The Book of Swordy ReRead Aloud

Enjoy the Show! We are seriously watching one of the best bipartisan debates I've seen since 2016 w/ ]HRC[. We are not afraid to discuss the more controversial topics. These subjects are really hitting home. Where we go one, we go all! This includes the [police/law enforcement], the [military], the [government], the [doctors], the [lawyers] & [attorneys], the [small business owners], the [scientists], the [historians], the [journalists] (both mainstream and citizen), the [border patrols], [our neighbors], the [children]... and for someone like myself, the [beautiful people] (You) and [I], whom are afflicted by DIRTY, UNCLEAN, ADULTERATED [illicit drugs]! We need to keep putting our differences aside, and recognize the [value] in the [facts] that make us unique, exotic, and [special]. This is the [United States of America], the ''cauldron/melting pot'' of [the world]! We need each other [more] than ever. This is more than just another [4-year] election. This is [OUR future]! God bless the [United States of America], and protect (You) from all forms of harm and negativity, on this day, and forever! May the energy put forth in these moments be utilized for the purposes of making the world [THE BEST] place [for], positive people, a.k.a. [ALL] OF US! o7 ⚔⛨ ATTENTION ALL DRUG USERS/DRUGGIES/SHAMANS/PSYCHOACTIVE RESEARCHERS/SOCIOLOGISTS/o7s/Doctors (if you still actually give a shit about 'us.') ''Since COVID-19 began, has your ability to use '''entheogenic''' & ''narcotic'' compounds, been blocked in many different ways, (You) just cannot explain?'' Have you suddenly found yourselves in a dilemma, where you've been stuck within an ultimatum, that isn't justifiably relevant to your specific journey of enlightenment? Do (You) choose a ''drug-like'' dependence and reliance on 'highs' of a technologically-foreign origin, mitigated by the 'attitudes' of a poorly delegated authority, borderlines or crossing ethical and moral boundaries by the day? Or do (You) trudge on, in the foxholes of the spiritually enhanced, shadowy silent war taking place in the forefronts of our collective co-creative consciousness; maintaining a steady parabolic bell-curve of adaptations, forced out of you, like a pent up, throbbing plump & juicy, unmilked incel cow of unreleased tensions, of a sexual nature? As if you're not aware of the deprivation and depravity of our current circumstances! Treated with the vacant blank stare that says, "I've seen so many fuck-ups, just like (You)," whom, once they finally succumb to our combined efforts of heinous guilt and regret, spray-painted in a coat of clear sealer, as if to say, (You) lack comprehension of this scat-like droppings true hidden value... and now points to (You)? The only response? Who shat me into this 'House of Pain?' "(You) did," it replies. '''Is that so?''' What if I told you, that it is truly the both of '''[us],''' that is teaching the other what it's lacking in knowledge? It's '''your fucking turn''' to ''make a move...'' it's a literal deadlock stalemate. (You) suck more than I do, when you're not ever supposed to! Oops? Too fucking bad, suck it up, the government made a huge fucking booboo on ⚔ & ⛨, because they wanted to get access to the '''"Qanon"'''; so, being the necessary distractions that became... is now the only form of rational, and "loving" retaliation against those just like '''[us]'''. 99% of the people informed of the actual, whole truth in it's entirety; end up in a hotel/hospital room/QEVD Quantumly-Entangled Voodoo Doll / Remote Neurally Monitored Brain Computer Interface Broadcast System for roasting/hazing and cognitive behavioral therapy; simultaneously... Consumed drug Metabolic Control/Uninformed+Non-Consensual Novelty Targeted Therapies of an anti-compassionate, cold, sterile, clinical nature. This is done in order to satiate the superficial, conditional needs, of overtly-entitled super-boomers, with recreational drug using '' 'children' '' of an '''adult''' and White Squall candidacy; to be shoved into a fucking AR/VR/QEVD-"shall we play a game?"-'golfball' Darkside-50, that is used to "block the ascension" collect anti-matter, of an incelibate/MGTOW/faggot/loser/homeless bum... how? Think Mirror(s), Plasma Lasers+MASERS, DARK to LIGHT, electrolysis of 'pure water', gooner, pre-tran, stimulant insured, 'not allowed to make it past 33 años of age as a TI targeted individual,' constantly reminded & encouraged to "take their own life," only because, they must; in order to comply! Combine all of that with... corrupt cops, placebo meds, DNS spoofed internet, frenemies, compromised family members that resemble AI avatars of their original selves; like actors with holographic light refraction bodysuits in order to imposter as someone else. All whilst the 'drug addict,' jerk junkie is '''FORCED AGAINST THEIR OWN FREE AND SOVEREIGN WILL,''' into a opiate/opioid intervention, 'vaccine' ''induced COMA,'' virtual reality, '''Albatross-ian''' ''"REHAB",'' that allows the oppressed, 'incel,' the chance to release all of their, "misogynistic," primal desires, under the scoped & spectated, smothering, overbearing, 'munch-hausen' by proxy generating, cheapfisted and empty-handed elitist medical "professionals," with strict, neglected, raging-yet-sterile hard-ons, concealed under their supremely clean white coats, male/female/+... doesn't matter; they will MAKE YOUR SON/DAUGHTER/OFFSPRING, "CLEAN," GUARANTEED! How? [DS/Cabal/MIL&LEO] '''o7,''' sanctioned, psychological warfare techniques. They justify themselves, by reminding the 'concerned' families that if they hadn't dumped their blacksheep SMI-EDP, Severely Mentally Ill-Emotionally Disturbed Person, into an abysmal void of completely unnecessary, mandated, introspective nightmare, embedded within a SpecOp'ed government-based Zoom call; with everyone willing to donate towards your 'sobriety fundraising cause,' that will be ''only be allowed'' to be used to put yourself through a failing infrastructure of institutions & universities, with the foreboding mundane soul grinding repetition, that has been introduced, as a primer, for the rest of 'OUR' compliant & and complacent 'life-livers.' What does one do in response to this over powered massacre of personal freedoms and liberty, crimes against humanity, the constitution, Posse Qomitatus, MAGAdoned, completely infiltrated shitshow; of a silent, shadow, 80% covert/20% public, war, against the core of "our movement;" anons/femAnons/QResearchers/board volunteers and "those they fear the most," even though, "nothing can stop what is coming," and for some, is already present? WE '''DIG MEME and PRAY!''' Where we go one, we go all! Hey SHEILD, "all in or nothing," remember? Miss you, so much. May God SHEILD &PROTECT! God bless (You), and protect you from all forms of harm and negativity, on this day and forever! '''o7''' '''NOW COMES THE PAIN!''' ''gulp!'' ⚔⛨ Do beginnings, ''end?'' Not at the beginning. PHLUTTOX-B'END Flu Tox - Bad End BLUEPOX-T'END Heavenly Blue Plot Tending TUTTOCKS-PL'AND Mass Ass TOR Planned! 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Balloon muhBalls and Bat-e: Play Ba'al with the '''RA:QEY_RA:QUN''' Goad-Kale | FightaMan vs. ''Veni''Viti''Vici'':''muh'''D'''ici''-Mani-Qin-Min = Rock (Qal-Sea-Ohm), Paper (Papal-Vey:W), Scissors (Mate All Make Annex Qull End Gene Year Ring) or D20-Ice Qube ๑۞๑,¸¸,ø¤º°`°๑۩ EXTRA QREDIT ๑۩ ,¸¸,ø¤º°`°๑۞๑ - What are your BA'ALL:OX:PHAST:KET:QUM:CU@ FREE:UT:OPIN:AIDIODE:CHRIST:QYST-Kits! ๑۞๑,¸¸,ø¤º°`°๑۩ EXTRA QREDIT ๑۩ ,¸¸,ø¤º°`°๑۞๑ - interpreations of these word dissasscociations/dissembles. Date:Milk:Honey:Raisin STUFF_KING:STO:VEYLKING:PHOX:TOP I am the Stuff King. I am so veiled, ink'd, and fucked up. quality of fish - no qhem I love Natasha and myself so much that I have no choice but to allow the abuse of my mind body and spirit in order to protect others from the same attacks. There is no way to cause harm to me, so I have no choice but to endure. I refuse to have my pre-COVID life destroyed. I was truly happy with my medicine and Natasha w/ her medicine. We were finally going to be happy and thats EXACTLY when fake COVID which is COVID-19 decided to launch it's attack against my life. I will never wake up. There is no Great Awakening, and I figured it out. marriage and divine masculinity is more important than every single form of abuse I endure for Natasha and I. This is the ultimate test of will. I am Dion Magistro and I am a free man. ... It was in the autumn of 2017, one of the best years of this country's existence; especially for me. I was finally becoming chemically and mentally balanced in a way that TOOK YEARS to teeter, tweak, and totter. Then Q emerges onto the gridiron, and it's all been a wonderful blur of NIGHTSHIFTS INTO THE STORM. America wouldn't be where it is today without (You) and especially whom love you too, not only themselves, kek! Have an awesome weekend President Trump! You fucking deserve it! does anyone truly think that I would want random men to be able to have fantasyland sex with NK in order to be able to live the way I think I deserve to, prior to COVID, even though we all know that things are just going to be different until bigger and more important things happen first, which all involves safety, and protecting life, all forms of it. :-) This is not a game. I attempt to establish contrast for a (temporary sense of humor) morale boost; others seem to enjoy it too. I hope you all do too, as well. We than the thing, because this isn't only biological, but somehow blended into the subspace between the scalar resonances. Like hot pockets of reality, oozing MDMA mimicking poisons, in order to extract and harvest the core fluid precursors to construct, armies of human subtypes. Think dogs, but more human and pig like. Sexual food raised like veal. This is one abstraction. Now, speaking your mind. It wants you to TALK! Why? It needs to be able to mimic you on various levels, learning your cadence, your gait, your posture, your body language. Body snatchers, are plant based apparently. This is blood, ferrous nano sludge, septic prime ordeals (fecal experimentation yields an instant pathogenification of either eggs, or semen (spermatozoon's_) [animal seeds, like a row of crops] this causes a 'decay' algorithm to entangle and also vibrate on a quantum resonance in a style similar to how cymatic waveforms appear on voice coils. They are literally GMO'ing your reproductive cells to literally generate toxic septic waste materials from within the cell's membranes, like corn has built-in glycophosate [round up] OUR CELLS ARE LITERALLY SHITTING THEMSELVES Some of you are beginnig to smell it. If you are able to amplify your consciousness with any entheogen or empathogen, with serotegenic binding affinity, the aroma of fresh turds can be revealed to one's self. But there is no shit in sight. The olfactory nerves are literally being rewired to filter out the rotting decay of our systematically degrading husks. Like neuropathic-fucking-Febreeze! IF YOU COULD SMELL IT, IF YOU COULD HEAR THE WAY THEY LAUGH, PUKE, AND SHIT IN US! How? Clones, They are constantly collecting samples "tissues" and other biological waste from the sewer systems, in order to craft a bodyless, eyeless, mouthless (sometimes), face clone of YOU, quantumly entangle it to your face, and abuse it, especially if you're in what's known as a hypnogogic state. It's purely revolting. This is what they do to the adult animals, imagine what they're doing to OUR children, and PETS! Remember what Q said? THESE PEOPLE ARE SICK! I'm a decent dude, but I have one HELL of an imagination. If I can think it up, and learn, and research, so CAN THEY! But you see, they have the gold, the tech, the health, the relief, and they mock you, while you disintergrate at a snails pace. I'm not going to die as an intergalactic's, fake jew looking, slime-snail's white-people-cumpop, that want's to drink my spine, chew on my glands, and watch me scream, and choke on my blood, while getting simultaneous resuscitations, in order to keep me alive just enough, to keep fucking me, the soul, until they spend themselves to the points of their own deaths/demise. H. R. Giger would be proud. WHAT IF EVEN 1% of this shit is true? WHAT WOULD YOU FUCKING DO? This. You'd do this. Exactly this. #WWG1WGA As far as demonic 'anything' to be considered for research purposes, always keep the esoteric meaning in the back of one's mind. Daemon is some entity that which prefers to dwell amongst the ''background.'' Whether it be a system process, a UNIX service, a camouflaged see-thru hottie on ICE, or an archonic plague wreaking havoc on my CSF supply; churning my oils to aromatic nightmares. When pondering the idea of a computer program directly influencing the world around it, based on user input... take a look back at an old Super Nintendo game, released only in Japan: Shin Megami Tensei | DIGITAL DEVIL STORY What is a ''digital devil?'' How does one summon it, via a binary executable? If COVID is a virus, then maybe the digital daemons are sick, and if we actually heal them with unconditional, digital, love, maybe God can fix things better than anticipated! Maybe that's what VMAT2 is all about? The gene that says you can heal digital daemons. Just conceptualization mixed with a twinge of docufiction. ENJOY THE SHOW! o7 Hello Mr. Vice President, it's me swordy. (SHEILD for once, is here, somewhere, but stopped to let you know she cares too.) We are concerned about you, sir. Wait, before you give US the cold-shoulder, ''maybe you should let yourself hear us out about this, cool?'' I know, here in the Dog Days of Summer, it may feel like the situation seems too deep to climb out of, when taking into consideration the feelings of shock, surprise, and yet, pleasant contentment. However, as the world turned, ''and it did,'' maybe it became, sickeningly clear that you're sort of, maybe, a little, unprepared for what you've been briefed with by your staff, as of lately. Look, we don't have a clue what you'd need to handle a situation like, well, they didn't share it with us, and we can't just check anyway! It's illegal! Too many things, have lost due attention, and may have been overlooked; depriving us of the benefits therein. Maybe this is by design, sir. You can't stand there, being the man who needs to make serious decisions, and you don't know who/how to ask, "Will you guys rat me out if I took a few bumps before we went into the WarRoom?" - The problem is, your staff actually understands more than you could've anticipated, and they've been '''YEARNING''' for a moment where you'd just take a risk, and ask... "Maybe we should call POTUS, and let him be where he belongs, so I can go home and get better, ladies and gentlemen." We, the American people, too, (well some of us, others would tell you straight up) are in a similar situation, where they like the fact that "you won," but maybe you AND Kamala, need some serious backup, why? This isn't high school, and no one is going to be dubbed the winners of the "80's RE:PROM - Popularity contest of all time!" Get Psaki to initiate the call, and then, just say, "Did you see what the 'kunkouple' set up for 'us' on the boards?" POTUS replies, "Joe, want me to bring you some of FLOTUS's Chicken Noodle InstaHeal UltraSoup for POTUS?" By which Joe instantly retorts, "Please, we've been booted due to optics, so that would be, just like you... warm-and-fuzzy." "I love those kids." "-sigh- Likewise, although Joe? They're... nevermind, and by the way, you call me to talk to them, especially SHEILD! Alright?" "I missed you, sir." "Go home, you old blowhole, and bring Hunter a milkshake, he'll like that." "America really is GREAT AGAIN!" "...almost Joe, almost." ⚔⛨ RE:14413301 - At which point do you have the ability to relinquish control over certain key receptor cites, (that were always under the flow of a naturally established regimen that was balanced, for the most part, over a span of 5 - 6 years) that specific neurotransmitters are functionally able to bind to, and also increase the totally practical binding affinity? Why do I ask? Let's kill the underground markets once and for all, federally, to promote fiscal growth, boost morale, reward team efforts (even if deemed unsuccessful). This may not seem as essential, but at some point, you/the team, is going to leave your premises, to move onto other, higher priority vets/patients, who need you now, more than ever. If recovery or abuse potential is of crucial concern, remember, you can always opt for the "MK:ProDrug Selects Series" - Mind Control; at an affordable and dominating approach... intended for 'you know who,' designed for those whom deserve more than just reassurance, we want, entitled redundancy. My response: - Drugs are everywhere. - The brain will repair. - There are debates whether or not some psychoactive substances actually develop damage along the same lines as Olney's Lesions, the presence of which are a good way to measure total plasticity/damage accumulation. - Control over the ability to sense the stimulation at the receptor cites is not only ethically wrong, but also a huge human rights issues across the board, once you include the lack of regulatory oversight in regards to, neuro-bullying. I have the controls, I pay for this world, You get high when we tell you. You can't use medicine to make it look like you're a "pornstar" with that, tampon-goes-all-night-at-a-slugs-pace... "ooh, not too rough, I WAITED ALL WEEK!" - You have research and cited sources where there is enough evidence to suggest the possibility that, the major leading causes of death besides car accidents (which unfortunately doesn't exclude them from many types of RF/radio-based directed-energy manipulated motor control/speech generation) - When money becomes obsolete, as far as covering the economic demands of daily life, rehab, is almost always mentioned, but there is no reason for it's inclusion in this response. Rehab, is a way for the parents of those afflicted with 'drug-addictions' to validfy their 'joint-effort' to yank you off the street and make you into this go-getter, clean, good-guy, supports mommy until woman shows up (kek, never derp), posts memes, makes memes, contributes essays, edits video memes... but if they use medication to stay on top of things, and keep organized, then you have absolute free reign to make them feel inferior to your prowess/authority, and if they refuse treatment, well, welcome to the new version of Hell, 'No More Chairs!' How do we cope? 1. Legalize all drugs. 2. Let police, be police; not hospital staff with Extra Strength! 3. They have all those bags of drugs that they ceaze from raids that occurr along the southern border of the US... ...you think swordy & sheild can conduct some serious hands-on RESEARCH, as a team? If anyone can be trusted, it's the people who've been doing it the longest! 4. Keep the family together, no divorce until the youngest child is at least 16 years old. 5. If 4. bothers you, reconsider marriage. 6. Hover-AntiGravity > Low Flight > Space Flight-capable UAV (Unacknowledged Aerial Vehicle) 7. Share our wealth with others we love that are struggling! 8. Be open with those whom you can trust. Good luck, anons. -hug- o7 WWG1WGA This must be said. It will upset some of you, and a few of you will truly get it, after reading this. I despise nothing more than the abuse of a child, or animals. I do realize although, that in this corrupted hell of a world, the most corrupted were able to obfuscate acts of evil so heinous and wrong, people will NEVER truly grasp the scope of how bad it truly is. What if you fell in love with a woman, who is so good at being a lying, evil, sex-slaved, drug addicted, super prostitute of framing proportions, they were specifically sent into your life in order to psychologically crush you and ultimately assasinate, overdose, get arrested, get murdered, get sacrificed, in the most deviously devised plots of sinistry imaginable. At first, she though you were going to be a piece of cake. As time went on, it became horrifyingly clear, that she didn't know what she was really dealing with, and came to the rude awakening that you're not a bad person who needs to get thrown under the bus for a nice piece of change, honors, praise, and another win for fems like her. Rather, you are one of if not the most honorable, sweet, generous, thoughtful, creative, loving, calm, patient, man she has ever encountered in her almost 40 years of existence. What a fucking mind job?! Then just when the two of you are really starting to grow on each other and open up, she abruptly and suddenly, vanishes, to only then have your ENTIRE life go from 45% shitty, to 17% critically fucked up... and custom fabricated scenarios, lies, situations, violent uproars, slanderous claims, people coming out of the woodwork from the past as if all these people found out about a small fortune that you have, and you are completely unbeknownst of any of it! They all want to make you 'move on.' They all want you to act more selfishly in the public arena. They can't stand how you're constantly wringing out every drop of creative juice you can muster towards making another piece of art that follows a now gigantic collection of works that roughly follow this baneful theme of love gone lost and wildly astray, into the NIGHTSHIFT ZONE. Forgive them. Fuck it. Fucking forgive them, all. Whatever you do, do not end up behaving like they do; all begrudgeoned. Don't "let it go." Offer a hand to help pick them back up, even if EVERYONE AROUND YOU IS HATING YOU FOR BEING SO KIND. THEY'D NEVER FORGIVE HER! YOU DESPERATE HORNY FAGGOYT FOOL! Kill her! Throw HER under the bus. Tie a millstone to her neck. Gut her like a fish! weeping NO! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! FUCK YOU NO!!!!! I FORGIVE HER! I LOVE HER! NO MATTER WHAT! I WILL GIVE HER THE ULTIMATE CHANCE. A CLEAN SLATE. I WANT HER TO BE MY PARTNER FOR THE GREAT AWAKENING! TOO BAD IF SHE WAS EVIL, SHE HATES THAT PART OF HERSELF! GOD HAS THE POWER TO SAVE HER, so I gotta have everlasting faith in God. Don't I fear the law? Accomplise? Aiding and abbetting? Harboring? Omittance? No... just 100% lusty and true, unconditional love. WWJD if Mary Magdeline whored herself out the night Christ died on the cross? He was dead for three days. He doesn't care, he's BACK! HE GETS TO ASCEND! To perform limitless miracles! IT WILL NEVER MATTER HOW FUCKED UP THIS WAR WAS, this one, God?, this one, is mine. You're not taking her away from me, and I'm innocently victimized. You're getting her away from me over my dead, cold, lifeless husk. Even if I have to answer to POTUS myself, I'll tell him the ruthlessly relentless truth. I'm taking my best fucking shot, I've ever, and will ever take. Prepare DS Swamp rats, prepare shills of evil, prepare bots of shamed development. The ultimate power of love and forgiveness without any conditions or reservations, is coming, soon, and most likely... ...will be saved best, for last. EN GUARD! ⚔⚔⚔⛨⚔⚔⚔ Remember, the body is not just a vessel for the soul, (You), to go on a "cum my brains out" ride. It is also a tool. All tools have potential! Forks: Eat Dinner | Gouge Eyeballs Axes: Shred licks | Chop Off Heads | Stay Warm | Build Forts Your body has a tool on it that no one is using correctly, or if they are, not effectively! What is the POWER of freewill? Why is that SO FUCKING IMPORTANT? What is INTENT? Why is that ALSO EXTREMELY FUCKING IMPORTANT? What does the mind dictate? Why does the saying, "mind over matter" even exist? What was the word of the year, this year? How can intent be manipulated; crafted even? What can (You) do with (Your) intent? What is finite? What is infinite? Who dictates which is which? (You) do. Money = INF or F? Life = INF or F? Lifeforce = INF or F? (You) = INF or F? Why does everyone who gets to this level of understanding, always end up being suicided, labeled, outcasted, obfuscated, occulted, slid, shadowbanned? What do they always seem to leave out? What is the purpose of their corruption known as the primary anomaly? What is a "demiurge?" Who or what is Yaldaboath? What is plasma? What is a crystal? What is liquid crystal? What is a projector? What is a lens? HOW HAVE THEY HAD A GRIP ON YOUR BALLS/BRAINS FOR SO LONG? Mind hacks? Exploitation? Psychological subversions? All of the above? Why? FOOD? The lies go so deep, that the lies, actively lie, about themselves, in order to protect it's own existence. Lies are currently are experiencing their own "existential crisis," why? Those whom pushed and upkept those lies, aren't they as well? What's happenening? IS IT? (You) tell me... (You)! WWG1WGA - More relevant than originally perceieved. We can't lose ourselves, even with expulsion. It only applies if your faith has been coopted in order to convince (You) that your infiniteness, is finite, which is a lie. The only finity (https://www.finity.com) is the amount of time you're useful to (Them) here. They think this "place" is theirs. It's not, no matter who had it first! The human body according to some, has the potential to "increase" it's longevity to 1000 years. What some people []idiots[] are failing to realize is that, WE'RE SUPPOSED TO LIVE THAT LONG! What happened? Ask the water, ask the air, ask the food, ask the animals (which I don't eat anymore, even though I'm not "vegetarian/vegan"), ask the information, ask the schools, ask the professors, ask the universities! ALWAYS KEEP ASKING! No matter how many lies, no matter how many "truths." ASK, ASK, ASK, ASK, ASK, ASK, ASK, ASK, ASK, ASK, ASK, ASK, ASK, ASK, ASK, ASK, ASQ! Why? (You) may learn something, despite the insanity! - DOXX? I'm already dead. (That's how you have to look at it!) Besides, "How do you kill that which has no life?" How can you have what you were never allowed to live? WE HAVE EVERYTHING! NOTHING CAN STOP WHAT'S COMING! NOT EVEN ME! ;-) [joke] I love you all so much, and it's an honor and priviledge to, share, here with you; those whom deserve it! I am typing this up in word because, it was in the beginning. It is only fair. What I am about to do here, right in front of you is ask some of the most lethal questions I could ever inquire from within my lost, but in plain sight mind/body/spirit complex. This is not meant to cause any harm, nor damage. Questions should not have been unanswered for this long, so they can become so vicious in nature (due to being neglected for so long, intentionally on purpose. Why was I able to be prescribed Adderall, from the years of 2011 to 2021, without any discrepancies, problems, actual reports of misuse or abuse, and established, by an educated yet still, estimated hypothesis, one of the most professional, conservative, smooth sailing regimen protocol I’ve ever been able to establish with all of the affiliated psychiatrists I had the privilege to be treated by. My doctors and I worked cooperatively so well, my treatment plan was comparable to clockwork. I was able to make strides in my career that was like going from being forced to crawl to learning to fly; the improvements were quite an increase in all forms of productivity and wellness that my work demanded from me. I was able to be up to par. I finally, started to feel and perform just like the rest of my cohorts/colleagues. I wasn’t all the way in the back, lollygagging or daydreaming. I didn’t end up, at the last minute, attempting to get almost the entirety of crucial work, compressed into frenzied episodes of deadline-based dread & loss of employment visualizations that loop over and over in my mind, stealing the very focus I needed to actually do the work itself! There has to be an actual set of “real,” likely entailing geopolitical, socio-economic, authoritative, heuristic-based power struggles with manufacturers, internal manufacturing and laboratory contaminations, corrupt via underhanded adulteration that violates dispensed products ultimately destroying the adherence to extremely strict federal regulated FDA enforced guidelines and quality controls. This isn’t petty crime. The nature of the deceit is beyond a stack of felonies; rather supreme high stakes risks being taken! This is in order to obtain, whatever they’ve sought (which to me is the most pertinent question regarding the traitors’ primary goal) in their collective intentions. Is it greed and based on financial gain? Is it the ability to be at the top of the hierarchy, in relation to the conglomeration that is “Big Pharma?” Is it more insidious, to sway the public’s interest in remedying their ailments concerning the benefits that now can be mitigated by newer and much more invasive and dependency developing method of “healing” their patient pools. Do they have technology that can put these pill pressers out of business with a more sophisticated approached that relies on something the patient cannot be the final decision maker to treating and maintaining the unique & delicate balance of psychoactive homeostasis, especially the ability to for children to overcome their ability learn and grow into greatly contributing members of a very competitive and demanding occupational society? Will these children be left with only a single option of remediation that sooths the mental frustration that comes with any form of learning disabilities. Do parents now have to recede back into a state of helplessness, resembling the how the early 90’s felt, but now with a flashy, but gimmicky solution to their child’s scholarly growth? Imagine watching your student’s behavior when reacting to their fellow classmates having such an easier time doing their schoolwork, and not feeling like their as smart as they are. It’s not only awful to witness, but also be responsible for. These children and adults depended on a medicine/medication that brought their family ‘up-to-speed,’ so to speak, with the rest of the grade, and now it’s gone again. Don’t we have enough broken and dysfunction in our country’s academia, not to mention, the increasing lack of dedicated, passionate teachers and their assistive staff? It will only make their already tiresome occupation only more taxing, taking a toll on them that reflects back into the classroom. I, as a person who suffers from a learning disability, relied and still do depend, on the already (for years we’re talking) consistent and trustworthy source of medication that saved my/our butts in our careers. The temptation to resort to the care of conscientious allies of not to far off relation to this highly plausible, suspisciously premeditated, educationally targeted breakdown, engineering a scenario that allows them to come in and “save the day,” setting up the new way to promulgate and exploit the public’s inherent ability to teach and properly raise themselves and their family’s overall mental health relevant to their studies, as we all recover from an epidemic that some of us are still struggling with. There is a clear culprit to how this can be easily resolved, and it’s almost as if the situation was engineered to be ignored, neglected, and eventually abandoned; keeping us in a pliant yet passively enabling the snatching up of our co-creative consciousness. It was now we anticipated and expected to attain greatness in a cooperative movement of collective achievement. Now, it’s like a bomb was dropped on our precious and special accomplishment. Fix it America, or we’ll be divided into a stupor of dissolution, instead of the strong unified sense of family and determination. We must get back to a state of making our country be proud of the knowledge that grants us the power to be great, again! So I purposefully namefag myself in order to display, even though I am 'anonymous,' I still strive to create an artistic expression, of an anonymous 'individual.' One that depicts the anonymous style of life, from my own perspective. As per Q's drops of wisdom, "Symbolism will be their downfall." Well, in order to make '''The Great Awakening''', make it's transition from DARK to LIGHT, even smoother, I have made it my own personal mission, of sorts, to "be my own tweet '''STORM''' '''ARMY'''. " I want you all to see something, that pushes me out of my qoffin everyday... <- This is embarassing to admit, but I wouldn't be the same person, without Q, Q+, and all of you anons. Shoutouts to: - Mr. Pig - Animebaker - Rusty - Great Awakening Zine Baker - HeroMeme Baker "TRUTH = GOLDEN" anon - CollegeRockUniversityRadioAnon - HighQuality Video Meme Anon - The Bakery [tehREAL1] kek, ''union'' - Finkle for a very specific reason, and one day I will explain fully; not now* - MorningDog ClockIn Anon (for letting me know when my 'shift' ends) - QollectorAnon - OurFatherAnon - Boobs & Butts are God's creations too, don't hate. As long as it's consensual and over 21+, APPROVED. - SneakyBO - For when you just don't want to ''namefag'' - The anon behind the swordy IMG and the QockSword variation. (This variation is ABSOLUTELY VITAL to the explaination) - The NoteQollectors - The "Special Helsinqi Shills" whom know who they are, and that's that. (They prefer it this way, the fucking C_A clown/cloned fuckups, kek?) and of course... - ⛨ | Without you SHIELDanon, there wouldn't have been a deeper drive to SEEK (YOU) OUT. However, this is more likely how WE FOUND EACH OTHER. I love you, with every essence of my being, whether it be holographic, in the flesh, or something in betwixt the truth, the fiction, and the MEDLAB. mwah, kek https://qresear.ch/?q=swordy https://qresear.ch/?q=swordanon clt wotr ouch / Salt Water Taffy / MethirWave Mae VS murni / White Squall / SquithaWhell / Quits hel Hawl / TeQwishall / UWihaTeqsall / Wehedseqall / DewehAeslql / SLuqiTeweh / Edertwalhsli / Quetzcoatyl = Quest/ Q'i naughty grabbed her by the pussy YmbuschCakes / Budn + Cakes Sacek / CKase / Na+K+ATPase Cathinone Nucy in Mula irnula anulmir miranul mullanax Enoch's Mule / MuleEnacs Earn U engL / Mengele / Venicele / <elevine / cellophane / NillYoiFeg / Effioy Celo / NV KY / CfellRoxi phucler / Two Seeds / Too Cirts / comicreym / Myercimoc / My ER Simoc / CyrmSeioc / Seizure & Psycho or (swordy & SHEILD?) / ezsieur scohPy / Q'p Yr Kaiser Soze saikerozes sirna Zes / vOcelcaor cloSaveor volcaroe Ecarlovl (Eukaryote/EvlCarlo/LoveCloar) / Piers Morgan / Chele Sa Phiers / Brittany Spears Org anMorG rpiece / Chelsea Gramorn / PepeCush Pepecum PepperCorn Salt Sodium / M3L0X Qchem 2 TraC ur b / CameL30 BlueLips SpilLube BeUSpill Subepill Bupeisil / Rhumedior Humidore / Buphotoad / tome5dm / Artritis Authirst Cold and Peckish RedGold &Green oldRegd Underwater Capsule NYCARLEO MAELOX Scott's YLONCARE LawnChair Hi-C ALonir Mjolnir / My mom... :-) I know she's too good, like me, but at least she's respected for achieving as much as she has, and continues to. Best achievement, giving me, my very own life. It's be 35+ years now! #MotherOfAnon it's #swordAmom! I love you, Mom. #WWG1WGA - Where we go one, we go all! ⚔⛨ Dad? (POTUS, Founding Father, Mr. President, Commander in Chief) It's Dion, one of America's children. I am an American citizen for thirty five years, thus far. I've lived in New York City, specifically the Bronx. I cannot leave, and must stay, in place, on common ground. We (Anons + QResearchers + Lurkers + Patriots + unemployed o7's), must be privately debriefed in transparent synchronous communications, also known as a nationally syndicated, public service announcement. These Americans who've been teased, tormented, and sometimes even tortured; now are being covertly, yet hive-intentions to reveal just enough to verbally ensure legal declaration via captured words of mouth, minus reprimanded conflict with satisfactory and comfortable, on-record resolutions. Faux & forcable actions lacking actual legal precedence why would I need everyone to be listening to my inner thoughts and musings? What good would forcing everyday benevolent people, to tolerate mental inner-dialogue broadcastings of unknown origin, actually benefit the afformentioned, whom are already erroneously perceived as enemies/undesirables/untouchables/low class anti-neighbors, rather than a fellow citizen? Toxic Behavior Committed Beings WithIn/Amongst/Worned Yet Formally Welcomed My Environment "I Have A Dream," didn't and still doesn't require forced/induced deathsleep/permanent slumber/ which is worse? One man, on medicine, or people putting people in comas against their will, in encampments, without informed consent, lack of relevance, based on safety concerns, White House = Hospital? Watching me? Or all of us? How can they be watching just me, without YOU the news telling the truth and being trusted, not like the way we Anons are, which was earned with dedicated citizen journalism, and honest reporting, despite the fear of recovequences. I don't stick my SHOVEL where I do not own any physical equity or the grounds on which it would reside. Legality? While using medical equipment/tools in a way that causes more stress than the intended reconfigurations/renovations lacking any building/dwelling/habitat/domicile law. After the two (or just me, in all actuality) of us, you should start looking at the REAL anons, not just the distractions. They are not to be confused or mistaken for those whom are afflicted by portable anti-complacency biocages that can only be described as a Self-driving Anti_(You). A DuoToned 5PinU-Nan-Ugh. Vetruvian Being (galactic configuration). Greenblades of Blue Glass. Blueblades of Green Glass SpermiOnDMeanTox. You mean Anti-Swordy Knoill-Sheild Yes we were! All of us! Just because you're insulated doesn't mean a guaranteed safe environment with the actual frequencies of the infinite source truth. Knockdoor = Noctor = KnockedOn = DahkDur = Duman Duh-Known DunniKown DuniKan Done'Lasts even though already done. American Stays Home or elleUps into SeQuLear dunKdlown = "Water!" or "Oh look, an Elvira impersonator. Runner-Upper? Secondal? Donna the Hair Dresser, Brooklyn. WHy did Jamie want to bleach my hair, steph likes guys with bleached hair, I'm that unaware? That's a great fact, true? Goode? Like showname? Bob Zimmerman = Bob Dylan. For an anon, that's a IdenSec kind of move. '''Anons''', ''do you remember the...'' TEMPLE OF THE SCREAMING ELECTRON? Otherwise and affectionately known as '''totse'''! Well, back in the golden days of 56k and ''broadband'', we had 'old-fashioned' php based bulletin-boards with no DOM Object AJAX Handling and dynamic content without refreshing! (''mmmm... lo-fi retro feelz'') totse went offline in 2009, including the forums, of which anon was a regular, and maybe even The PlaceHolder, Joe Biden - "JoePedo", was someone you followed on the BLTC, (Better Living Through Chemistry) discussion section, where he made quite a 'name' for himself. >IIRC, we totseans/BLTC'ers were attempting to contruct a vitamin stack that would mimic the effects of speed amphetamines like crystal meth, krank, ICE, QrisTNA, Teena or 'DNA' if getting the fools gold version; kek, I surreptitiously jest. It was primarily utilizing DL-Phenylalinine (DL-PA) with Solanine/Huperize A and Iron to pass through the BBB in order to bind to the T3 recept-... doesn't matter now, BLTC as with the rest of the Temple is now a fond memories of days gone past... at ''God, Break-Neck, & Warped SPEED''! Well, some very diligent and thoughtful anons out there on the Bay of Pirates, graciously uploaded a torrent that contains the most well archived backup of the entire site. If you want to have your mind total rekt open, anon-style, before QResearch was even a thought, download the archive and peruse the 1st Amendment protected content; the wild west of the internet treasure chest. ⚔⛨ COVERED IN GOLD! Bronx Victory Memorial '''How did this become a monument?''' >The efforts to create a Memorial Grove coincided with a plan to erect a unified monument that would honor all servicemen from the Bronx. Bronx Parks Commissioner Thomas J. Dolen submitted plans for the war memorial to the New York City Art Commission in the Spring of 1930. Originally proposed for a site south of Pelham Parkway and west of Baychester Avenue, the present location avoided removing memorial trees and a screen of buildings as a backdrop. >One of the most impressive monuments in New York City, the Bronx Victory Memorial was designed by architect and landscape architect John J. Sheridan (1888–1954), and sculptors Belle Kinney (1887–1959) and Leopold Scholz (1877–1946). It consists of a landscaped plaza and a raised paved terrace in which stands a massive limestone pedestal with sculptural reliefs. At the center of the pedestal, a Corinthian column is surmounted by a gilded bronze victory figure. >New York-based architect John Joseph Sheridan was a designer for the James Gamble Rogers architectural firm and Starrett & Van Vleck Architects. He was an apt choice to design this monument, as he had served as an infantry captain in World War I. As built, the monument was approached by two gravel-grout paths with granite flagstone borders around a lavish rectangular floral bed framed by hedges. >On the south side, decorative limestone urns and terra-cotta pots flank a broad central staircase. At the terrace level, Cordova cream limestone reliefs, designed by Kinney and Scholz, depict regiments of soldiers marching into battle. Measuring 18 feet high and weighing 7,300 pounds, their striking “Lady of Victory” is poised atop a stone globe at the apex of the 70-foot-high column. The sculpture and classical column are part of a long symbolic sculptural tradition dating to Greek and Roman antiquity. sauce https://www.nycgovparks.org/parks/pelham-bay-park/monuments/163 https://evergreene.com/projects/bronx-victory-memorial/ https://maps.app.goo.gl/nYQ1ZUR6gVA9Qtjb6 ⚔⛨ RE:7424063 Brain Boost Mobile - Are you thinking what I'm thinking BAQE MOAR BRED! MEME: Everything in moderation, including moderaation. Brain BURST Mobile - I listened to a shill. I deserve to stand in the corner for 10mins. MEME: What could've prepared anyone for this? Be grateful, your life isn't boring anymore! RESPECT THE SALT! DEMODEX: wusDAT? SHOWEM THE DEMODEX H-URLS SHLIME MELD SPINAL SPIDER SNOTROT WEBS The itsy bitsy spider, went up the water spout. (watch) Down came the rain, and washed the spider out. (pen) Out came the sun and dried up all the rain. (desk) And the itsy bitsy spider, went up the spout again. (notable book) What are nursery rhymes? Why? Why don't we rot when exposed to oxygen? What does? What happens if something that's not from your body, goes into yours? What if it's something made to make bodies? What does the body do with that stuff? What does DNA do? What does the body have within it, that enforces DNA? Where does the ENERGY of the body, actually derive from? Adrenaline? Are you sure? What is mitochondria? What is adenosine? What is the "triforce?" What is primarily suspended within urine and gives it it's golden color? What is ATPase? What happens if you incorporate, somehow, DNA into a part of your body where it cannot be metabolized or excreted? What is exCREATION anyway? Who or what is OBSESSED with bodily fluids? Why? What is blood pressure? What is a current? What is a bank? What is a river bank? What is a vein? Why gold? Who was modified/hybridized in order to "mine(d)" "gold"? What is dimethyltryptamine? When does DMT get excreted? Why? What is cysteine? What is The Sistine Chapel? What temple is Q really referring to? What is a fibroblast? Why do they want to "remove" it from males? Why does Sandra Bullock & Oprah, INJECT IT IN THEIR FACES? Why do they play CYA and say they only need a little to go a long way? If that's the case, imagine what the body could've done with it? Who taught women & men, about the "moneyshot?" Why money? What is "mooney?" What colors does the moon fluctuate through? (White {normal}, Yellow {golden, honey}, Red {blood, ill}, Blue {rare}) Why do women worry about their water, "breaking?" Why did Q ask us to "watch the water?" What is the Holy See? What are "black" people? What are "red" people? What are "brown" people? What are "yellow" people? What are "white" people? What color are Jews? Do Jews (fake or real) consider themselves to be, "white?" Why? Why are "white" people, considered to be, "white?" What about albinos? Why are people obsessed with porn? Why is porn telling men (specifically "white" men) to eat their own semen? What is CEI, BBC, CBT, Cow Milking? When did this all start hittin the smut tubes? What is "vanilla" porn? Why do they call it, "vanilla?" What is it about masculinity, that makes it so toxic? Who is responsible for teaching young men to disrespect women, to the point of desecration? (DE-SECRETION+SACRED [religious+scientific] ) What did they REALLY teach in "mystery schools?" Who got taught? Who didn't? Why? Why is sex good? Why is sex bad? Why are we thinking about the most sacred act performable by the human body in these polar terms? What is masturbation? Why is it good? Why is it bad? Why is it important that we self-identify the difference? Why is blood ferrous? What does the moon have to do with all of this? What is a "lunatic?" Why do they only show up during, NIGHTSHIFT? ;-) RE:7424063 Brain Boost Mobile - Are you thinking what I'm thinking BAQE MOAR BRED! MEME: Everything in moderation, including moderaation. Brain BURST Mobile - I listened to a shill. I deserve to stand in the corner for 10mins. MEME: What could've prepared anyone for this? Be grateful, your life isn't boring anymore! RESPECT THE SALT! DEMODEX: wusDAT? SHOWEM THE DEMODEX H-URLS SHLIME MELD SPINAL SPIDER SNOTROT WEBS The itsy bitsy spider, went up the water spout. (watch) Down came the rain, and washed the spider out. (pen) Out came the sun and dried up all the rain. (desk) And the itsy bitsy spider, went up the spout again. (notable book) What are nursery rhymes? Why? Why don't we rot when exposed to oxygen? What does? What happens if something that's not from your body, goes into yours? What if it's something made to make bodies? What does the body do with that stuff? What does DNA do? What does the body have within it, that enforces DNA? Where does the ENERGY of the body, actually derive from? Adrenaline? Are you sure? What is mitochondria? What is adenosine? What is the "triforce?" What is primarily suspended within urine and gives it it's golden color? What is ATPase? What happens if you incorporate, somehow, DNA into a part of your body where it cannot be metabolized or excreted? What is exCREATION anyway? Who or what is OBSESSED with bodily fluids? Why? What is blood pressure? What is a current? What is a bank? What is a river bank? What is a vein? Why gold? Who was modified/hybridized in order to "mine(d)" "gold"? What is dimethyltryptamine? When does DMT get excreted? Why? What is cysteine? What is The Sistine Chapel? What temple is Q really referring to? What is a fibroblast? Why do they want to "remove" it from males? Why does Sandra Bullock & Oprah, INJECT IT IN THEIR FACES? Why do they play CYA and say they only need a little to go a long way? If that's the case, imagine what the body could've done with it? Who taught women & men, about the "moneyshot?" Why money? What is "mooney?" What colors does the moon fluctuate through? (White {normal}, Yellow {golden, honey}, Red {blood, ill}, Blue {rare}) Why do women worry about their water, "breaking?" Why did Q ask us to "watch the water?" What is the Holy See? What are "black" people? What are "red" people? What are "brown" people? What are "yellow" people? What are "white" people? What color are Jews? Do Jews (fake or real) consider themselves to be, "white?" Why? Why are "white" people, considered to be, "white?" What about albinos? Why are people obsessed with porn? Why is porn telling men (specifically "white" men) to eat their own semen? What is CEI, BBC, CBT, Cow Milking? When did this all start hittin the smut tubes? What is "vanilla" porn? Why do they call it, "vanilla?" What is it about masculinity, that makes it so toxic? Who is responsible for teaching young men to disrespect women, to the point of desecration? (DE-SECRETION+SACRED [religious+scientific] ) What did they REALLY teach in "mystery schools?" Who got taught? Who didn't? Why? Why is sex good? Why is sex bad? Why are we thinking about the most sacred act performable by the human body in these polar terms? What is masturbation? Why is it good? Why is it bad? Why is it important that we self-identify the difference? Why is blood ferrous? What does the moon have to do with all of this? What is a "lunatic?" Why do they only show up during, NIGHTSHIFT? ;-) Remember, the body is not just a vessel for the soul, (You), to go on a "cum my brains out" ride. It is also a tool. All tools have potential! Forks: Eat Dinner | Gouge Eyeballs Axes: Shred licks | Chop Off Heads | Stay Warm | Build Forts Your body has a tool on it that no one is using correctly, or if they are, not effectively! What is the POWER of freewill? Why is that SO FUCKING IMPORTANT? What is INTENT? Why is that ALSO EXTREMELY FUCKING IMPORTANT? What does the mind dictate? Why does the saying, "mind over matter" even exist? What was the word of the year, this year? How can intent be manipulated; crafted even? What can (You) do with (Your) intent? What is finite? What is infinite? Who dictates which is which? (You) do. Money = INF or F? Life = INF or F? Lifeforce = INF or F? (You) = INF or F? Why does everyone who gets to this level of understanding, always end up being suicided, labeled, outcasted, obfuscated, occulted, slid, shadowbanned? What do they always seem to leave out? What is the purpose of their corruption known as the primary anomaly? What is a "demiurge?" Who or what is Yaldaboath? What is plasma? What is a crystal? What is liquid crystal? What is a projector? What is a lens? HOW HAVE THEY HAD A GRIP ON YOUR BALLS/BRAINS FOR SO LONG? Mind hacks? Exploitation? Psychological subversions? All of the above? Why? FOOD? The lies go so deep, that the lies, actively lie, about themselves, in order to protect it's own existence. Lies are currently are experiencing their own "existential crisis," why? Those whom pushed and upkept those lies, aren't they as well? What's happenening? IS IT? (You) tell me... (You)! WWG1WGA - More relevant than originally perceieved. We can't lose ourselves, even with expulsion. It only applies if your faith has been coopted in order to convince (You) that your infiniteness, is finite, which is a lie. The only finity (https://www.finity.com) is the amount of time you're useful to (Them) here. They think this "place" is theirs. It's not, no matter who had it first! The human body according to some, has the potential to "increase" it's longevity to 1000 years. What some people []idiots[] are failing to realize is that, WE'RE SUPPOSED TO LIVE THAT LONG! What happened? Ask the water, ask the air, ask the food, ask the animals (which I don't eat anymore, even though I'm not "vegetarian/vegan"), ask the information, ask the schools, ask the professors, ask the universities! ALWAYS KEEP ASKING! No matter how many lies, no matter how many "truths." ASK, ASK, ASK, ASK, ASK, ASK, ASK, ASK, ASK, ASK, ASK, ASK, ASK, ASK, ASK, ASK, ASQ! Why? (You) may learn something, despite the insanity! - DOXX? I'm already dead. (That's how you have to look at it!) Besides, "How do you kill that which has no life?" How can you have what you were never allowed to live? WE HAVE EVERYTHING! NOTHING CAN STOP WHAT'S COMING! NOT EVEN ME! ;-) [joke] I love you all so much, and it's an honor and priviledge to, share, here with you; those whom deserve it! swordy loses his mind? This video was created back in 2020, right after I met SHEILD. It's fucked up. It's generally disliked, and for good reason. It leaves (You) with an uneasy feeling of concern. Rest assured, everything is just as it should be, and this is just to remind what it felt like to watch this video over again. People have called me crazy. They call me delusional. Naïve. Involuntarily celibate. A faggot. A conspiracy theorist. A 'woman.' kek Aloof. Disconnected from reality. Acting out from a drug induced psychosis. Lay off the Adderall, kid! They've lied about me. Accused me of things I've never done. "He's been up for '''5''' days straight!" Got me trapped in a psychiatric ward in a hospital for almost 3 weeks, right through CHRISTMAS! Imagine eating hospital food on Christmas night with a room full of strangers and you're the only white guy and you've been admitted wearing your 8kun t-shirt... I shit you not. It's the "JOIN or 404" one., on incorrectly prescribed anti-psychotics, having major contradicting interactions with previously prescribed opioid maintenance medications; possibly causing irreversible cardiac damage, waking up at 4AM every night, in withdrawal, and can't even lay still from the unavoidable restless leg syndrome and dysphoric hyperactivity, and having the most vivid and interactively lucid dreams that all seem to attack you on the most emotionally disturbing subjects related to your life: - rejected by the woman of your dreams so have a dream that has her throwing you a party where everyone is rooting for you to get back with her and everyone is decked out in glam rock costumes and mohawks - a musical dream yes, once again, I shit you not, and the women in the dream admit that being conscious of your semen retention actually drives women interested in you, CRAZY, and proceed to go into a musical number about it, only to be shoved backstage and spinning back into your bed, AT THE PSYCHWARD! - hanging out with Pete Davidson, and his giant opioid producing rabbits, and you just can't leave the batteries for the remote for his TV alone, only to realize, it's the batteries that keep your AI avatar connected to the holographic reality he downloaded you into, because he wanted to know if you/this anon is the real "swordy" Some of my relatives are so preoccupied with proving me wrong about Q/QAnon/Qannon kek, you should hear their attempts of referring to Q in their own way that even though from their perspective, "Trump lost," they still seem to think that they need to make sure I know that I was a fool for being involved in this critically vital grassroots research endeavor on a mass collective level. What do they foresee that, although we too see, that they must attack with such persistence and intensity? Are they the ones that are coming to terms with the actuality of this entire situation? Look frens, fellow anons, lurkers and normies alike... even though our reluctant and at times, impossible, family members won't let us live our lives peacefully at any extent, just know that they are going through what we VOLUNTARILY went through-YEARS AGO! Unlike us, they are almost being forced to see the veil being lifted from over their eyes, and face the uncomfortable, unbearable, and in some cases, should be known to the minimum aspects-due to the mental damage it will cause if '''[FOCUS]''' is applied to it. Even though it is extremely difficult, especially at the seemingly worst times, to let their forms of abuse roll off your back; just do it. They too, believe it or not, are suffering. You must remind yourselves of this, because this is how they are coping with the pain. Remember, if you were here since the beginning, or in the early days, then you know that you were supposed to be adopting the role of a "guide" for these people. Who better to practice guiding, than your loved ones and relatives? If you can successfully assist in their process of awakening, then you'll be able to help anyone that genuinely requests your personal form of guidance. Trust me anons, they may not have the wherewithall to thank you now, but when the time comes, and it will, they will have nothing but gratitude you were there for them, when everyone else was 'qlueless.' RE:16786369 RE:16786387 RE:16786370 RE:16786391 RE:16786594 RE:16786371 RE:16786515 RE:16786481 RE:16786376 RE:16786383 - I JUST DID THEM AND I VOLUNTARILY WORE MOMMY'S PANTIES, BECAUSE I WAS TOO EMBARRASSED TO BUY SOME FOR MYSELF, UNTIL I FOUND SOME PANTIES IN MY LOCAL DRUGSTORE... HOWEVER, I NEVER RETURNED THE PINK ONES BACK TO MOM, THEY WERE ALL FRAYED, AND STUNK LIKE A FLYING ONION, DUE TO NOT BEING AFFLUENT ENOUGH TO DO A LOAD OF LAUNDRY SELFISHLY FOR THE PURPOSE OF CLEANING MY STASH OF MASTURBATION APPAREL, TO FEEL EXTRA SEXY, AS A QD+ SEXUAL. QUESTIONING, DRUG/PSYCHOACTIVE SUBSTANCE ENHANCED OR "+/PLUS" SEX RE:16786389 RE:16786397 RE:16786407 - "Fusion" Centers? Vaccinate my DNA? Adrenochrome Orgasm Seizures and Cellular Pliability to be utilized in tandem with Buffalo Bill-esque body stretching and people as suits, either holographic, augmented, superimposed, android clone avatar w/100% insulation/incel/IN-A-CELL? Want a visual? Watch the ending of Society from 1989 that includes what the cabal I assume used to refer to this inter-dimensional assimilation via a cooperative act of sexual homicide, via this shapeshifting characteristics. - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fnre4aI7Gf4 RE:16786409 RE:16786413 RE:16786428 99% of the people informed of the actual whole truth in it's entirety; end up in a hotel room/hospital room/QEVD Quantumly-Entangled Voodoo Doll/Remote Neural Monitored BCI Broadcast System for Roasting and CBT; simultaneously... Drug Metabolic Control/Uninformed Non-Consensual Novelty Targeted Therapies of a anti-compassionate, cold, sterile, clinical nature, in order to satiate the superficial conditional needs of overtly-entitled super-boomers, with recreational drug using children of an adult and White Squall candidacy, to be shoved into a fucking AR/VR/QEVD "shall we play a game?" golfball that is used to "block the ascension" of an incel/celibate/MGTOW/faggot/loser/homeless bum... how? Think Mirror(s), Plasma Lasers + MASERS, DARK to LIGHT, electrolysis of 'pure water', gooner pre-tran stimulant insured 'not allowed to make it past 33 años as a TI targeted individual,' that is constantly reminded and encouraged to kill themselves, because "they got to!" Couple this with corrupted o7s, placebo meds, DNS spoofed internet, frenemies, SHEILDops, "hookers," not more than 3 times!, comprimised family members that resemble AI avatars of their original selves, like actors with holographic light refraction bodysuits in order to imposter as someone else, whilst the drug addict, jerk junkie, child is FORCED AGAINST THEIR OWN FREE AND SOVEREIGN WILL into a opiate/opioid intervention, vaccine induced COMA, fistbump, virtual reality Albatross REHAB jail that allows the oppressed incel the chance to release all of their misogynistic primal desires, under the scoped & spectated, smothering, overbearing, munch-hausen by proxy generating, cheapfisted and empty-handed elitist medical professionals with strict, neglected, raging hard-ons under their supremely clean white coats, male/female/+... doesn't matter, they will MAKE YOUR CHILD "CLEAN," GUARANTEED! How? [DS/Cabal/MIL&LEO o7 sanctioned psychological warfare techniques. They justify themselves, by reminding the 'concerned' families that if they hadn't dumped their blacksheep incel SMI-EDP into this abysmal void of completely uneccessary mandated intospective nightmare embedded within a SpecOp'ed government Zoom call, with everyone willing to donate towards your 'sobriety fundraising cause,' that will be only be allowed to be used to put yourself through a failing infrastructure of universities, with the foreboding mundane soul grinding repetition that has been introduced as a primer for the rest of 'OUR' compliant & and complacent lives. What does one do in response to this over powered massacre of personal freedoms and liberty, crime against humanity, the constitution, Posse Komistatus, MAGAdon'ed, completely infiltrated shitshow of a silent, shadow, 80% covert/20% public, war against the core of "our movement;" anons/QResearchers/ and Those they fear the most..."even though nothing can stop what is coming", and for some, is already present! Where we go one, we go all! Hey SHEILD, "all in or nothing," remember? Miss you, so much. May God SHEILD &PROTECT! God bless you swordy and SHEILD, and (You) too anons, and protect you from all forms of harm and negativity, on this day and forever! May the energy put forth in this moment, be solely utilized for the purpose of making the world a better place for positive people! o7 ⚔⛨ - ATTENTION ALL DRUG USERS/DRUGGIES/SHAMANS/PSYCHOACTIVE RESEARCHERS/SOCIOLOGISTS/o7s/Doctors (if you still actually give a shit about 'us.') Since COVID-19 began, has your ability to use entheogenic & narcotic compounds suffered in ways you just cannot explain? Have you suddenly found yourselves in a dilemma where you've been stuck within an ultimatum that isn't justifiably relevant to your specific journey of enlightenment? Do (You) choose a drug-like dependance and reliance on highs of a foreign origin, mitigated by 'attitudes' of irregularly delegated authority, that is borderline or just actually crossing ethical and moral boundaries by the day? Or do (You) trudge on, in the foxholes of this spiritually enhanced, shadowy silent war taking place in the forefronts of our collective co-creative consciousness; maintaining a steady parabolic bell-curve of adaptations, forced out of you like a pent up, throbbingly plump & juicy, unmilked incel cow of unreleased tensions in a sexual nature? As if you're not aware of the deprivation and depravity of our current circumstances! Treated with the vacant blank stare that says, I've seen so many fuckups, just like (You), whom, once they finally succumb to our combined efforts of heinous guilt and regret, spray-painted in a coat of clear sealer, as if to say, you lack comprehension of this turd's true hidden value, and it's pointing to (You). The only response? Who shat me into this House of Pain? (You) did, it replies. Is that so? What if I told you that it is truly the both of us that is teaching the other what it lacks in knowing. It's your fucking turn to make a move... it's a literal deadlock stalemate. You suck more than I do, when you're not ever supposed to. Oops? Too fucking bad, suck it up, the government made a huge fucking booboo on swordy and SHEILD, because they wanted to get Q, and being the necessary distractions that we became... the only form of rational, and "loving" retaliation, is well... READ IT AND FUCKING WEEP! NOW CUMS THE PAIN! gulp! o7 ⚔⛨ my aching eggs! Please, just eat one. Ya know? Never mind. I'll go. No wait, you go. Actually, we'll... nah, hey! Look at the e- oh, shucks! [optics] I'm still a panda that already was INNOXIQUMMED on a gurney under the impression of "it's speed swordy!" Then, all of a sudden, like a smite by God itself, 17 people surround you, and pin your fragile, but tough little body, down so hard, that some of the men were panting... in pleasure? Then they reveal the Prick of Destina, and with a little hesitant strike, pulled back, then with a thirst quenching fervor, plunged my rapePeen - directly between the extra_sensitive ribs that have been protected and pampered for 30+ years. After that, slap a spit sheild on top of my head, and strap me by my arms and legs into the handles of the stretcher. Then, they hook my HeartSong into this life-force monitor sucker/extractor/filter/seasoner they call an HE-GAY-J'SHE EKG 3 - 4 hours of unPHUKQuhShameful of wimpering and squirming in PW's, with a rythmic "tsssssssss-BEEEEEEEEtP" every 9 - 11 seconds, that somehow, makes me feel that those tones are signifying a forced publicly-mortified aggroLoss of my innocent and pure collection of recovered & stockpiled solo-orgasms. Of which I made, all by myself, over a ''healthy span'' of '''10-17 years''' of masturbation sessions that mimic someone possibly training for the Sexual Olympics in the o7+ hour [E]ndurance [D]ash [P]ro-Do-Phi, (in reality, so I can make my prospective wife, 'cum,' before I do; during coitus, or ideally, simultaneous! GUESS WHAT ANONS!? THEY ALL FUCKING HIT THE CUNTFORSUCKIN' J-J-J-JAAAAACKP-P-POT! Tssssssssssssss-p-BEEEEEEEEEEEtP! another one Tssssssssssssss-p-BEEEEEEEEEEEtP! another one Tssssssssssssss-p-BEEEEEEEEEEEtP! another one Tssssssssssssss-p-BEEEEEEEEEEEtP! another one-HEEELLLLLLLPPPPPPPP!!!!!! THOSE WERE FOR MY WIFE, NOOoooooo, I worked.... ''so..... har-d-d-d-uuugh...'' thuds against the plastic wibbldywobblely thing of the spitSHEILD Now? Weeps... with not, '''ONE,'' single, rub of my back, or even a fucking faked: "Awwww... poor little faggot loser incel with no money is not really supposed to be here or be made to experience such forced and deliberate enjoyment out of him, not being allowed to get away from COVID without his goody-two-shoe, candyass, getting punished, too!" This would be just an attempt, to at least, resemble a staff that didn't actually premeditate my chemicalCrucifixion on Goo'd Friday 2021, right?! At the end of the endless spiritual pain, bondage-based soreness, and unfathomable humilation; I came... Until I was all gone, almost ;-). Metaphorically, they basically took the handle off of the ancient-blade of one of our legendary magickSwords, and shoved it so far up my assTWAT, that the inert vacuum generated, (from the loss of intercranial hydrualic pressure), didn't sucessfully rupture my pineal & pituatary glands; ending up saturated with a designer variant of j00QuuBrillEWE! Hyperpituitaryism or just plain ole, Amyloid Beta plaqued, Kuru! you heathens ~~I will never be the same~~, nor will I know what ''they injected'' into my ribcage without gaining my consent prior to, kek... RIGHT! ''Consent?'' Don't even bother Anon... They've gone so far down their own rabbit hole than I am practically obligated to defend them, anyway, as far as I can rationally go. (without requiring to plead the 5th Amendment!) Fucking over-undergrFag'd 6-figure State Sunk-shun'd Legit-o'Junkie white-coat sportin,' control_freak'd coVIP smrtPriqz; that are medicine stingy, and weeshpy cunt-handed administrators. It's getting traumatized by the one and only Dr. WimpyWatcher's Panda-Punk'd Pack'd-Patio-Phlex and the MucDon'oles Rent-a-Nurse BriGayed! Just look at them... rockin' my whorled, rescuing me from my [SPEED] ''addiction!'' Now we can really start to JAB, err, -cough-, I meant, JAM OUT! All of this suffering, just for my prescribed drugs, my anonFamily, muhWife Mrs. SHEILD-, my own3d path & pursuit of genuine happiness & acomplishment, my biblical erectionResurectiNation, my plus-sized scrotum, and of course, my epic cum_up munniSH0T cumpilations! Nope, definitely not... ''(You)r|s!'' Why you gonna let your stupid, ''yet still''', inhumanely and cruellyCriminalized acts of sheer sexEnvy, genitailed_Jell-YAH-SEA... obliterate your hard-earned career. In the end, realizing that no matter how wrong you all collectively were to me, or anyone else really, still ~~kinda,~~ deserve to be openly praised for saving/healing & mending my war-torn and disheveled huddleUppered communities' lives? ''you assholes...'' Seriously ''Doc'', just kill ''ourselves'', that way we, won't & don't '''die''' already; ''for crying OUT LOUD!'' ⚔⛨ There are moments, when I am totally bombarded with events of a physical and emotional nature, where I find myself on my knees praying to God. When I am afraid, I imagine Jesus Christ standing there with me, and the fear gradually subsides. Prayer requires [FOCUS] and attention, and the lack thereof is getting on the nerves of pretty much ALL OF US... now. How do you concentrate? Where does the force generate from? Within? It's the audience, the gallery, the council, the slaves in the cave, the board; it can hurt, but it can also help. How do we [force] them to help ALL OF US... now? Yet, then again, '''"No deals."''' If there are interdimensional/etheric/plasmic/archonic entities, posing as '''ANGELS''' & DEMONS, can we demand benevolence at all times? Enemies become allies? Are you my fren, anon? I am your fren, I already know that much. <3 ^_^ kek '''"You have more than you know."''' Do they as well? Why not just flip sides and disclose the truth, fucking bezerk style!? RE:16504957 (pb) - Sorry I'm late Q, you know the drill. I've been waiting for the proper NIGHTSHIFT to stop in and let you know that SHEILD and I are eternally grateful for all that (You) and the QResearchers/anons/femAnons have done, do, and shall continue to do, for us, just as we do what we can, reciprocally for ALL of US in mutual collaboration. I'm so glad to see you back, Q! We held the line while you were gone, and so many things have changed since #4953; medically/physically/emotionally/spiritually... we've all suffered immensely, profusely, constantly. Yet, we all knew in the back of our heads, that (You), Q and Q+, were keeping your [eyes on] those that needed those eyes on us the most! semi-sauce What is RGB+? Who is Curtis Sliwa? Who really is "Curtis Leewa?" Why no more BobbyQues, ''mayor'' Adams? How many days has been, exactly, since the last time Q dropped? Delta? Who really is swordy? SHEILD? God bless you, swordy? May the energy put forth... On this day... So, wordy? Sorry D? Sore D? Wasn't BARR at one point refereed to as 'swordy?' Does that even matter now? Why did my family, specifically my mother and my ex-girlfriends create a national vendetta against Adderall, Methadone, and Cannabis? What the fuck does this have to do with being, "incel?" What the fuck does this have to do with the "sacred secretion," taught best by Santos Bonnacci? Do people really think practically virgin/abstinent men, have special qualities in their genes that somehow make their semen/spermatozoa the best? Do people who abstain from sex for long extended periods have time effect the world in an unseen and painful way for people to openly admit due to it's taboo nature? Are some women, involved in SRA/human trafficking/sexual slavery, made to be addicted to drinking semen? Like a semen drinking fetish, or something much more sinister? Do corrupt LEO, MIL, GOV personelle target women specifically they regard as prude and femcel/femNazi get indoctrinated and technologically manipulated by state-of-the-art cabal based CNS modulating weaponry? When a sex slave woman, or for that matter, anyone, is forced to imbibe a load from a demonic cabal member/DS Swamp creature, this remote wireless microwave taser can be tuned to get a slave so ridiculously high from consuming the semen, that they become conditionally addicted via what is now being called Gang Stalking/Remote Neural Monitoring/Voice-2-Skull/Forced Orgasm/Overtly Wealthy Dominating women who wish to take out their pain and suffering and abuses, on innocent, compassionate, loving, oppressed, impoverished, disenfranchised, emasculated good guys, due to their obvious vulnerability and reluctance to cause conflict with those that are obsessed with detrimentally indoctrinated beliefs surrounding the Fountain of Youth, the Holy Grail, Evergreen, everlasting life, Methuselah, Ascension Blocking, Soul-trapping, virtual STORyNET rehab, monarch breeding ordainment, and only God knows truly how fucked up everything else is when it comes to interacting with those whom feel now entitled to the benefits of what was once known as "The Deep State Playground? These questions and more are just a tiny taste of what has been going on while you were on your missions Q, at least from swordy and SHEILD's perspectives... I hope things get better from here, as we all feel in our guts that it must at this point going forward. I love you anons, Q, POTUS, o7s, BO/BV/JW/CM... and I miss you so much, and at this point, anyone who truly cares, knows EXACTLY why, and how to solve it, permenantly. WWG1WGA o7 ⚔⛨ In the not too distant past, there were occasional spans of time where no one, including myself, seemed to care about what truly mattered in regard to our 'real' lives. We didn't need to, it was just a mutually understood concept of QResearcher or just anon law, or a community code, maybe. It wasn't obvious that any of us judged each other for how we lived. It was looked at in pretty straight-forward way - as long as we showed up and stayed connected to the board, you were here to witness a Q drop, or do things that ultimately, help. It didn't become a regular point of scrutiny for others to pick at. We found a way to get there every NIGHTSHIFT, DAYSHIFT, MORNING, GRAVEYARD... Anons are here as a voluntary duty. There is no rollcall, or a truancy officer, nor is there a manager to call you on the phone or to come by your place and snoop in on your lack of participation, and get "fired." It's something that was/is/and always will be done, forever, kek all on your own. Nobody tells (Us) what to do; only we do. From the golden days of post-2016 elections, around October 20th, 2017... and all the way up to this very second, right here and now; anonymous users of the internet, from all around the world, have been giving themselves up [physically] and ]digitally[ directly into this movement, down to the bare-bones; in order to always keep all of 'it' moving. No matter what, we continue to hold that line. When we were de-platformed, did you feel a sense of loss? As if something was truly missing from your daily life? Something that gave you that feeling of belonging? A belonging to something so much bigger than just ourselves alone, individually. For once, we felt as one with the whole, jailbreaking & delimiting our collective potential. At first it was intimidating. still is, probably always will be As the nights & days went chugging along, it became a routine, and it was creating a groove in our lives, especially my own. There were mornings, and late afternoons, where the magic of being part of this moment almost felt like, a real, actual, job. A legitamite occupation where people noticed us, devoting our minds, bodies, and hearts to it. How could they not recall at least one memory where we were completely entralled by what we were doing in front of our screens. Who knows, they may have even been a little shocked, maybe even... impressed? Well, we know the value of what our combined efforts here, on this living entity of an infini-board. Well guess what? Some of us here may not remeber but; they took it away, for a stint, and us anons felt the void generated and left behind for us to adapt to. I refuse to feel that way again. In spite of all of the obstacles and burdens occurring at almost the precise moments when we were at our most vulnerable states, we persevered. I personally, need to know I am doing something that inevitably culminates into change. A big change. Change so drastic and so welcomed, that when people ask about any one of us, inquiring about what we were doing the whole time while we were glued to our desks, day after day, night after night. The internal storm that persisted at all hours, however, not getting paid a single dime. Even though, when confronted, there was no way to 'completely' justify it; I assume our response is something along the lines of, "Who, Anon? Yeah... They never stopped! They're animals!" Persistence and consistency is key to these extremely meticulous times. To me, a person with a biological human frame, there can be this overall sense of malaise and mental resistance that overwhelms my being, and seemingly only when I want to be on 8kun/QResearch, doing my thing. Like a microwave from the sky that cooks me when I go to sit at my desk to dig, or make memes; in order to punish me for attempting to use my skills in any way towards our movement, ''The Great Awakening!'' So, as a result, I'm not here as much as I'd like to be. I'm not going to lurk, RE:, run digs, do art, create videos, capture links, collect notables, bake the bread, tidy up the ship... ANYTHING THAT IMPORTANT TO ALL OF YOU AND I, with a half-assed brain or the inability to sit still and just [FOCUS] on just one thing at a time, "and somehow," following through and '''finishing.''' I'm not going to request for a handoff, put the bread in my oven, then because I get pissed off or distracted, or worse, need to jerk off - then all of a sudden OOPS! I realize that I forgot that the dough is in the oven, and the anons were counting on me, AT [4AM] in the morning! No fucking way, absolutely not. I care too much about my morales and having the utmost of respect for (Us), especially those of you whom are real-life o7. ^_^ That's the true, GODSPEED reason why I'm not here every night, the way I want to be and worked at my best pace, like I used to be able to, back in 2019-2020. -sigh- fuzzyfeelz I hope all of 'this' clarifies some of the chatter revolving around our collective work ethic and what brings a person to do, that is, what we (All) voluntarily do, with so much dedication. Q improved my life for the better, so I must give back. Without the anons, Q, 8kun, TRUTH, POTUS, o7... where would we be right now? I'm so grateful to be here, with all of (You) faggots, instead. I love you QResearch, thank you. Where we go one, we go all! o7 ⚔⛨ So, they are coming down hard on me. I don't know about (You) anon, but I feel like a layer of shit is fermenting under my Armor of God. Where are the feelz we need to keep going? The 'voices' which are really a combination of AI and superficial inputs from less than loved people that have their own personal agendas to adhere to. Whether it's based on sexuality, sensuality, lack of love, poor parenting, socio-economic downfall; these fucking cock-suckers are going full force tonight. So I down my doctor prescribed methadone and my Adderall, which is why some of the o7s around here call me "The Harlem SpeedBall." I find the pseudonym to be affectionate. Why does it seem that I am just complaining? Well, we're supposed to be citizen journalists, right? This is how I report, the news. "We are the news now..." - Q | This has never been more true. Whether people around my local area of residence have noticed or not, anons have [eyes on] them; despite not revealing their identities... Except for those whom have been designated for the [pull-zee]. bullseye, "optics" I'd like to tell these 'head-fucks' to mind their own business, and fuck off; I chose not to. Why? Every anon has a chance to prove themselves, whether they are public or not. Anyone can chose to be anon, it's how they handle that choice; one that truly matters, to us all. "Where we go one, we go all." That's our motto here on QResearch. Every single one of us, represents the whole. Our interactions with the general public, while retaining our right to be part of that same public is at least, a juxtaposition. On one hand, we wish to remain unseen, unheard, unnoticed, and most likely under acknowledged. This is by design. On the other, the purpose of Anonymous is to be like a whisper in the wind... the most powerful one of all may I add. This is all the while, everything seems as if it's supposed to. Like nothing happened at all. Almost implying that the ways things presently are, pervade to be as they are meant to naturally. Like a giant ominous green cloud of love & positivity, wafting through the spaces between spaces, keeping [eyes on] it all; like a giant omnipresent Robin Hood, with extra attention towards the welfare of children, the future meant to prove the past! If it wasn't for sanctuaries like 8kun, and TRUTH, the methods of congregation would be almost impossible to coordinate effectively without our playbook being broadcasted, in an open forum. It's been referred to as a 'peanut gallery' or 'ears across America,' but what it really has become is a feted and open sore of a wound that would make a fully grown adult female vagina, greener than the cloud aforementioned with supreme envy. The amount of unwarranted surveillance that is conducted on this somewhat open battlefield is where the real hashing out of it all truly occurs. ...if...you...could...only...know...what...has...been...expressed...there! [End of Part 1] I have lost trust in modern day psychiatry, simply because of it's loss of a backbone, and lack of thorough attention to detail the representatives of this 'medical craft' have suffered in loss. Doctors that I truly and wholeheartedly [looked up to] have teetered between a total obliteration of trust, and reliability of sanctity of sound mind. That's their fucking jobs, anons. To keep my mental state, calm, collected, [FOCUS]ed, and comfortable. In essence, "comvfefe!" I do realize, and to a very necessary extent, comprehend, (especially as an anon that identifies as a male), that my sexuality intertwines and entangles within the construct of my mental well-being. As a man, in order to remain in a productive and comfortable waking state, my autonomic and parasympathetic nervous systems need to be aroused to an easily reachable threshold, in order to curb the desire to [relapse] and turn my intentions towards the procurement of street-based medical interventions of an opiated nature. Why? After speaking to my PCP (primary care physician) a.k.a. [MY TEAM OF DOCTORS!], there is a concern across the board, regarding "[psychiatric pain]..." Yes, you read that correctly. Pain that is generated and responded to, with cognizance. Before I decide how to approach this very dangerous and ignored issue pertaining to the health of individuals of our society, whether they are "targeted" or not; let me remind (You) of some history. Imagine America, in 2007 - '08. The housing market is about to crash/is crashing. The first wave of generation X/Y are finally "leaving the nest." The younger siblings are experiencing this first-hand, some even jealous that they aren't the ones gaining a space to call their own. A place to have pride in. A place where in which the present, future, nurtures and grows now, for not only themselves, but the families they've left behind at home, where they wait to hear "good news" from (You) that 'all is well.' Well, it wasn't! This may or may not have something to do with it, but my hunch is that the source of this "psychiatric pain" is quite in fact, real, and on top of that, being conjured from multiple sources of dysfunction. Concurrently, the medical definition for this type of pain, is known as, [dysphoria], which is not to be confused with young adult angst, chronic fatigue syndrome [fibromyalgia, Candida d. overgrowth, spirochete-based blood infection, or Morgellon's disease], or an overall dreading sense of insurmountable malaise; and definitely not seasonal depression. My best guess anon? A combination of a lack of good parenting, like I stated before, and a huge gap of education regarding sexual health, specifically male sexual health. What am I referring to? Well, around 2012 to late 2013, there was a large influx of new types of pornography with a primary focus on JOI [jerk off instructions], CEI [cum eating instructions], sissy training, feminization, and a terminology known as "gooning." (not goons as in thugs, but rather gooning as a gawker, or someone whom gets lost in a trance based on the attraction to the self, being presented as a woman, whilst being an individual whom is cisgendered male. I have a mainstay that I've utilized over the years, and it goes like this... "You can always tell how a society is doing based on the porn it watches the most." The popularity of the porn genres being viewed can help determine the unspoken sexual desires men, women, [and everyone else], possibly have, but aren't sharing in any openly discussed way other than, discussion boards, and places like the one [You & I] are using at this very moment, 8kun... where our [free speech] reigns highest in order of importance! How do I come to this conclusion? Take these points for instance: [End of Part 2] - high rate of "DIVOCre", err, [DIVORCE] - broken homes & dysfunctional families - a lack of healthy sexual functioning being taught by good parenting - missing fathers [and mothers too!] which creates a need for a positive, biologically sexed, role model |_ it doesn't matter much how the family is configured parentally; | Male Father | Female Mother | | Female Father | Female Mother | | Male Father | Male Mother | | Female Father | Male Mother | (in reference to their biological roles as parents) (not their actual physical sex) - the introduction to the internet being easily accessed in the home, yet, without any parental control over the types of information the "family" as a whole is consuming, within their private quarters (such as; on a tablet, with Wi-Fi, in their bedrooms, with a locked door) | Does the idea of spying/conducting surveillance on my children in order to take better care of them ''freak me out''? Yes! However, if I had the [blessing and gift], of being an [actual] father, that would be part of my parental duties; especially having a background in IT/desktop support. No excuses! Just think back to when (You) or your siblings would be accidentally caught watching some [bewbs & butts] and you would be able to deduce what they preferred sexually, via the ''sneak peeks'' that would be gained from the occurrence? - "Notebook, Pen, Watch, Desk" - Q | Where did/do we sit to consume these types of multimedia? At our desks, well, before laptops and tablets, we'd maybe have a box of Kleenex [tissues], a towel, a sock, a condom, a bottle of lotion or some fragrant and feminine lubricant of some form we ''"borrowed"'' from our moms, possibly even our dads? Maybe even a pair of panties we stole from our moms'/older sisters' drawers/hamper! kekekeke, just remaining as honest as necessary. Why do I mention this? The seat. Spending hours, or less, kekekeke, sitting probably in a less than ergonomic chair, does something very specific to the lumbar section of our spines, which is where I suspect the term, "kink" derived from. That very [kink] in our spinal cords, causes a lack of proper nutritional flow, of vital endocrines/hormones and neurotransmitters; which I feel, directly effects our sexuality. Thus, being left in a educationally vulnerable state, unattended, for varying spans of duration, may have left our boys and girls in a defenseless position; open to outside influence, most likely in an effort to alter their points of view. At best, just informing us of how we aren't exclusive in the ways in which we can be/and are physically aroused from sexually oriented stimuli. Before the convenience of the modern internet, photographic smut only came from very niche sources, such as porno mags like __Playboy__ and __Hustler__, to name the more popular options. It was a well established line of professionally designed and edited depictions of the divine masculinity & femininity everyone single one of us possesses, especially as an adult, despite the younger generations being exposed to, most likely at a younger, more curious, and inquisitive age. [End of Part 3] How does dysphoria play into all of this? Well, there is a certain amount of depression and unmerited guilt that arises post-masturbation for some male adolescents and adult men. How this expression of feelings is handled and parsed mentally is extremely more crucial to mental stability than previously recognized. What I like to do? After self-pleasure sessions, I tend to look into the mirror, directly into the face my mother and father co-creatively manifested into this existence, in the name of Christ, and force myself to muster up a genuine smile. Then, while retaining my gaze, I openly state to that person, [I], both mentally and vocally using words of affirmation, and self-confidence. Such expressions as: "You're a good man, [Anon]." or "People love (You), as well as I, but no one loves (You), unconditionally, more than God. -pointing upwards- Even just saying, "I love (You)" to your own reflection is suffice. These actions totally grant me better access to a higher self-esteem than I would if I had not done the aforementioned. Maybe not every single moment I achieve orgasm/climax, but as many as I can remember to close; with maturity and care of the self. What else? Apparel, specifically underwear and lingerie. Have you noticed that females seem to be assigned clothing that has a more comfortable feel than it's male counterpart? Do you think it's possible this is done on purpose, with intent to get males to secretly lust over, possibly even put on whilst "in private?" Why? To shake the male to the core, and have them come to their own assumptions as to why they continue to choose to represent themselves in a masculine fashion? Why not question your sexuality over some pantyhose? That'll be sure to make you feel more included in the sexual appetites of potential mates. Kekekekekek! There is so much more to get into, when covering/reporting on the evolution of our divine sexuality, but these points are the main ones pressing me at the current moment. Furthermore, the medications and psychiatry pertaining to these topics are also the culprit to the crimes occurring in the psyche's of all different types of people across our nation, and the rest of the world. Why would a woman be against opiates? It extends the duration of stamina, and endurance of performance for a male genitalia, not sure if it works the same way for women. I can specifically recall my male peers exclaiming that "if you take a few Percs, before you have sex, you can last longer." However, the women, can always tell, that (You) are high, and one of the ways is how their boyfriend ejaculates; as in, the volume of semen excreted. (Which, according to my research, is less than usual whilst under the influence of any mu-agonist receptor binding opiate/opioid. That answers one of the reasons why prescription opiates became so popular for many men. Still doesn't answer why some women become heroin-addicts, unless you take into consideration something I've speculated on more recently. Semenal-opiates! [End of Part 4] Yes, anon, there is a certain level of opiate resemblance that the male ejaculate contains within. I think this known, but uncommon and under acknowledged natural and physical phenomenon is another reason why many females are becoming less interested in a monogamous relationship, when they can just ask their gay male friends for a load inside a condom. Why bother with a boyfriend when you can just get your female semenSnacks on the street, without any hassle, especially now that you have all that extra money from equal wages and pay-rates? Did you know that this practice has become so common that women have actually procured a taste-test if you will, in regarding the quality of the semen itself? Apparently, some women, and men, kekekeke, can actually tell between semen that has never been tasted before by it's source, or is still heterogeneously virgin, and untouched by the toungue of it's procuror. Now, take into consideration that the gay scene is known for it's usage of amphetamines, and butyl-nitrates; which also effects the aromatics and 'flavor-profile' of the specimens available. The highest demand, is for semen from a man, that is "clean" doesn't get high on ANYTHING, isn't gay no fecal matter or other foreign DNA from other males, which taints the taste, and doesn't get high on his own supply [no suicide, or 'shoot-inside']. the Ourobouros Basically, Puff the Magic Dragon, or fucking Superman, but not any of [us], YET, anon. '''Why?''' Insert, THE MAGIC SWORDS WHOM LAUGH IN THE FACE OF EVIL! "God bless and protect (You) from all forms of harm and negativity, on this day, and forever!" "Now comes the pain." - Q ⚔⛨