. There's so many pearls of wisdom passed on to us that are actually rooted in Luciferianism. So we want to discern the good message from the contaminated message. Look at the list and see how it affects you. How do you feel in your energy body, your mental body, your physical body and your spiritual body? Ultimately, the end result is energy depletion, creation of core wounds, empathic magnetized to trauma of others, losing your soul fragments and being controlled by your ego or dark agendas. And it is all preventable. Those who passed this on didn't realize that they were consenting in participating in disempowering their children. You know, they didn't realize it. I truly believe that. I believe that they were just so, it was a different time and they were so indoctrinated and everybody was doing it and the people that were doing it were successful and that's kind of how they measured life in general. But the entire generation possibly in this situation like educators, politicians, these are the positions that mold thousands, maybe millions in their indoctrination and dogma. When you think about the number of lives that an educator in a classroom for whatever time their tenure keeps them there, how many lives they contact and if each and each little being that they contact or adult or teen or whatever, in their growth they get contaminated with all this judgment and shame and guilt and expectation and fear and all these things that are low vibration. And they set them off on this path to continue to seek out things that are low vibration and they are not set up for mental body, physical body, spiritual body, emotional body success. What they are set up for is to fit into the workforce, the slave force of this country, not being a free thinker, to follow the rule of law, follow your peers no matter if you're walking off of a freaking bridge. Like that's exactly what they have indoctrinated on an entire education system wide. The free thinkers are punished and those that advocate for others are punished. My children were guilty of that, if you want to use that word, many times. My son was in first grade and I had a teacher tell me that he was a problem because he always wanted to help people when they fell down on the playground. He wanted to go get out of line, that was his sin apparently, and help someone up off the playground. And I thought, what a good soul he is. And she was livid, her neck was red, her face was red. Then she had the nerve to say, and he raises his hand for everything and he just cannot have the right answer all the time. I laughed because I thought this bitch must be laughing, she must be kidding me, right? She's a teacher, she's telling me to tell my son not to raise his hand and he does have the right answer. Now come to find out, she was coming back from a mental health break and they put her in the classroom too early and they were allowing her to poison all these children. But I can tell you that the damage was already done to my child. He was a sponge and he wanted to learn as much as he could get his hands on and they bored him to tears. And then her horrible treatment of him made him apathetic. He didn't care if he ever had the right answer again. He stopped trying. He's brilliant, but he has no time for the education system. And I'm thankful for that because then he was not ruined. His abilities, his beautiful soul and his compassion and empathy for others was not ruined because of one mentally challenged school teacher. Remember that the controllers that gained knowledge of how to weaken the culture, they got that knowledge because they looked through Project Looking Glass in the 1930s and then they developed, they further developed all these programs that they knew when enacted would culminate in pushing out these curriculums and narratives that would, by our own volition, create a collection, a collective of people, weak, lazy, independent, not free thinkers, not compassionate, not empathic. So when you ask yourself, because I do this all the time, how did we get here? That's how. That's how we were all enrolled in the same type of school system and we all had the same, you know, basically educators that went through the same indoctrination process passed it on to us. And that's what we've been doing. So it's time to stop the madness. So the premeditated, preplanned programs to manipulate an entire planet to easily do what serves the controllers and disempower the people. It was their goal and it was their objective. And I am here to tell you, game over. Even if my messages only touched 10 people, and then they touched 10 more, and so on and so on, all roads of this planetary ascension lead to the golden age of miracles, heaven on earth, hoonimatea. But I have to say, it's not for everyone. It is for those brave enough, courageous enough, and with enough faith to be true, authentic, sovereign, loving, forgiving, grateful human beings. Are you willing to join me in spreading the truth? Love and truth are only as powerful as we allow them to be. To not suppress them, to not guilt, shame, blame, truth, even though you may not like what it sounds like, is suppressing the truth. So we want to open up our heart and our minds to receive information we maybe have never heard before. It may have never resonated before. Maybe you heard it, but it didn't make any sense before. Revisit this information, because the entire collective consciousness is higher now. That means that your frequency is more of a match to the truth than it was before. And I mean, when I say before, I mean like three months ago. This is a new development in the ascension of the planet and the people, and you are in a position now to receive on a frequency level information that your brain, your body, your energy body couldn't receive before. So love does win when you're brave enough, courageous enough, and faithful enough to allow the victory. Please share the truth. Sharing is caring. Today was awesome. Be sure to check out my YouTube channel, Healing Disclosures with Nicole, my book titled Sold or Soulless on Amazon, and my website, VioletLotusEnergy.com for all of our quantum healing services. And remember, just LFG it.