Mommy (1 250-859-6122) ↗ (phone) 2025-11-21 17-03-14

Oh my god, so you know what? I just found out. You know how I'm like, oh my god, your memory is rubbing off on me? Well, because I'm going through menopause, and one of the things is that you have fog brain. So when you're going through menopause, you have a really hard time concentrating. And they forget everything. I'm like, oh, well, that explains some things, because I can't even remember stupid shit. I'm worse than you. I remember what's different, because you're just remembering, you can't remember things, right? But I can't remember, like, if I ask you the name of something, you'd look at it, and you'd tell me, but I'm like, you have some stupidest words, and I'm like, I'm like, just the word. I'm like, the word I know is, I know the word, but I don't remember it. I know, I know, I know, I know, but I don't, you know, it doesn't bother me. Okay, I'm glad it doesn't bother you. No, it doesn't bother me. No, I mean, we just go along with it, and my sister's, you know, detrimental to your health, and I'm like, no, mom, that's wrong. You know what, it is what it is. It is, oh, absolutely. I've got lots of company. I went to Darcy. Well, you have lots of company, and she would keep them busy. That makes me happy. That's why I wanted to call and make sure you're doing okay. Oh, yeah, oh, yeah, I told you about that guy, right? Yeah, yeah, yeah, so that, and I answered you. I said, he's not too young. I'm like, how old are you? I'm like, 35. I'm like, I mean, 38. I'm like, shit, you have to be older than me. I'm like, I'm like, no, I think he's not, I think he's around 50. Oh, that's perfect, mom. Oh, I know. I know. I just, you know what, I mean, I just, I just gotta pray about it. You just pray about it. Just don't think about it. It just happens if it happens. That's all, and that, then, but that's not true, because also, God says, right, you know, he, God helps, God helps those who help themselves, and you can't just be, like, sit in your chair and just look at him and be like, okay, God, if I wanted to be with him, this would happen, like, you have to go and, like, you could go to, ask him if you want to go to the locker, right? Yeah, I know. Yeah, he didn't say, he didn't say that he was married and I told him I got four kids, but, um, and, um, oh, I'm trying to tell you something else you did. Um, I don't know. What did you talk about? Oh, just, you know, we talked about, um, I don't know, we talked about things. Okay, well, that's okay. That's okay, because when you're talking, I mean, when you're just, you could tell him if you do it again, too, that, you know, you're, you know, you're, like, forgetting things and just, right, and just, yeah. I mean, no, no, there's nothing untoward. No, no, no, no, I know. I just mean, like, if you guys started a relationship, if you haven't done that in a long time, I think just let them know, like, you know, if I forget something, just because, you know, I'm like, yeah, I'm just, I'm forgetting things. Don't, you don't have to even say it all the time, just say, you know, I'm, you know, forgetting things, and then you can make, then you can make a joke just to try to forget who you are, just remind me, you know, look at you, like, what? I mean, I'm just kidding. It's not that bad. I know, I know. I know, I know. I know, but I mean, I'm not forgetting anything. Nope. I'm not forgetting anything on this at all. I don't know. No, no, exactly. But it's cute, though, Mom. It's so cute. You know what else is so cute? Because you're changing everything. I can't wait to get up there, because I want to be with you. But you're changing a bit, hey, because you're going back to, and they always say this happens, too, and it's so cute, because you're kind of, you're kind of going back to regressing. Remember I always said you're going to go up, and then you're going to go back down, so you're kind of starting to be in terms of staying close until like a older teenager, like, you know, 25, 25, 26, right, because you're, like, swearing now, right? You don't, you don't normally swear, but it's so cute, because you, everybody swears so cute, because you never swear, right? And so, yeah, and then, right, and then you're just, like, you're still so witty, but you're so funny, but you're so funny, and yeah, so I mean, you're, and I was doing a lot of research on this, actually, and you're going to be fine, like, you'll be fine for a long time. I know, I think so, too, I think so, too, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, and they asked me where I lived, and I told them, I just said Aspen, that's in front of the river, and they said, well, why would you even ask me that? Well, especially, well, yeah, yeah, I know, exactly, but don't read too much into it, but exactly, yeah, yeah, but the thing is, I like, I like how you're a little excited about this, and that feels good, right? No, I know, but, but, no, I just mean, even the feeling, though, it's nice, right, the feeling of just, like, that little giddy feeling, it's nice, right? Yeah, that's good, because right now, you're, that makes all your little hormones go, and getting the hormones, not just those kind of hormones, but just any kind of hormones, like, you know, it's just good for your body, right, that's why, that's why, yeah, right, so it's, like, it's good, like, that's, because that little rush, that little rush is, like, it's just, it's fun. Well, I know, but the thing is, the thing is, I don't care about those, I'm just so excited to have these feelings. I know, exactly, exactly, exactly, mom, exactly, and just enjoy them, I know, definitely, don't, don't overthink it, because that's what all these stupid women, you know, like, everybody thinks I'm a stupid woman, but I, I've not been in love with any man, it's just been, uh, I don't even know why, but I've never been really in love, right, so, so it's, like, that feeling of tingling, like, when you get it, it's, like, so, it's, I have, I have this, this guy that I'm friends with, and he just wants to, when he comes over, and we just cuddle, we watch a movie and cuddle, so we get our hormones, right, because it's, like, so we just sit there and cuddle on this, right, on this couch, no sex, no nothing, watch TV, no, watch TV, right, and just watch TV, but it's, like, he just, all he does is cuddling, it's just, like, it's like kneeling on your lap, right, so you have that, you have that, that, you know, when you've already rubbed Jamie's hair, like, you've got all those feelings, people need those, so nice, right, so it is, and then, but even, that's why people hug, too, right, so you, people hug, yeah, because a hug is, like, a hug is so important, because it's just so connecting, and it makes all your hormones, and, like, I learned this in yoga, right, all your, all, that's what you do in yoga, you hug yourself, right, because you give your hug yourself, if you have nobody to hug, you hug yourself, and your body's, and you have studies what it does to all your, like, your adrenaline, and it's a good thing for your body, yeah, it's just from a hug, yeah, oh, now she's half a teen, yeah, oh, I kind of remember her, I think, I kind of remember, she's quick, yeah, oh, she's working, she's living at the Senior Center, in Trinidad, oh, yeah, so I just said, yeah, yeah, for sure, what did she ask you, would she ask you if you want to do stuff, no, yeah, she says we could, we should do something together, oh, see, that's so good, I know, I know, yeah, no, I don't know, I don't know, I think I asked her that, I said, oh, we should do something together, yeah, yeah, okay, that's good, yeah, that's all it's going to take, you should go to the Senior Center, right, because she, right, so she lives there, so you'll visit her, yeah, I'm going to, yeah, oh, sweet, so now you have a reason to go, that's good, yeah, yeah, and then you can find out if she likes it, you know, what does she think, because, you know, if you get, if you do get to a point, you know, we'll have to, you know, to some point, I mean, like, I wouldn't want her to a point where, you know, you might burn the house down, I always use an example of, but I can't see that happening for a long time, oh, well, anyway, right now, yeah, right, because the Senior Center here, too, I'd like you to bring her with me, oh, you mean in Tahlequah, in Tahlequah, yeah, because I have, yeah, oh, yeah, so there's two of them, well, that's pretty cool, and I have a friend here that I walk with now, her husband is a, he was a fire chief, his wife was my fire chief, but she's the one that cleaned out, wait, he's not the one who wanted to marry you, is he? No, okay, no, no, no, no, um, okay, as the fire chief, yeah, yeah, as the fire chief, and he's got a really nice wife, really nice, and she, her and I cleaned out the men's house, right, we cleaned it all up, oh, and the, oh, I think I remember that, yeah, and anyway, she says, oh, and she says that, see, I asked her, I asked her if he's still going out there, she says, well, they're only going on Wednesday, so I'll talk to him, and that's when they have a dinner there, right, and I just thought, you know what, I think I'll, I'm going to ask if I can go with them, and she said, okay, of course you can, you know, yeah, so I think I'll, I'm not ready to go up there with him, I'm not ready to just see who's there, right. Yes, exactly, because you're just a guest instead of, yeah, absolutely, that's perfect, exactly, it's kind of cool, though, hey, because we have this idea in our head about, you know, it's just like this old, these people are just sitting with their heads lunged over, nobody's talking, right, that's kind of the, people, when you think of old folks, right, it's like that, but then, but then you have all these people who are really happy. Oh, yeah, they're, yeah, they have a very active, yeah, which is kind of cool, I think that's kind of cool, that's good. I know, I know, but, you know, I don't work, I'll start doing that when I'm 18, but I didn't pay already, or before, like, no, you know, right, yeah, and you know what, mom, exactly, and I, and I knew that, because you're young at heart, and you know what, what's happening is, what's going to happen is, you know what, you're going to go there, and you're going to meet these other older women who are also the same age as you inside, right, there'll be this, yes, on the inside, you know, like, I think, you know, and no matter what their life is like, you know, when, no matter what any woman's life is like, when, when you, like, start to get, you know, when, excuse me, you guys start to get, we go back down that slope, right, it's like, they get to be themselves again, like, the kids are gone, the husband's usually gone, right, and they just get to be themselves, and they haven't been themselves for 70 fucking years, right, right, so how amazing is that, right, that's amazing. It is, it is, well, I know, I think, like, now, too, I just, up until this point, I didn't, like, I really enjoyed being home, but now, I don't know what happened, but I'm enjoying, I'm enjoying my, my alone time here. Yeah, you said that, that's good, I mean, that's good, good, that's good, but you got to prepare for it, because you're going to have a, um, uh, Lucas, see, my brain, see, Lucas and Journey, right? Well, yeah, well, yeah, Journey will stay here, Nicole, sorry to say, I think Journey will stay here. Well, Lucas will, too, or maybe not. Not the whole time, but then Lucas is going to, yeah, I mean, Lucas will be here, too, right, well, Lucas told me that he'll stay only a couple of nights, but, yeah, so we'll see. Yeah, it depends, it depends what he's got going on at home, and, you know, if he spends out there, but, I mean, he'll, he'll come around, yeah, so, yeah, no. Well, I said, Trish will want him home. Pardon? Trish will want him home. Oh, yeah, but she'll let him go, too, she knows, you know, she knows that he wants to come here. Yeah, I know, I know. Joshua, even Joshua, it's, like, it's good for him to be here. Yeah, well, Joshua and I have been talking, and I love him so much. Oh, yeah? Yeah, that's why I started chatting, I put up that chat with all of us, only with Tanya, because I don't want to, I'm not, I don't, I'm not mad at Tanya, right, so I'm just, like, right, because I don't think she, because I, she thinks I'm mad at her, I think, right, but because I kind of got a bit snarky, but that's why, yeah, that's why I messaged to her, I was just, like, you know, to let her in. I'm, like, I'm not mad, right? Oh, yeah, no, yeah, no, she never said anything. No, yeah, I know. Well, she wouldn't, she wouldn't right now, because that's why, that's why, you know, that's why I messaged to all of us in there, because, I mean, she's my sister, I love her, right? Oh, yeah, of course, of course. Oh, yeah, she just wants the best for you, for you, for sure. Yeah, well, well, well, she likes the best for her, too. Like, the selling the house thing is definitely not just for you. But she's got a project coming up. Oh, what is it? Well, she's got a, I don't know, a friend that, a friend has, they're in college, and then somebody else's wife died, and his wife died, and their husband died, and they got together, and they were down someplace on vacation for, you know, for quite a while. Yeah. And anyway, they, and then somebody else died, and that whole family, and they can't, they can't come back here to get the will, and get things organized for their, for their parents, if she would do that, like, do all the paperwork. Well, she's going to be, she's going to be, like, a coroner, a deaf person? Yeah, well, not a deaf person, but she's going to organize everything for her. Yeah. For all the paperwork, and everything. Yeah, because she kind of did that before for a job. Didn't she have kind of the same thing? That's good. Good idea. Awesome. Yeah. And if I do it, she worked on it all day yesterday, and the will was some place in, in some place, in some place on vacation. Oh, she had to find the will, even find the will. Well, yeah. Yeah, she's, she's so good, though, hey? Somebody, when they, when they went here to look for it, it's not her, it's not their will. Well, it's somebody's. No, yeah, it's somebody else's will. I think the family, but it's not her will, so. It's not your daughter's, no, no. But Tanya found it? Well, Tanya sent somebody else to find it. Oh. And somebody in the family to go look for it, right? Oh, okay. Yeah. And anyway, so, but anyway, they found the will, but. Well, they did find it. Well, yeah, but it's not hers. Oh, no, so they didn't find it. Yeah, so they didn't. No, they didn't find it. I'm just, I'm not, yeah, I'm not. Oh, my God, it's like a murder mystery. I'm so like, I'm just like, I'm like, okay, well, what's going to happen next? Oh, no, exactly. So, so Tanya said, you know what, that's what, you know, it's really good, maybe it's just, you know, she's a bit frustrated, but you don't know. I gotta tell, I'm going to put that in the girl chat, because she hasn't messaged yet. Okay, that's funny. Yeah, she, yeah, she, yeah, but, you know, she, she's a little frustrated, but she's still, they'll just go on, and I said, you know what, Tanya, this is, it's really, this is really, really good for you, I think, because you're learning so much, and, and, and, you know, you can become a, you can become that person, be anybody you saw, for anybody, just have somebody passed away, but they can come to you if you do all the research for them. Yeah, that's actually true, exactly. Yeah, I don't know, you know, I don't know what they pay, but I mean, when they're dying, and then, you know, they got their, a lot of real money, you know, you don't mind paying a lot of money, that's where you can get done properly, but, I said, yeah, just don't, you know, don't get overwhelmed, just keep, keep going, because it's going to be good for you. Yeah. She doesn't really have a job, eh? No, I know, I know, she had to go on, she had to go on disability. She what? On disability. She is? Well, not disability, she was on leave, yeah, she was on leave of absence, I think, well, she, I don't know if she is now, but she was, because of her, because she hated her boss, so she was, she was on, yeah, so it's on disability. Oh, I don't know, I don't know if she is now, but anyway, she doesn't really have a good, you know, a permanent job or anything like that, so, but she can create, you know, you can create this job for yourself, you know, be good. Well, she's, yeah, she's so good at that, right, she's like me, too, I'm so good on the computer. Yeah, yeah, I know, I know, she's good in researching, she should use, I wonder what AI she uses, because I thought, I found one that's so good at researching. Oh, and you're, and you can hear, and you can talk very well. Yeah, yeah. But, anyway, yeah, it's all good. Yeah, I know. Right? Yeah, it is good, it's all good, we're good, but pray for Jeannie, she needs help, yeah, pray for Jeannie. Yeah. Yeah, and that's just, yeah, she's having a really hard time with her, she just went off. Right? No, we'll, I'll just be getting there, so yeah, exactly, you can go to church on Sunday. Exactly, but we will start, what? No, I'm leaving tomorrow. You see, mom, she had a breakdown so bad last night. Yeah, I know. Well, yeah, I will, but I've just been, have traveled 12 hours, so I'll probably be tired, but we'll see, right, but I'm there for six weeks, mom, so we're going to go to church. Are you driving all the way up there? Yeah, we're driving. Troy, Troy's going to see his family, right, Troy's going to go see his family, and I'm going to go see Jeannie, because I was going to have a ticket, but his, here's something happened to his, that his family's there, so he has to go, and I'm like, well, I'm coming, I'm coming then, because God did that, because he was going anyway, right, and it just happened with Jeannie, I was like, oh my God, okay, I'm coming. And then I can bring all my, all her stuff, I can bring all her stuff with me, but it's good, it's really good, because I was, I'm like, how is he going to get there, like, I'm getting there, I'm coming, it's like $600, probably $800 now for one-way ticket, because it's right, and mom's probably not that much right now, but then it's going to cost me another two or three hundred dollars, so this way I just have to pay for half the gas. Yeah, yeah, and I get to go tomorrow. Yeah, yeah, we could do that too, exactly, yeah, and he's got really good tires on his truck. What the freaking, really? Oh my God, I will, you were worried about your, I'm like, don't have to worry too much about your tires, mama. No, I know, but I told you, you didn't have to worry too much about it. But now it's all melted, no, no, I'm fine, yeah. Yeah. Okay, so, and you know what, it's a day-by-day, so. Yeah, a day-by-day, yeah. So when Pattie says that, I'm going to try this for a quick dinner. Yeah. And um, and Basie, Basie's got an abortion. What? The BTS abortion. I heard you, mother. Oh, I know. Oh, so God saved her and brought her back to the good side. Yeah, exactly. No, that's bullshit, I didn't mean that, mom, I'm joking, I'm joking, I was joking, I wasn't joking. That's okay, you know what daddy said? No, what? Janie better go on the pill. She broke up with her girlfriend? Well, her girlfriend beat that up, mom. Because, mom, can't you just take it? You're not worried about Janie, like, you know, so Janie's, yeah, Janie's got mental health issues, but still this journey, Janie just, you know, has them worse, but so would anybody who just goes through Kim, lives through Kim, right? And so, but her, her cat neighbor was so judgmental about Janie, now look at their kids, right, one's a lesbian, now she's a bisexual, right? And the other one is actually a bisexual as well. They both are. They're both are? Yeah. Well, now, well, that's what, well, Janie told me that they can go, she can go either way, yeah? Yep, yep, exactly, they're both are, exactly, yeah. But, but, Basie did tell me before that she, she really isn't, but she just can't find any guys, you know, she can't find any. Yeah, it was companionship, not banging, exactly, it's just companionship. Yeah, but I think she, and I'm not sure if it's part time use or something like that, but it's a little bit, I mean, she sings into music too, like, you think? Oh, yeah, that's cool. Oh, I'm so, that's so cool, yeah. I know, but don't blame me, though, yeah, for everything. I wonder how Tanya feels with all that bisexual stuff. I think she just doesn't have to go over her head. Yeah, she doesn't, she just doesn't think about it. No, she doesn't think, she doesn't think about it. If I don't think about it, it didn't happen. It didn't happen, yeah, no, exactly, no. She just looks down, now, look at, now faces, right now faces the good and the eyes of God, now she's right, she's with a man, so like, okay, we'll just ignore that, that ever, what part, it happened. No, I know it's just not, yeah, exactly. Oh, anyway, yeah, I'm not sure if she's coming here for Christmas or not, I can't remember. Oh, oh, really, that would be cool. Yeah, let me see, well, I'm not sure, but why don't you bring pictures of her anyway? Yeah, I'm sure she has a lot. I'm sure she does, too. Yeah, so I said, what? She said, I'm so happy for her. And why are you so happy? Well, that she found a guy. Why? Because. Okay, why? Because it's just easier with a guy, better to have sex with a guy than with a girl. You don't know, you've never had sex with a girl. I do. How do I know? No, I said, how do you know? Nice try, old lady. You can't say that you don't know. I've kissed a girl. No, I've necked with a girl, and the girl, she kissed way better than guys can, because we've got our lips so soft, and I kissed that girl, and I'll never forget it, it was so soft, I'm like, I'm like, you're, I'm like, that's what men feel when they kiss us. I'm like, that's how I know. I'm like, wow, this guy was lucky to kiss us, because we're so soft. That's what I learned from that. You should see this guy on YouTube. On YouTube. I watch YouTube quite a bit, and it's a black guy there, and he has a show on there. I'm going to be serious, it's on there. He has a show on there. Do you still watch The Real Slim Sherry? I'm sure I do. Oh my god, I'll have to send it to you. She's so funny, she talks about Gen X's, and she swears a lot, but that's okay, you don't have to. Oh, this is, but there he is. Oh. It's Steve Harvey. Oh yeah, Steve Harvey. Yeah, I know him. Do you? And you know what, one of my girlfriend's husbands, his name is Steve Harvey, and he's white, super white. Oh, really? I've been watching him, and he's just so fucking funny. No, he's just so funny. Oh my, if you're into comedians, I just learned about a few, because Troy told me about a couple, because he loves them too, and I mean, they're so, I'll find them, they're so funny, like you're just, it's like, they're so funny when they're, you know, and Matt Rice, you watch Matt Rice too, right? Matt Rice, I don't know him. You haven't heard of him, but I've heard of him. No, you said you did before, so I'll send it to you. He's the young guy who kind of like, he's the young guy who doesn't have a script. He just talks to people in the crowd. Oh, I think I've seen him once, but I don't remember his name. I'll send it to you, mom. You will love it. You know, so every time I'm like, he's like, he really flirts with the older ladies, and it's so funny, like some of the older ladies, and they just like, the one lady had a t-shirt on, and so it's like, she had, she lifted up her shirt, but it was her boobs, so it was just a picture. Like, she's like, there's really funny things that, but he's like, oh, he flirts with the older, he just says, oh, how old are you? She's like, you know, and ADQ's like, oh, yeah. Oh, yeah, no, I just, I love, you know, I guess I'm just so tired of the radio, and I'm so tired of the TV, you know, but this is just fabulous. I know. Yeah, you know, just, yeah, just, and you still get the new things, you still get the news, you know, yeah, so. Yeah, there's actually, you can see everything, there's anything you want. Like, if you want to learn something, you go on YouTube, and like, if you're, if you can't, like, if you're, but just while you're broken, you wanted to fix it, you can go on YouTube and ask YouTube, and they'll give you a video. You can do anything with that, yeah. Well, that's cool. Right, you want any, like, recipes? Right, you can go in there and get all the recipes, yep. Okay. I'm really disappointed, yeah, I'm going on and on and on. Yeah, I know, yeah, let somebody knock on the door, please. Oh, no, he's not, he's not knocking. Knocking, I thought you were knocking on the door. Huh? I don't know, I don't know, I don't drink. I love, I don't remember. I do, but he's gay, you know that. Of course he is, yeah, of course I don't remember. Yeah, I hope he finds a nice girl. Oh, he won't. But you just said that about Faith. You've never seen him with that mother. Well, you know, he's not gay. I know, but the point is that you think it's okay for him to be gay. Oh, I love you. It's okay for him to be gay, right, but it's not okay for Faithy to be gay. Right, because you're kind of like, well, you know, it's better if she's with the boy. I'm just, I'm just giving you a hard time, Mom. Oh, that's okay. Yeah. What is that, a garbage pail or what? Yeah, I just don't care. Well, yeah, he's a good man. He's got, you know, he made, he made, uh, he made the template. Yeah, he's going through the space and all that. Oh good, I hope he gets back up there. Because he returned to his first love after 24, 5 years. Oh, that's good. You mean like a girl or are you talking about Faith? No, I'm talking about Elon Musk. Yeah, but are you talking about Elon Musk's girl? Yeah, girl. Oh my God, Mom, you're, you're talking about who's dating who? Well, I'm not loving, are you? I love you, Mom. No, I love you so much. Yeah, I love you, Mom. Oh no, yeah, I keep thinking about the will. I'm thinking, I just keep thinking it's like a video game or something like, it's like, where's the will? What, where's my will? No, the will, no, um, the Tanya, Tanya's, they're looking for, Tanya's looking for that lady's will, remember? Now I have this thing in my head, I'm like, where's the will? I'm like, where's the will? Now I have the picture in my head, the will's in another safety box somewhere, but we have to figure out how to get it. I'm like, now my head's a video game. Seriously, Tanya, yeah, that's, that's actually be a fun, it's like being a detective. So Tanya's coming Monday, Tanya's coming, uh, Tanya and I are gonna be there together and she's gonna go through more paperwork for the, for the will. Oh good. And everything else. Yeah, okay. So that's just. Well, I'm sure she, I'm sure she can't wait. Well, it's just that I haven't done anything. What if I smoke tomorrow? Well, everything's done already. Nope, no one's here. Well, well, not everything. Yeah, no, yeah, you do what you need to do. I'm gonna do what I need to do. Hopefully, hopefully Tanya doesn't influence you. And you know what you got. I always worry about that. You know, I don't know. I don't know. That's why I'm like, I don't know. I'm also just giving it to God. I don't, you know what it is, what it is. And whatever happens, whatever happens is what happens for a reason. Yeah, exactly. We'll talk about it when you get here. Yeah. Okay. That sounds good. Yeah. So yeah, I'm back on here on January 9th and I'll, and I'll give my notice on that on the first. Okay, but I have to leave in the winter, which is going to suck. Yeah, but that's okay. No, I'm just going to go slow and I'll just pack up. I might have to, I'll just have to have a little kind of U-Haul in the back. I think I'm right in my trailer. Yeah, yeah, just go slow. Yeah, just go slow. Yeah, yeah, I know. But I think, um, um, I know I'm going to look, I'm going to look for something, but not that. Cause it's, that's not like, I'd like to get a Honda or something like you. I've been looking for vans. Keep looking for vans like yours. Yeah, mine has a real, well, they do have them up here. Yeah. Yeah. And I guess that's what I've been looking at. I don't want a van like yours cause I'm going to spray paint it. Yeah. Well, no, no, I'm sorry. It's not paint, but they're good. Like these, these vans are. Well, you know, I can look, I wonder, I'll see, I should look down here, but then I'd have to carry it in the back of my car, in the back of my camper. Wait here. I'll just drive down there. Oh yeah. That's true. And come back and get it. That's true. That's true. Yeah. Yeah. That's a good. Yeah. That's true mom. You do have time. I know. Yeah. I do have time. Exactly. Well, not much. That's only not too far away, mom. Well, anyway, no, but if you do have time, you can go around and look. I guess you guys don't have any snow down there at all do you? No, no, no, no, nothing. Nope. Okay. It was like, it's still nice out still. It's a little, just a little bit chilly. But yeah, but you can still go check a few things, talk to a few people and just tell them that this is what you're looking for. And if something comes out, you know, they can let you know. For what? For the van. Oh yeah. Bye. Bye mom, I love you. Bye.