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Janet shares a strange experience of sudden anger followed by an overwhelming sense of peace and love. This feeling coincided with her cousin's passing, which she later found out about. She believes she tapped into his emotions. Janet finds solace in helping others through her work as a Reiki master and medium. She also shares her journey as an ADHD mom. Her podcast is for those who have felt unexplained emotions and loss. Janet aims to offer support and understanding to those who resonate with her story. Hi, this is Janet, and this is the Hot Mess Car Medium Podcast. Let me tell you about the time I looked at a clock for no reason. It was 2020, and like the rest of the world, I was working from home. I hadn't talked to anyone. All I did was send emails and a few messages here and there. All of a sudden, I was hit with rage. Just uncontrollable, Hulk-like anger. I couldn't explain it. There was no hormonal reason for it. No stress triggers. No one is around to annoy me to that level of anger. I felt like I needed to break things just to get that physical frustration out. I had to sit with it, and it lasted about an hour. And as quickly as it came, what remained was the calmest and the happiest and the best feeling I have ever felt. It felt like happiness and love was a blanket that was surrounding me, but it was also exuding from my heart. There are no words I could say that could make it make sense and make you experience what I felt. The moment I felt this way, I looked at the clock, and it said 2.30 p.m. It was the weirdest feeling, especially given the rollercoaster I had been on. I thought, okay, well, that's weird, and I went back to work. At 3 p.m., my brother called to let me know that my cousin had passed away 30 minutes before. I didn't know at the time, but I was feeling his anger at not wanting to go, the anger of not wanting to leave his family. But I also was able to experience the peace that he felt once he did go home. This is why I do the work I do. My dad passed away five years ago, and I miss him every day. But what helps me is to know that I experienced at least .0001% of that peace and love that he felt when he went home, too. I'm a Reiki master, a medium, and an ADHD mom who was diagnosed in 2023 and honestly cried tears of happiness because I finally found that I wasn't broken, that my brain just worked differently. This podcast is for moms who have cried by themselves in the car, for the women who have lost somebody and didn't get to say goodbye, and for the women who have felt things they can't explain and have never been told it's okay. If any of that resonated with you, follow along. Something's going to stick. I'm Janet, and this is the Hot Mess Car Medium Podcast.