The high yella podcast episode 11

The speaker talks about their personal struggles with depression and the challenges they face in maintaining their mental health. They mention starting a new medication and the fear of potential side effects. They also discuss the importance of perseverance in various aspects of life, such as mental health, profession, and physical fitness. The speaker brings up Tyler Perry as an example of someone who has overcome obstacles and achieved success, impacting the lives of others. They encourage listeners to remember that their perseverance can have a positive impact on others as well. I'm just saying, I make business, you may ask It is evident, I do better when I feel like the world against me and think I should never win Can I stop it? Pocket profit every time I push a pin But I do not push a pin Fuck a pen and a pen that imprison all my kin And my partners and my friends Fuck the politicians and fuck with the prisons at the end I got partners coming home from rockin' 20 in the pen Tryin' to make a nigga pay me more, but niggas know they can't And they cannot sell no marijuana, no methamphetamine Man, them crackers sell a nigga out, but we'll not let them in It is evident, I do better when I feel like the world against me and think I should never win Can I stop it? Pocket profit every time I push a pin What is up, everybody? We is back. We is back, y'all. We is so back. I'm sorry I left y'all hangin' after a week off. I was feelin' it, alright? I was feelin' it. It was a lot that happened in the last two weeks since we last spoke. I went back to Florida, my hometown, and we got our stuff out of storage and moved that thing back up on to Colorado. So, it was a very stressful time. We had to bring our son with us. So, you know, the family got to see him and it was a very good, wholesome reunion between the two families, my partners and me. I only got to spend one day with my family, but, you know, the day spent is not what's important. It's the time spent and how youthful and wholesome and just making up for lost time is what the name of the game is, essentially. I love my mother. I love my family. And I just want the best for them, actually. It's more of a connection we have. Even though we know that we're far away, we still kind of, you know, we can still come together and it'd be like we never left, pretty much. So, that being said, let's get into today. Before I get into the motivational, I still have a couple more things to say about what transpired. I also started new medication. That's a big one. It doesn't seem to be helping. I've only been on it for like a week, this Wellbutrin. I'm on the starting dose, 150 milligrams. Trying to get my mind together. Trying to get these defeating, self-deprecating thoughts under control because it's really hard. It's been, in the last two years, I've been really struggling with, not anxiety, but just a whole bunch of depression. Just a whole bunch of depression. And it's just mainly to do with me trying to keep it together and time, you know, playing a part in what's my initial goals and not achieving them in the time period which I think I should achieve them. Sorry, I had to grab something real quick, y'all. I need to know what we sounded like, man. But, for the most part, yes, it's really just time. I'm struggling with just little things in my life. Like, one thing can set me off. It doesn't matter what it is. When it does set me off, I'm going down a spiral after that. It's just really a spiral that I can't control. And it happens for like a whole hour straight. My mind is racing with negative thoughts and just trying to reconcile with the fact that I'm on this earth. Not just on this earth. I'm on this earth struggling. And it seems to be a struggle with no end in sight because I can't get away from myself. My thoughts are my own and nobody else's thoughts. And they're in my head, so I can't escape them. And they're telling me things that shouldn't be told to another human being. Like, I'm just... I never knew my mind could be so much of my own enemy. And that's just come about in these last two years. It's not always. I can keep a pretty clear head for about two to three weeks out of the month. And then that one day, everything goes to shit and I just spiral down into a deep depression. And I start not wanting to do things. I don't even want to get out of bed. Like, it's just... I've never had that happen to me before. I've always gotten up. I've always done stuff. Now I just... What's the point of even getting out of bed? Those are the thoughts that come to me. And I hate it. But it seems to be that I'm made this way. I don't know how to change it. Because I'm scared to take the medication because it could potentially fuck me up even more. And not only that, these people don't care what you put in your body. They just make the drug and hope to profit off of them. I pay for my insurance and the medication. I don't have to pay no out-of-pocket fees. But still, I mean, they lie in their pockets some way. One way or another. And I just don't want to be a victim to that whole system. But on top of that, I need help. I kind of need to get better because my family is on the line, my relationships, my job. If I can't function, I can't go to work, and I can't be me. So it's just really eating at me. The depression hits hard when it hits because I hold it at bay for so long. It just floods in like a levee broken. I don't know how to explain it. I don't know how other people can understand what I'm going through because it's really tough to explain. I hate going on tirades like this because I feel like nobody understands or cares. The fact is, I'm here now, and we back at it. I was going to quit, but we're not going to do that because I need a jumping-off point. I need a starter. I need to continue to do this so I can say that I did it and I can say that I can do it, which I know I can do it. That's not a question. It's just doing it successfully and consistently. That being said, let's get into our motivational tip because it's not all doom and gloom. After all, it's the High Yellow Podcast, which is the first time I'm saying that because I just jumped right into my rant after the theme song, lovely Killer Mike, still not over his three Grammy wins. I'm so proud of that man. Swept the Grammys, got arrested at the Grammys, got out the next day, and still running it up. All right? Don't play with my boy. So, motivation is today. Basically, perseverance. Perseverance will bring you a far way. It will bring you far. And I just don't... I just can't really explain to you enough how much perseverance really does bring you. It's... It's hard to explain. But I'm going to do it. Sorry, I was looking at something. But perseverance for me is my whole deal because whenever I get in these depressive states and I want to give up, I just think to myself about people who've persevered through things that are worse than my situation. Like, I got a pretty good situation. It's just my internal makes it out to be something that it's not. And it's really not as bad as I am portraying it to be because there's worse situations out there. But it's bad to me. I feel like one misstep in my journey will spiral me back down the stairs. I just finished John Wick 4, and this is like a perfect analogy for this right now. You remember the part in John Wick 4? This is a spoiler, by the way. If nobody's ever seen John Wick 4, it's been about a year. It's free on Starz right now, so I don't know what to say. This man, first of all, has to climb 262 steps. And you know John Wick. He out here killing people. Everything he does, he killing people while he doing it. So they got these men lined up up the stairs, and he's just going through them, on them down. It only takes him about, I don't know, 10 minutes to get up the stairs and kill everybody. And then there's a whole group waiting for him at the top. What I tell you, they kick his ass all the way down them 262 steps, he's done for. That's what I feel like with my depression sometimes. You go up the stairs, and you're all the way up there, and then they just kick you right back down, spiral. Or in life, one little misstep, one little convoy of people fucking up something in your life, you could spiral right back down to the bottom where you don't got shit. And that's what I'm struggling with. I'm trying to maintain what I got. My emotional state needs to maintain. But perseverance has a lot to do with maintenance. Perseverance can apply to a lot of things in your life, not just mental health. It could be perseverance in your profession, perseverance in your athleticism, perseverance in your physical prowess. If you're trying to work out and make yourself better, make your body better, that could be a factor as well. Perseverance is important because without perseverance, I mean, it's easier to give up. But we shouldn't give up because what we are giving up is more than just a goal that we put in place because that goal could lead to so much more things and affect so much more lives than just your own. I'm thinking of a quote that I believe Tyler Perry said. He's one of my inspirations, one of my big inspirations, but has been for a long time, ever since a child actually. He says if he had gone through what he'd gone through and lived what he lived, he wouldn't have Tyler Perry Studios. He wouldn't have been able to employ over a quarter of the population in Atlanta. He wouldn't be able to call himself a billionaire philanthropist, and he's affected so many lives positively, not only by his work, but by his contributions to the community as a philanthropist. It's not just your story tied into your actions. Your perseverance can reach so many more people than you think, and that's what I have to remind myself, along with other people. They have to remind themselves that your perseverance can lead to so much greater things than just what you know and what your goal is. It's a lot, I know. But that is what I got to say on our motivational message. The word is perseverance. Get it in your life. Get it in your life, people, all right? So the first story today, we're going to have a little bit of overflow from what I was going to talk about last week's podcast is going to come into this podcast because a lot of things happened. One of those things being Monique went on Club Shea Shea, and Shea Shea shut it down. I don't know if she did a good job about it because there seems to be a lot of backlash and debate over the issues. It was no Cat Williams, but it was definitely informative and definitely entertaining. I will tell you that. Monique brought up several things, but the two things that have been getting some traction is her allegations against D.L. Hughley, which he promptly denies. And they've been going back and forth for a while now. At least a year and a half they had a prior conflict last year about a booking situation at a comedy club. Somebody was supposed to be headlining on the ticket, and it was either her or D.L. D.L. came with receipts. She refuted those receipts. It was a whole thing. But now she's coming at him for a whole nother reason, and this is pretty much what he has to say about that. I mean, you know he's going to come out with the truth, and he's going to come with it with the knowledge. So basically this is what he has to say. They say it's getting messier and messier. It's almost like Wendy Williams didn't go anywhere. She just got a weight set. And so Monique was on. Every time I see Monique these days, she's on doing some greasy-ass video with her and her daddy complaining about something or working out. I don't know nobody that works out that much in gang way unless every crunch you do has got Captain in front of it. But apparently she goes on Club Se Se and tells the story about how she came on my radio show, and I wasn't there at the time. And my co-host, Jasmine Sanders, played a game that we played all the time with everybody called Would You Rather. She apparently was so offended by that that she said she got off and she called me. And she said I was very dismissive. Monique's a liar. But Monique did call me. I heard her complaints. I listened to her, and I pulled the segment. So if I hadn't been as dismissive as she alleged I was, that segment would have aired. It didn't because I respected her wishes. She's a liar. It also befuddles the shit out of me how somebody who has a comedian talks as much shit about everybody else as she does. She has the merit to be offended about anything as much shit as you say about people. Then she encouraged everybody, allegedly it stems from the fact that I used to always talk shit about her on video after video. And she encouraged her sweet babies to look at the video and find them. Do that. Do exactly what she says. And you know what you're not going to find? You're not going to find any evidence of that because Monique's a fucking liar. She's lying about that. But what you will find is Monique talking shit about some alleged contract dispute we had. Look at the ticket. It says D.L. Hughley then Monique. She knows the story. But what she did in response to that, she talked about my dog, my wife, this broad even brought out my daughter's personal trauma. My daughter was molested and Monique brought that shit out and told the world that I allowed my daughter to be raped in front of me. The lying motherfucker. She knows she was lying. And it only stopped when everybody in front of my family checked her. It's interesting. You know what else you won't see Monique doing? You won't ever see her with her family, videos with her children or grandchildren because nobody fucks with me. How do you have sweet babies when your own babies don't fuck with you? How do you love us for real when there's no evidence of anybody loving you for real except your daddy who you apparently have to pay? And FYI, daughters are paid for by daddies, not daddies who get paid by their daughters. You know what else you won't see Monique doing? Telling jokes. Monique, if she had spent as much time actually writing jokes and writing her Netflix special as she did complaining about not having one, it wouldn't have been trash. It got the worst reviews of any Netflix special in history because that's what Monique does. She complains and she has grievances. You never see her being a human being. You never see her being sweet and warm to people except when she's using it to butter somebody up to get something. There's a reason why everywhere she goes, shit starts. Everywhere she goes. How is it that nobody fucks with you, not even your family? How do you, oh, I was on the road, get it. I get it every goddamn week. Look at my schedule versus yours. See how much I'm going. And I still manage to have a relationship that I cherish with my children. Can you say the same? You can't. All you do is talk about your grievances and who did you wrong. There's a reason you were fucked by yourself. There's a reason you gotta pay a man to love you. It's sad. There's an old adage that says you can't buy love. It's a shame, Monique, but you probably always will have to. Well, that's what he's got to say about that. Welcome back to the HiYella podcast, and we are back, and we are discussing the Monique and the Hughley battle. All right, y'all. I just played y'all the clip of him telling everybody that Monique is a liar and going through several receipts of the fact of the matter. I just think that Monique and D.L. Hughley are two different people. They're two distinctive comedians with their own views about things. Monique has been consistently been shown to be problematic in the last decade or so and painted into a light, and it doesn't help that she keeps on going on to these interviews and these talk shows and further pressing the issue, if you will. I don't know if anything's true, because I'll never know, because I wasn't there. Nobody was, except for the people who were in question. So, therefore, I really don't have an opinion. I just know I like both comedians. I'm going to keep y'all updated on the facts of what happened between both comedians that have been stated and projected in the public eye. That's all I can do. You could do it as well. You can go online and look all this stuff up, but this is what I want to talk about in my podcast, and that's what we doing, all right? We doing it, all right? D.L. is one of my favorite comedians. He does a very good radio show. I'm one of the inspirations. He is one of the inspirations that started me on this podcast journey, so big ups to him. Monique is one of the funniest female comedians in movies, in any role she plays in. She slayed in Almost Christmas. Almost Christmas was my favorite Christmas movie for a while because of her. So I'm giving my props to both of them. They both have their accolades. They both have their merits. It's really just who's right and who's wrong, pretty much. That's what it comes down to, and I never know D.L. to be a liar. I never knew him to tell an untruth. So, I mean, and he comes with the most receipts. With Monique, it seems like she's more of a storyteller as in the fact she's telling us what happened from her point of view and only her point of view. So other than that, I can't really go off of what she says because she doesn't have as many receipts as D.L. I'm not saying anybody's right or wrong. I'm just saying if we were to favor a side, it would have to be D.L.'s because he came with more facts, and the facts matter, especially in an investigation. I don't know if y'all have been watching Reacher, but that's a little line from there. I love that show. It's pretty good. Watched both seasons, actually, and yeah, Amazon Prime. A little plug there. Amazon, give me money. But yeah, I don't know what to say about D.L. and Monique. I just hope they hash it out, and I hope everybody can go back to throwing them yuck-yucks out there because our people, our brothers and sisters in comedy, do not need to be fighting. We're here to make people laugh, not make people mad or indifferent or exposed. That's what the journalists do, all right? Leave it to the journalists. Speaking of journalism, we got a little, a little, I don't know how to say it. I don't know how to express it to you, the amount of fuckery that went down in downtown Nashville over the weekend. There seems to be a group of Nazis marching through the streets with flags, and they're just, I don't know, peaceful protesting. I don't know how peaceful it is when you hold up a Nazi flag, but propaganda, white supremacy, you know, basic white people shit. They're marching through the town of downtown Nashville as a man yells to them because they're all wearing black masks, and they're wearing a specific uniform, you know, stand together uniformly, all that bullshit, all right? And they're just marching through the town with flags and yelling and doing the Hitler little arm shit, and I just don't know what, like, I don't know what you want from us. It's 2024. What do you hope to gain from doing that? There's just too much, I mean, you get exposure. You're definitely going to get exposure, but how really, how much good is that really going to do you and your organization? Because the Internet is a crazy thing. It's a crazy motherfucker. It's an entity that can help you as much as hurt you in the same post, all right? Because these people are the ones in the mask being. These people are our neighbors. These people are our managers. They're the people who run retail establishments and coffee shops and all types of things. That's why they got their face covered, because the Internet is a motherfucker, and it will expose your ass quick. All somebody got to do is see that video, hop in them comments, that's my neighbor Charlene. She's always doing some crazy shit in her backyard. It'll be on you like white on rice. The government is not playing. I don't think the government cares about this as much as they should. This is not priority numero uno. It's not. I know this. We all know this. It's been this way for so long. It's been this way since I don't even know, as long as I can remember, really. So it's really just an eye opener for the people who refuse to believe that racism is prevalent in this country and hate doesn't fester in every corner and crevice that it can. It's really just an eye opener. Like my partner, I showed it to her today, and she was just in awe. She was in shock, because Tennessee is one of the places that she was hoping to call home one day. Not with me. I told her straight up, I'm not going to Tennessee. Not with these people running rampant through the streets. We have a child, and it's just not cohesive. Until people become more open-minded, not even more open-minded, just tolerant of regular people making regular choices and living their regular lives that don't have anything to do with them. When people get like that, when people can mind their own business and stay in their own lane, that's when we can do it. But until then, which I don't know when this is going to happen, until then, it can't happen. That being said, we're moving on to our new topic. Our next topic, actually, not new topic. The gay debate, all right? This has been going viral online, and I just want to weigh in on it. I'll just let you guys hear it for a second here. I don't think y'all know what being gay actually is, bro. Listen to me. I could kiss a nigga in the mouth and not be gay, nigga. Listen, listen, listen, listen, listen. Let me cook, bro. Let me cook, bro. Shut up. Let me cook, bro. Listen. Being gay, being homosexual is enjoying that type of shit, bro. Shut up. Be quiet, bro. Be quiet, bro. Let me talk. It's enjoying those activities, bro. I could fuck a nigga in his ass and not be gay, bro. I'm trying to tell you. I don't think y'all know. You feel me? Because listen, listen. No, shut up, shut up, shut up. I got the perfect, I got the perfect. Listen, listen. Say you try a Hot Cheetos for the first time, right? Somebody got a bag of Flamin' Hots, nigga. They bust them bitches open, right? And they hand you one. And you eat the Hot Cheetos, right? You're like, this shit is terrible. Do that mean you like Hot Cheetos, nigga? Or did that mean you tried it, nigga? This is what I'm saying, bro. Just because you tried that Cheeto don't mean you fuck with Hot Cheetos, nigga. That's what I'm saying, bro. I could clap a nigga's cheeks and not be gay, bro. I'm telling you. It sounds crazy, but it's the truth, bro. I can only speak for me. Do you know how many of you women out there? I mean, I mean, he got a point. And I lie in a certain special sector of this because I am exactly that. Like, I caught myself doing some vicarious things back in my day. And just for the sense of science and just for the fact of finding out exactly. Because it's different strokes for different folks, all right? Everybody don't know what they like right then and there when they come out the pussy hole, all right? You got to learn these things. You got to experiment. You got to experience. So when it comes to, you know, adolescence and growing up, the minute you even touch a nigga, you gay. That's all we used to hear at school. You gay or you kiss a nigga, you gay. You hold hands. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Anything, really. You could even look at a nigga and be gay back in my day. I've been accused of all of it, all right? Up until the point where I actually just did it and see what the fuck the hype was all about. Because y'all niggas already calling me, so let me do it and see what the fuck. Did not like. Did not appreciate at all. Don't like anything in my butt. It's a one-way ticket for my butt, all right? All right? Sexuals with men, it's not going to happen. Now, they can give some good head. They can give some good head, and I'm not going to lie, all right? I'm not going to lie. I'm not ashamed either. A mouth is a mouth, and I'm going to stand by that. I've been saying that for a long time. A mouth is a mouth. That motherfucker made you come. And if it didn't, then, I mean, you just didn't enjoy it. It was a mental thing for you. But I can take myself out of it and just see straight enjoyment, all right? Straight pleasure. Because it is something about a man coming on to you. It's something about a man finding you attractive or you finding something attractive in a male. It's intoxicating. Regardless of what sex you are, there can be that situation that comes up. The sweet embrace of a man, you know, just making out with a man. Some men can be very good kissers. They can be very good with their lips in most ways. So don't sleep on it. Me, personally, will not have a relationship with a man ever again, I don't think, in that sense. In the sexual sense, no, it's not going to happen. I love pussy. So it's just my preference right now. But I can't see myself shitting on somebody else because they don't like pussy or they like both or they only partake in certain times of the year or whatever the story is, all right? Love is love. Attraction is attraction. The mind wouldn't make these things up if they weren't meant to be there. So you can't fight it. It's just here. It's here to stay. Whether you think so or not, whether you think it should be or not, whatever you think it is or isn't, it's here to stay. So that being said, y'all hop in the comments and tell me what the gay debate, talk about, all right? And y'all say to y'all neck of the woods because I gave y'all my little two cents on it. Another news, back to the Monique and D.L. situation. This is another point against Monique. I really hate to say it, but her son, I don't know if this is her son for sure. This hasn't been confirmed because she hasn't come out and said anything about this young man's response to her interview. But it's a nine-minute video. I'm not going to play it all. But he basically calls her a liar. Yeah, he just basically says she lied about the fact that she wants to have a relationship with him because they both come to the conclusion and they come to the agreement that they're not built to have a relationship with one another and she has her other kids to tend to and he's the oldest. He probably was had with another person, another baby daddy or something of the sort. But he goes on to say that with no disrespect that his mother is more worried about being a personality than worried about being a mother. And he just continues to drive that point home just throughout the video. So, I mean, it's just not good for her. It's not looking good for her because D.L. don't got nobody coming out against him, especially what he's talking about. D.L.'s a well-known member of the comedy community, even the celebrity community. Like, we know what D.L.'s on. And Monique has been painted as this problematic picture and she doesn't help her image when she does stuff like this. So, I just am going to sit back and watch the story develop. I don't think I'm going to bring it up anymore. But it's just happening, all right? And we counting the points. We counting the cards, all right? So, that being said, next story. And this one is a doozy because it really just shows the stupidity of people and how easy it is to convince somebody to do something with no information whatsoever on anything. So, a group of MAGA people travel to the border saying that following the instructions of D.L. Following the instructions of Trump, of course, his claims of there being an invasion at the border. Sorry, I had to get my words together. But they travel all the way to the border to find there's no invasion and, like, to go home. They basically turn their ass right around because what the fuck are you guys doing here? They're employed. The Border Patrol is employed for a reason, all right? But here's the story. We've been talking to these folks who have come from all over Texas, even other parts of the country, to be here. And some of them, even though we are about a half hour from Eagle Pass, have driven down to Eagle Pass to try to actually see what's happening at the border. And I spoke to a number of people who said that they're a little surprised by what they're seeing here. I want to play a conversation with a woman, Misty. Take a listen. It's pretty surreal. We actually made it into Eagle Pass, and we went and saw Shelby Park. I was able to see some people actually trying to cross and stop at the wire there. So it's very eye-opening. And tell me more about eye-opening. Is it what you expected? Is it better? Is it worse? It's not what I expected. But then again, I don't know what I expected. I can tell you it's not as bad as what I thought. So that's kind of eye-opening in itself too, yeah. All right, so this lady is in a T-shirt and a baseball cap. Even if y'all were going to the invasion, and if it was what you expected, she said herself she doesn't know what she expected. But it wasn't what she expected. So how do you not know and you know at the same time? First things first. That's the first thing, all right? Secondly, what are you going to do in your Trump hat and baseball shirt and short-sleeved shirt? I don't know what you think you're going to do. You're going to stop them from coming over? Like, I don't understand what the agenda was. Like, I really don't get it. You're going to bare-wrestle them to the ground? I don't understand where the thought process was in this endeavor. I don't know. The best words to go for it. This is just stupidity because these people will lie to you and get you riled up to fight their battles and then make you look stupid and then laugh at you when you're doing it. Because this was on the news. Not only did these motherfuckers want to laugh at you, they wanted to publicize your stupidity. MAGA, you better get a grip. She said it was eye-opening. I hope you open your eyes up to how much these motherfuckers don't give a fuck about you, all right? Because they don't. They don't. So in other news, talk about people who don't give a fuck about us. New York City has secured $183 million in funding for reparations for Holocaust victims. All right. Holocaust victims, y'all. Holocaust victims. You're gathering up money for reparations for a plight, a point in time, a just horrible course of events that didn't even happen in the United States. Can we just repeat that again? We are giving money to people that experienced a plight across a whole entire ocean away. Like, why are we doing this? We have a whole couple of groups of marginalized people who need reparations. I think they've been in line for a little bit. It's like you skipping in line for the bathroom at a bar. Like, what the fuck? Hell no, you're not getting in line for us. Why are we trying to right a wrong from another country? Because they're too poor? They don't got the money? What, they paid them in potatoes for reparations or something? I don't know. What I do know is it has nothing to do with us. That's America. They do great at doing that dumbass shit. They do great at poking their nose into a problem that has nothing to do with them. That's one of America's biggest strengths, actually. I don't get it. I don't get it. But black people just over here trying to get welfare and bread and shit. We ain't even looking for 183 mil. We just want respect. And human decency. I don't know. It's too much to ask these days. I guess I gotta go chill in the gas shower before I can even think about anybody turning my way. That's sad. But, that being said, it just shows you where the priorities are. It shows you where the priorities are and how fucked up they really are. So, that's really all I got to say about it. Black folk, brown folk, the way we are treated in this country, let alone... I'm not going to talk about it. That's for another episode. We getting kind of long. We getting kind of long. Somebody's calling me right now. And they should not be calling me because I am doing a podcast. Sorry about that, y'all. But, my thing is... Everybody just... We need to make it, you know? We're just all trying to make it. And regardless of what's going on, they make it harder and harder to do that every day. And the fact that we is doing it and we get to do it the next day, that's an accomplishment in itself. Because it's hard out here. And people you see on the streets, they done gave up. They done gave up a long time ago. And regardless of the reason, it wasn't all their fault. I just know it. There was some factors that had a part to play in that plight that they're experiencing right now. And, you know, I could see it. I could see it because I'm one bad week away from their position. Anybody is. Two weeks? Two weeks. Once you get two weeks behind, it's just a spiral. Especially if you ain't making money. It's just a spiral. And then when you get kicked out of your place, that's even more of a spiral. Because you don't got nowhere to go. You don't got no place to shower. You don't got no place to recoup and be clean and recollect your thoughts. You on the streets. So what I would do is I would just implore you to keep on hanging in there. Keep on hanging on. We all fighting for something out here. We're all fighting for the common good of ourselves and then everybody else comes after that. So, therefore, I applaud you for making it. And keep making it. Because that's all there is to do until you die. And nobody's trying to do that. That being said, this has been the High Yellow Podcast. Sorry that I got sidetracked. And it's a little short because today is, you know, our first day back after a whole week. But don't worry. We is going to be back in better than ever next week with a longer episode, more topics for you, more comedy, more information ready for you. Coming at you. Let's go. And live stream, thank you all for joining us. Nobody joined, but it's okay. We building a following. And it's got to be built. It can't start off that way. So, yes. That being said. Thank you all for joining us. We will be back in a little bit. We will be back in a little bit. We will be back in a little bit. We will be back in a little bit. We will be back in a little bit. We will be back in a little bit. We will be back in a little bit. We will be back in a little bit. We will be back in a little bit. We will be back in a little bit. 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