content warnings for this chapter: - the first part of this chapter focuses on harrow and her relationship with religion (christianity/catholicism specfically), her parents, and her sexuality. i will say upfront that it is not about her having internalized homophobia because of god/religion, but rather her struggle with her parents expectations of her. - doubt/disbelief in god skip through as follows if those are issues: Beginning-3:14 4:32-5:12 13:13-13:55