peeps

The speaker wonders how they ended up with their friend, Ratan, and questions if it's fair. They initially felt shy but gradually became attached to Ratan. They appreciate Ratan's caring nature and the close bond they share. The speaker acknowledges Ratan's importance and the impact they have had on their life. They express gratitude for Ratan's support and mention a special moment when they realized their feelings for Ratan. The speaker describes Ratan as a friend who understands them deeply and promises to be the best choice for them. They believe Ratan is precious and wants to become a better person because of them. I wonder how God put you there. I wonder how it happened. I wonder if it's even fair, you know, my mind keeps my heart affected. Ratan, I don't know why, I used to be pretty shy when I saw you for the first time cross-eyed. You were in yellow, I was in brown. I didn't focus that much, I was supposed to be numb, didn't think about it as much. Apparently, you were captured in my heart. It's in my nature to care, slowly but gradually you became its part. So going an extra mile for him is what I did. You're beautiful indeed, yet I was foolish enough not to stare. You became very close, it's agreed, slowly but gradually you became a pair. You became very precious to me very quickly, I see your white mask. I started to know it clearly, without once realizing my heart got attached. After all the work you have been through made my deep feelings as I have. I'm glad to see that I didn't have to be far away from you, I was able to smile even after being sad. You took care without even knowing, and my heart when I regretted it started falling. Your eyes, your smile, and that moment I started falling for, when I recited that adorable song, I myself can't seem to ignore. It's amazing to have such a friend, for whom I can't bear all my desires, who can express all his feelings until he really gets it. I named you Eats, because your clumsy, emotional, funny, and a lot more, packaged with feelings and understanding that runs deep within the heart, mind, and soul to the red world. I promise to make your God tell you I am the best choice you should prefer, regardless of where you come from or who you be, since you are the one by my mightiest choice my heart prefers. Believe it or not, you are so precious to me, so much that I believe to make from you what I am.