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The speaker expresses pain, feeling unloved and forsaken. They acknowledge hurting others and themselves, recognizing it is wrong. Despite carrying burdens, they emphasize trying and finding love in the effort. Encouraging to follow the light and believe in it, seeking redemption and healing. I... to believe in a way out. God, it hurts. This hole in my chest that eats at my heart. The hunger is ever-present. And the journey has been nothing but circles, but even the circle has a beginning and an end. Only those who have drawn it can see it. I am unloved. I am forsaken. I am trying. There is love in just trying. Follow the light and believe in the light. I am sorry I hurt because I have been hurt by others. I don't know why I hurt. It is wrong. I know. I know. I know it is wrong. But I am here. Follow the light and believe in the light. I have so much I carry around as I'm consuming, but I am here, so I am trying. Follow the light and believe in the light.