MontanaTest2

The speaker discusses their upcoming conference in Portugal and the changes they have to make due to some people not being able to attend. They express frustration with the planning process and the lack of assistance from others. The speaker also mentions their tiredness and the need to get things done before the trip. They mention a family member feeling lightheaded and needing electrolytes. Overall, the speaker is overwhelmed and tired but trying to stay positive. Okay, so your conference begins on Thursday. Wow, that's a lot. In general? Well, we need to plan all of Portugal, so that's going to be fun. I'm trying to get different levels to see where I'm at. So, I'll just mess with some of the dials. It's going to be very fun, and again, this clip cannot get out anywhere. It's a little annoying that I keep getting all these messages, updates from Pam, and I'm like, you're not coming anymore, thank you for your service. We're moving on. No. So, Pam, Gil, and Ellie aren't... Do I sound good in your ear? Like, not how I sound in general, but just volume-wise. Okay. I'm trying to figure out how loud I want to be talking. Yeah. Well, that's my washer and dryer. Okay. Okay, cool. Okay, well, then I'm definitely... I can see my volume change going up and down now when I'm watching my own Audacity, so I'll just do a couple practice clips on my own of trying to figure out what my audio is. But for right now, yeah, Pam and Gil and Ellie are not coming anymore. Selfishly sad for myself and mom, but totally understand. It's too much for them, so they're going to go after the memorial in June, and then Gil is going to stay in Europe. So. I have no idea. Yeah. Oh. Wait, are you going to Vermont? Oh. Got it. I know. I think staying in Europe after will be great after your trip with the parents, but specifically for mom and I, we have to, like, re-change our entire first week of our trip, including dates we come. So it's just a little bit, like, and we're, like, two months out, so it's just a little less than two months at this point. That's what I'll be doing tonight and tomorrow, probably more tomorrow morning, because I get up super early, and I just have to, you know, travel plan and everything like that. So that's what we're doing there. Papa just got super lightheaded and dizzy, so mom had called, which is why I didn't call you back right away, because mom had called me, and she's like, do you have electrolyte packets? I was like, I don't. But I have Gatorade. Hold on one second. I'll shut this for noise. But I had Gatorade and coconut water, so I was like, I will take those over to him, and then, you know, he's still, like, halfway through packing up his car for March Madness for tomorrow, and I'm like, do you want me to help you pack up the car? He's like, I got it. I'm like, do you? And I just have, like, a million other things on this to-do list before I head out, so. Yeah, no, I have other stressful stuff that's happening that has nothing to do with vacation. It's just, like, we're two months out. We don't have flights. Like, we have to change our flights. We don't have hotels. And, like, mom is hardcore, like, fucking checked out. Like, it'll be really fun and everything, but it's like I have to plan the entire thing. Truly. And, which is fine had I just, you know, had we gotten the head start of the Pam thing, because now we're not going to go south. We're going to go north. So. We can. It's just kind of unnecessary. We have the itineraries of, the second half of our trip hasn't changed. We have the itineraries. Honestly, tomorrow flights and hotels will be booked by tomorrow night. So, it just sucks for the next 24 hours. It's like I basically am going to be all tonight, like, trying to, you know, she just keeps sending me things on Instagram. And then also, like, because the Pam thing switched around, like, it was set in stone. We tried to book and, like, really grateful we didn't because we were timing it to come in with them. And since we don't have to, we don't, we're just, yeah, it's going to be just different. But, yeah. Tomorrow night, it'll be great. At least I'll have flights and hotels, for the most part, booked. And then, which means that I have to do it all tonight and tomorrow. And then talk to mom. And then her and Karen are meeting after. And they're twiddling their thumbs. It's just, like, everything should have been done so much longer ago. But mom's, like, truly been super scatterbrained. So, it's really challenging. Fair. It's a little too late for this one. Because we've already done the whole research on the, we just have to literally book it and make a choice. And figure out where we want to go north instead of go south. And she wants to use Portland. North of Lisbon. Yeah. But I can't get any responses from mom. So, it's just, like, yeah. So, anyways, that's what I'll be doing. And then just trying to get ready and get out of here. He's fine. I'm sorry. I'm just, like, about to cry now. I'm having a day. Yeah. He's fine. He's sleeping on my bag. Like, I'm just really tired today. It's been a long day. I've been up since, like, 4.50. I'm just trying to get everything done. So, it's a lot. But I did get to talk to my therapist today. So, I feel a lot better about, like, the Angela stuff. Which is good. Because I will be seeing her on Thursday. You know. Yeah. Because the dogs won't be ready yet. Picked up yet. Yeah. No, no, no, no, no. Honestly, like, you're just catching me really tired right now. And I'm, like, literally looking at, like, four more hours of shit I have to do tonight. And, like, I have tomorrow. Like, I have my own shit. And I have tomorrow. But, like, it's just a lot to do. And I'm just not. Mom's just kind of driving me a little crazy right now. And, like, I texted her 15 times today about things. And she's always with Susie. So, I'm like, fuck it. I just have to do all this shit myself. And then tomorrow's going to be a lot longer of a day than you expect, Mom. Like, we're going to get our nails done, which will be fun. Because I need to get them done for the wedding. Like, I would have just done this already. But she was like, let's go tomorrow. I'm like, okay, well, then we're sitting down. And we're going to be here for a couple hours, like, booking shit. Like, you know. Like, it's too late. Like, we got to make some choices. So, that's happening tomorrow. That's happening tomorrow. But I did get to catch up with Omi today, which made me feel better. Because Omi, obviously, was like, I'm so excited for you to come here this weekend. She's like, we'll be out of your hair. We're leaving at 930. We won't be here when you get here. I was like, oh, Mona and I will be arriving at 9, by 9. At the latest, she has a conference call. And she was like, oh, I'm so sorry. Like, she was like, we'll try to be gone by then. So, I was like, it's okay. Because truly, it is. It is fine. Like, we overlap a little bit. Like, I'll help put you in the car. Maybe this is the universe of being like, you know, give her a hug and a kiss or something. Like, you never know. Like, five. So, it's like, it's fine. Like, and she was like, Angela's going to get the dogs around 930. So, I was like, that's fine. Like, I don't. And I was like, we're gone by, you know, Saturday. So, you know, whatever. It's just a lot today, specifically. But they leave tomorrow super early for March Madness. I will wrangle mom tomorrow. Yeah. Yeah, I know. So, got to do that. So, anyways. And the plumber people didn't come today. They had to postpone. So, I just had a little bit of extra time today, which turned out to be very nice. Yeah. So, honestly, I'm trying to get as much done today as I can. So, I can. I mean, I'm going to crash. Like, I've been up forever at this point. And I'm just. And I had therapy earlier. So, I'm just drained and just dealing with a lot of different stuff. And I'm just tired. I'm just tired. And I'm like, I'm going into a wedding weekend. I'm like, oh, with all my friends. I'm like, I got to get some fucking sleep in these next, like, two days. So, I can, like. Like, it'll be so much fun. I'm like, it's honestly better I get the cry out now. I'm like, get it out, bitch. Like, I was just going to throw in my, like, keep my laundry going. I realized all these clothes are going in the thing. And I just, I had a day where I'm like, I need another shower. You know, like, another shower. Like, kind of do a face mask kind of vibe. Like, make some yummy dinner. And just keep going through all this shit. Oh, God. I've heard horrible things. Is it horrible in a good way? Yeah. Excellent. Excellent. Excellent. So, what you're saying is I need to get high tonight and watch this movie. Oh. Oh. Dakota Johnson. I don't know. I didn't watch it. Oh. Adam Scott. I know. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh.