24-05-09 Jasmin Thompson

So what's good with y'all? It's Jai Talks, bro And I'm Jai or J whatever you want to like call me whatever you feel comfortable with Honestly is to your own accord. I do not care This is my first ever Podcast bro. This is my first episode to this podcast man. And you know, let me tell you a little bit about myself, bro So, you know, I'm a funny person. I'm charismatic honestly, bro But honestly at the end of the day, I'm always gonna be myself. So that's what you can expect on this podcast Just you know, whatever you want to call it Like whatever you want to label me as whatever you care to label me as it's to your own accord I am just a girl That needs to be said bro, but just to get into you know me talking and stuff like that again This is my first time so bear with me y'all honestly bear with me on this topic, bro But honestly while I'm into I love fashion, bro. I love cars, bro. I love I just love I love food I'm a foodie bro. I love to be a date back on like, you know on me, bro, but you know I'm a Christian bro. I believe in God and you know, honestly, that's probably gonna be my main values, bro But honestly, I think about I am you know, but you know what Christians bro I feel like every Christian has their flaws every Christian has the stuff that they go through stuff that they own you know the comeback of it and my thing is that like again like I want to keep the pg-13 on this Podcast bro, but you know, I tend to curse a lot. And yeah, so when y'all do every curse, bro I'll probably might feel like a little sound effect like a Cockadoodledoo or chicken or whatever? But yeah, so yeah, bro Honestly, like another thing I love is animals, but you know, here's the thing Animals, but I don't really get like there's a specific Animal that honestly I do I despise bro And I don't understand why people feel the need to like like to be around this animal this animal I'm talking about cats Listen, I don't understand why people love cats I don't I don't get it because listen with the cat with the cat bro I can't is gonna like beat you up gonna clutch you gonna do all this stuff Like whereas the dog a dog is loyal like a dog will always stick by your side, bro and a dog is always gonna be there for you like for example, like Honestly, man, maybe I'm biased cuz I'm allergic to cats. Maybe I'm biased but again I'm allergic to cats and dogs and I would rather have a dog by my side than a cat and I can actually name a Perfect example the other day. I was on tik-tok and I'm a tik-tok addict Honestly, so I might make a lot of references to this app But the other day I was on tik-tok and y'all probably has seen it too there was this lady bro, and she was literally walking with her dog, right and This looks me also in a different topic, bro. This is like this is trend on tik-tok, right and It's like bear versus man people always talking about Oh, would you rather be around a man or a bear and here's the thing like and here's the perfect example of this situation I'm ADHD so I'm gonna be switching from topic but um Honestly, listen, I saw on tik-tok a video of this girl literally walking down the park with her dog Right walking like down the sidewalk of like a complex building or whatever And it was a recording of this dude recording her talking about. Oh, can I get your number? Oh, literally harassing her. So she had said one time like like hey, can I get your number? She said nah, I'm good, right? Bro, buddy was not giving up bro. He said it a second time a literally like he's like it ain't take none Get your number that I does other though and he's he's but mind you he's the one recording Post this on tik-tok and he's like, let me get your number that uh, they're still pursuing her and Literally like he's saying no, but I'm good And now like now buddy is literally a third time third or fourth time. He was persistent, bro he would not give up bro, and he had persist on this girl and said hey, let me get your number and She's like yo, like I said no and he started running at her and he's like she's like yo I got a service dog I got a guard dog that my dog will bite you but he said bro Like he knows the girl saying oh the dog not gonna bite me the dogs not gonna hurt me And he really ran up like was running like about to like get on the girl and what does the dog do? Dog bit her and so listen, okay, you know, okay. Listen, this is why dogs are loyal But this is why dogs are like trusted animals cuz listen, they gonna stick up for you Especially like when you can't stick up for your own self, but you know, listen with this whole trend bear versus man this is why like y'all buddies don't realize y'all y'all motherfuckers don't realize that Bro, like y'all make it bad for y'allself y'all prove why? These why females would rather choose a dog over it. I mean a bear over a man, bro Listen bro, listen, y'all make it worse for y'allself And then like it's like them and it always be them overly masculine people It's not overly overly like it's like unsecure with themselves like they like, you know Dixie in a mufflers bro, that'd be like put it on like a whole show, bro Trying to like say like oh like if I was if you was attacking the bear or a man, bro Then you know like y'all gonna be scared bro If y'all was in the woods of the bears and a man it is more and listen This is coming from me mind you look at look at the camera Especially for those who are looking at my youtube page bro. Look at on the video bro. Look into my face Y'all make it worse for yourself me personally. I have a story well I have a story bro of my personal experience with why I would choose a bear over man Mind you mind you mind you and listen, this is why y'all should also fear me bro. Y'all should fear me cuz Look this thing you would think that a man was like a niggas not gonna approach you like, you know No, but it's not safe for anybody out here. And here's why bro So I had went to Atlanta for spring break bro, and you know, I'm traveling. I'm coming back, bro I'm coming back to go back to college because again, I'm a college student So I'm like traveling going back to college bro, and I take a Greyhound mind you this is I have a terrible terrible experience with Greyhound right and we get on the I get on the bus to go back to back up north to um to my college I stay in like, Illinois and stuff like that and You know as I'm traveling bro. Tell me why we're like so I left like the bus station around like 3 P.m. And it was like gonna take me I was supposed to arrive at them cuz there's like, you know Greyhounders like separate spot stops to your Until you get to your destination and I will never take Greyhound again because this situation Listen, so we traveling like a good like five hours go to him, bro. I'm chillin, bro I'm sitting next to this Canadian basketball player. He talking like he's okie-dokie and he's like talking up a storm about himself and I'm like I cool whatever and You know we traveling bro, like like these like these two girls behind me, bro Would not leave me alone and like really on in my ear talking about some like just on some weird stuff, bro But that wasn't that wasn't the worst of the story, right? So five minutes five hours in bro we finally get to the one of the stops right and we were in like it was like the border of Georgia going into Nashville and mind you my first stop was a Nashville, Tennessee and I'm like, like I'm like five hours in we at the spot and like, you know If you know again, you know Greyhound like they take little mini stops like and you know to use bathroom get snacks or whatever So like the stop says like 10 minutes and like if you know if you got that app It's gonna tell you like, all right, it takes 10 minutes to get to you know To get to the station I mean it takes 10 minutes until they leave like to go to the next destination, right? So I'm like sitting on the bus. I'm like, I'm good. I don't need to like, you know, I don't need to use restroom or anything I don't need to get no snacks. I'm straight. So I'm sitting in the bus, right and I'm like, it's like 10 minutes goes by right? So I'm thinking I'm like I cool mind you there was another bus There was another Greyhound spot. Like this is a main Greyhound gas station Like like a bunch of Greyhounds would stop at this bit at this I can't say it. I can't say the word specific and I never can say it correctly, but They can't make all these every Greyhound stops at this specific gas station, right and Tell me why it like 10 minutes go by we chillin, you know, I'm thinking okay, we're gonna get to our next destination, right? So I'm thinking like I cool tell me why 20 minutes pass and I'm thinking I'm still seeing on this bus With these yapping ass people bro wondering like bro. Why are we aren't we moving yet? And I'm thinking to my mind whatever I'm like, I'm not gonna make a big deal of it, right? So I'm like sitting down Then I see like the bus driver get off the bus and she's talking to one of the Greyhound people he's pointing at the tires like literally like, you know worried like Completely Concerned look on his face and I'm like, bro. What is going on? So she gets back on the bus Tell me why this lady gets back on the bus and just sits down and goes her phone So like she sits down with her phone and like at least like I don't think anything of it I'm thinking I'm like maybe like, you know, maybe like something happened, but you know what I'm saying? And but she's not gonna she's not saying anything. She's just sitting on her phone really scrolling on like Twitter tik-tok or Instagram I don't know what she's so going on socials, right, right and basically, like Like a good then it's like a good 40 minutes go by right it's much mind you we were supposed to only be on this bus step on this bus stop for like what like Ten minutes and it's like currently like seven o'clock and I'm like thinking to myself man Like I got my next bus leaving at ten o'clock, bro And this was only supposed to be like a seven hour drive and I'm thinking I'm like, alright, whatever So that's what I'm like after 40 minutes. I'm like, yo, yo like something's up, bro And I go up to like literally here's the thing, bro I didn't occur to me like people were so calm Nobody questioned this except for me bro, everybody like bro I'm telling you Greyhound is like a fever dream because literally people were sitting on this bus not Caring you having a care in the world bro, and I'm the only one like bro. Why isn't the bus moving? So I get up and I'm walking down to the bus like down the aisle of the bus and I go up to the lady And I'm just like yo, what's going on with the bus right now? And she's just like she's like, you know, like She said it's so not to want to she's like, uh, the tires on the bus is like, um They're they're on fire. I said what you say repeat that again And she's like, she's like the tires on the bus is on fire. I don't think it's myself bro Listen listen, listen, listen, I don't ever want to call a female Right, but this has to be the most dumb-ass person Well, how does she even get the job with Michael? There's my instant question. I'm like think it's my son I'm like, aren't you supposed to like make a PA announcement or something? Aren't you supposed to like, you know, tell someone like what's going on? Like, you know, at least tell us what's going on and she's just like it's not mine She's like that's not a part of my job description. I said a part of your what I'm not like to get to myself like Bro, how does this I was like to my son like bro, like like this is the actual fever dream I'm like this cannot be real right now So I'm like I go back to the back of the bus and I'm like, you know Then people on game cozy and stuff like that. There was these two nagging girls not listen Listen again, like I don't know if you know like if you just think about the most The definition of ghetto just think about the definition of ghetto. These are these two girls behind me It's like that Canadian little Basketball player next to me and then there's this like homeless white dude, like right diagonal So I'm like walking bro. And like bro, honestly, listen, I don't know like I'm not I'm not a rude person But honestly a lot of things when I get pissed off bro, I start noticing a lot of things So I'm like this homeless dude comes up to me, right and like I guess I'm like he's the one He seems to be the only one who peeps this and he's like This dude, by the way, he just smelled I couldn't even like look him in the eye I couldn't even talk to his ass bro, but like he like looked into my eyes He's like yo, what's going on with the bus? Like it's like he's just trying to match my swing like he you could tell that he was like, you know You could tell that he got his I'm like, you know Like and maybe maybe he was like that but like you could tell that he's trying hard to like be someone But like Why are we sitting on the bus right now shit like shouldn't we be off the bus if the tires are on fire? Wouldn't the bus be able to catch on fire? After I had that thought I went back to the front of the bus not ask for that. I'm like Should we be on the bus right now? She goes like I don't know. I gotta call someone She's like, I don't really like I just got this girl. Why are you here? Like you're a Greyhound employee Why are you here right now bro, and I'm just thinking I'm like bro like nah So like I'm thinking I'm like aren't you supposed to call someone She's like, I don't really have the information for that that it does. I'm like, I just walked off the bus I'm like, you know what I said, I really got all my stuff and I walked off the bus. I'm like you listen I'm not gonna stay on this bus and these these like the bus end up blowing up because of your anger you're ignorant. I Can't again. I'm the list. I can't speak bro because you're in there. Y'all know what I'm trying to say because you're Cuz of your Her dumb ass cuz of her dumb ass, bro. But anyways Listen, like I just got off the bus. I'm just like bro. I'm done I'm done So I walk off I get my stuff bro, and there's these two like Hispanic dudes like I like they're like Hispanic but black right? They're like You look like me Puerto Rican, right? And please do not come for me. Please do not come for me You don't cancel me in any way. I promise you I'm a good person bro. Like honestly like I just I'm just again I must be myself. I'm speaking from like my heart bro. Like I'm just speaking. I'm just talking about so, please do not take anything I say seriously or too hard cuz like honestly like Like honestly, well, I'm a good person. I promise but it is these two Hispanic Puerto Rican guys, right? and They like come up to me and they just like talking like they're talking in Spanish and I don't know Spanish like that And I was just like like I just said for no like though I said the bus for no and they were just like that I guess they understood what I said, cuz there's just their faces were like shot Like they're just like like for no like the buses. I'm like, bro Yes, bro and then like I guess like oh There's like a little kid that like spoke Spanish like spoke Spanish and English and translated. He's like He's like, so why are they still on the bus? And I'm just like I'm trying to figure out the same question This lady still has them on the bus literally like being addictive and like maybe like she okay Here's the thing, but also this bus driver. She looks a bark orders, bro She telling us to sit on the bus seeing our signs Do you know that up but you don't want to you don't want to actually be responsible for an actual emergency that's happening So that's what I'm like, right. I'm like at that point. I'm just like So I'll go in the gas station and I'm like, I instantly I thought I try to find us greyhounds Get like number and I'm like calling them. I'm just like we like calling them like finally after like 40 different Like no, I'm telling you great home is the worst way worst Mode of transportation because I'm calling them and it took me 40 different Took 40 different times for me to actually talk to an actual real person so I finally get to the like the person that actually like Responsible and like can like help you and stuff like that and I'm like talking to him and I'm just like a bro Listen, we're it's similar. It's like right now. It's like right now. It's nine My bus leaves in the next hour, bro I already know I'm not gonna make that bitch and like listen, I'm just like calm like listen My bus is at 10 o'clock 1030 or whatever time it was Like I'd say like a bro like honestly like we're stranded out here. The bus driver is not doing anything What's going on? Is there a bus coming or whatever? He's like, oh, yeah the the problem like is like a report was reported from the other bus driver that was there and Another bus is gonna be coming in the next 60 like like he said next 60 to 90 minutes Tell me why it was two hours. So like right. So listen, I'm sitting there outside It's freezing cold. It's like 50 degrees outside, right and like to some people that might be good weather, right? Yeah, y'all like Illinoisans like to the northerners is good weather But listen, I was in the I was in the south at the time and I was just coming back from like warm weather To go into like now I'm freezing bro. I'm miserable, bro I'm just I'm just a kid bro Like this is my first mind you this is my first ever Greyhound first and last ever Greyhound experience and I'm just like the it's awesome. I am from frickin dumb I'm done with this shit. So Like he said 90 to 60 minutes, right and I'm just thinking I asked him like yo, can I get a refund? Tell me why I do say oh you had to go online Da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da- Da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da- So finally the bus driver like the second bus comes and you know everybody's happy everybody's clapping And it was these two like nice like bus drivers, bro. They seem like oh, I'm sorry for inconvenience Being so nice tell me why the bus driver from before goes like listen We not even switching it up before y'all still listening to me girl. Who are you? Who are you and why do you have this job, bro? And I'm leaving tomorrow so like no one is talking so I'm the one who said I'm just like a listen Ain't nobody listen to your ass right now, and we hit that shit her up, bro That's a real fact cuz I'm just like you telling people. Oh go back to the sign seats listen Orders now you want to bark orders, but beforehand you just scrolling on tik-tok while the bus is on fire, bro and like So we get on the the second bus honestly honestly I could realize say that was that bus ride was like probably so magical. I got some good sleep, bro honestly, I'm like listen to the The Canadian dude talk about whatever like traveling basketball. He's going to And like bro, these two girls bro mind you forgot piece of the story, bro While I was on the bus, bro And we were waiting for them five hours, bro When I went back on the bus to get a few things right tell me why so I'm sitting on the bus Right and mind you like I'm a Christian, and I'm not really I like yeah I dress like I dress masculine, but I don't really partake in like the sexual part and There's this girl right and she's like behind me right and she like talking to me like crazy Bro, so listen, so I'm saying I'm lying my business. I'm on my phone. She's saying like oh I like you you look like a little tomboy you a tomboy, and I'm like nothing is myself I'm like this girl must not be talking to me. She cannot be talking to me right now I like so I'm thinking to us. I'm like I'm just gonna ignore her now Her friend terms, but you don't hear her talking to you, and I'm like bro. That's what I'm just late I literally just looked at her instantly. I'm like bro listen listen I'm not I'm not talking to nobody like I'm not gonna talk to no stranger. I don't know you so It's what I go out my phone I like pull my phone out take my friend a list I took her like Pretend to be my girl real quick, and she's like my friend has always been a W She's a W person bro because she's just like I bet so She calls me and she's like She's like are you okay? She she did her role perfectly. She like played her role completely perfectly right? She's like a bay like are you okay? I miss you that I know and I'm just like yo like I'm good, bro Try to play it off like a bro like I already got a girl like don't lay off These girls feel like they like harassing me Thomas up Oh, she caught her girlfriend tell her girl that she's fine doesn't just always a bunch of nonsense And I just and I just talked to my friend say yo, can you just stay in the phone? Until it blows over so yeah So finally you like after that like I had still on the phone with her the entire time I got my good. We've got back to the bus go got my good sleep, bro We found again to Houston right finally in Houston, Tennessee And it was like a two-hour drive, and I'm like thank God like really like I was praying the entire time, bro I was really I was literally like like I was depending on God I said God like you have to get me out of the situation I was just praying to God that he's gonna help me, and he did I was just thank you guys and I finally get off the bus bro and like This lady's still barking orders saying talking about song a like make sure y'all like one at one at a time Like make sure y'all like get your suitcases that I does talk like listen like to y'all it might be like oh She was just being so vindictive like it was her tone It's like okay You know how a person could be talking to you and be saying like they're the words that they're saying out of their mouth Might be like okay harmless But like their tone and body language is saying something something completely different that was her that was completely her And she was even petty more paid towards me because I'm the one who actually did some I'm the one who actually called her. I'm gonna a bro. That's all as well We stand in the middle nowhere, but after she did she really on tick-tock scrolling like like like we were doing nothing, bro everything but her job So right we finally get all great. How go we're finally in like the great home get a Great home like whatever you call it like it's like the great home building in Nashville like like great home headquarters in Nashville, right? and oh I go I go to like the customer service And it was like this like tall like it was like this this like this dude right this tall like black black dude right and I'm like all right like I'm thinking I'm like listen like I got good friend I became like you know pretty cool with like the Canadian dude, so he's been like having my back the entire time He's been like watching my back. So like make jokes and stuff like that I just recently got like a tattoo while I was in like Atlanta he was giving me advice on how to take care of it and stuff like that because it was my first tattoo So he had like honestly he was having my back and honestly so he had me and him had walked to I Realized that he was somebody I could trust so me and him I walked to customer service Instantly as soon as the black guy has seen him. He's just like hey, bro. Listen. You look like you work out Do you look like you you mad tall like honestly? instantly goes into like promoting himself like as a personal trainer, and I'm like Bro, we you talking about some personal trainer shit, bro We literally just was stranded like in the middle of nowhere for five hours This is the least of our problems right now And he's just like like you could even I guess like the black guy has seen it on our faces that Listen like shut the fuck up and just help us do your job and like yeah, cuz he instantly was just like oh like He's just like then you could just like it was the silence was so real cuz after he had said it It was just me and the Canadian guy literally staring at his ass like are you serious right now? He's just like after like a good like two minutes of silence He instantly goes back to like oh, I'm sorry whatever and like he goes like okay Like he again, he's like he's really he's like dick riding right now on this Canadian Do's like on this on this Canadian do like just just like swallowing Bro, because listen the reason why I say that cuz it's like the afterwards. Yeah instantly got him He's like oh, I got you bro like duh. Duh. Duh. He's like. I got you a bus ride binds you It's how it's now like 3 a.m.. In the morning, and he's like oh I got you for the next bus at 4 so like he's like I cool like now I'm like I guess that's the perks of being an international basketball player. I don't know who's doing Maybe he was somebody like famous or whatever, but honestly I couldn't care less so like Next it was me right and listen like again. I'm just Masquerade like how y'all see me now. It's how I always dress bro. It's how I always look bro at that time I will say I look more tomboy, but I was a very cool right so he finally like the Canadian guy He goes out. He waits. He sits to go wait for his bus right finally was my turn So I'm like I'm mad bro like I'm just like bro like my bus had left at 1030 right now It's 3 a.m.. I need to get on the next bet bus like by today, right? Tell me why this dude literally goes Closes the door, and he's like this is And this is why? Listen listen with me Okay, if it was if I was any other girl This is why I would choose a bear over a man to me This is why you don't want to be in a room along with me because listen listen So we're currently Like we're currently Sitting in the room he closes the door, and I'm talking to him, and I'm just like a sir like honestly I just need to get to the next bus like As soon as possible today. He's talking about some he's not on my phone. Oh, sweetheart. It's okay Everything's gonna work out with that uh duh and mind you mind you. I'm just like I'm honestly I'm like 19 years old right dude is like 34 he's like he looks like actually nope I scratch that he looks like he's 43 He was mad old bro, and I'm like I'm like Mama, I'm like sweetheart sweetheart So I'm thinking to myself. I'm like bro like man. I say listen. He's like. He's like. It's okay, baby You don't have to be so rough like you could smile at times listen I see why y'all hate I see why y'all girls hate that broken as soon as you said to me I told him I said listen. I don't know what the fuck you think is gonna happen right now But listen I will punch you in your face if you don't get me in the next bus right now I had so I have my keys right I had held my keys. I put this is trick Let me show y'all a trick so if y'all have y'all keys right put y'all keys in the middle of your fingers, bro And like that's cool. That's a weapon so cuz I didn't have like no taste or anything But I said I put it in space. I said listen you motherfucker if you don't get me on the next bus I'm gonna fuck you. Well. I told his ass. I said you I could report you a police are out there right now I could report you for being a little fucking pedophile you creepy ass nigga And I said if you don't get me on this next fucking bus. I'm gonna. I'm honestly gonna make your life Hell right now, so he's just like Instantly his mood goes into you know Listen this is why I'm saying like y'all y'all man So insecure bro y'all can't take like yeah, it's okay for me It's all like it's obvious that like I don't swim like that like this. It's so obvious. I don't swim like that right Like this man got so like like I don't even know how to describe it so sensitive He goes like his entire demeanor change And he's like he became from like this like this macho man to like a actual complete asshole like Thomas Oh, oh like he's like. Oh, I didn't like he's like. He's just talking like he was just saying like oh Alright, I got you Like just being like petty you know I'm saying that he had that petty tone in his voice so Like he goes like oh like the next bus. I can get you on Back to where I stay at is literally like the next day or two, and I'm like think it's myself like bro You being so serious right now. You was just saying that you're gonna help me my situation now the next bus I can get on is two days from now. I said listen. I'm stranded in the middle of nowhere I'm in Nashville, Tennessee. I'm the city of racist dancing white people I do not want to be here right now, and I'm just like get me on the bus today, bro You just said and he's like alright. Let me make a call, but we'll do down whatever whatever No, no, and he goes like oh the next bus I could get you on is a an hour away from where you stay I said you gotta be so freaking serious I say you gotta be so serious, bro, and listen like listen as a call to it Like I'm a freshman car I just like I just like finish like my freshman year of college right and I'm like in my head I'm like and my parents have this rule right or like you can't have a car for like the first Like year of college right and I'm like cool, so I didn't have a vehicle I mean, I wouldn't be taking freaking Greyhound if I didn't have a vehicle and So I'm thinking to myself how the frick am I supposed to get back to where I stay at an hour away, right? And I'm just thinking to myself and mind you the bus is gonna. Take me in the middle of nowhere again, bro Like no uber no freaking transportation And I start freaking out bro And like I see it told me that guess who walks in that dumbass girl who's riding the bus And she's like she's like you could tell that okay like he she's big rather him bro because she's like oh, hey Like oh, hey I'll like toned up you can see but you could tell him that he's stressed out cuz now he like he's responsible Now he's take care of 20 plus people to get through their transportation He's just like I like he's like hey you could tell you know what you know you could tell like Y'all ladies gotta tell me like you bro, so but he's like I whatever and I'm just I really this like you could see that She is I saw her I say I told her I'm like and and let me tell you something You need also get her fired Cuz she ain't do her job at all and she is like after I said that yeah walked out She ain't say a word, so I'm just like listen. I just walked out I'm like panicking whatever and like I walk out and And My man, I was so miserable cuz I'm just like I'm being hit on by dude. I'm like I'm first I'm stranded in the middle of nowhere Next I'm like hit being hit by like like to y'all maybe like maybe y'all girls like might be like that, but I'm not the one so I'm like I'm like a hit bomb I do bro weird as hell, bro I come out the freaking the customer service I'm like freaking out bro, and I'm like bro like I don't even know what to do right now Tell me why like is these two homeless dudes that come up to me. He's they're just like hey, bro like listen like Oh, you are you you guys don't like um just talking about something you got some shake or whatever. I'm just like no And I don't even mean like I kind of feel bad now because it's just like I feel bad now because at that time I'm like bro like I came up, but at that time I was so hot like bro You don't see the stress on my face right now you come up to me about some shake or whatever and I said No, I said got my face, bro, so I sit down. I'm like freaking out. I called great hot. I'm like listen Y'all are responsible for me missing my bus y'all gotta find a bus for me today Cuz I'm not about to stay in the middle in freaking Nashville, Tennessee Like like for two days with no no hotel nowhere to stay right and They're just like oh, there's nothing we could do for you like what y'all it's y'all fault And there's nothing y'all could do for me. I'm like bro. I got I was so hot bro Honestly, I was on the verge of tears, bro I was so hot bro Like y'all ever been so mad to a point y'all feel like y'all can like crash out or like cry, bro Honest that was that was my anger level at that time cuz I'm like what I can't get a refund Too I'm in the middle of nowhere three It's like I just got hit on by some weird-ass nigga, and I'm just like this is a whole bunch of nonsense, bro So I'm just like listen Like I went to my last resort I call my mom Come on. I said listen. I said mom like I'm Nashville, Tennessee and She's just like like any as any concern mom would be she's just like she was worried right with me She's like like instantly like five minutes. She had calmed me down She's like I'm gonna get to the next flight out of there sound like I cool right so basically I got I kind of caught a flight right and I Got international I was just like literally like homeless the homeless guy was just like mind you don't ever Talk don't ever tell homeless person y'all business bro like he was just asking me, but you like oh, you got a flight No, no, he was he's dropping on my conversation. I said no not for you, and I was just like like I don't But he was in Greyhound, but the dude look homeless. He smelled like he smelled like he just reached, bro and maybe wasn't but uh That was the vibe. I was getting so I'm just like listen like I was so miserable. I went on that cop a taxi and I left I Got into because I stay I stay in Chicago, so I got to Chicago when I went by my day But when I got back to my dorm though I was literally like I don't wanna say I was kissing the ground cuz I was kissing the ground crazy But like bro, I was so happy. I was just laying on the floor, but I was so happy bro cuz I man I thought that was the I thought that was the last day of my last day on earth, bro Honestly that was so standard bro, but honestly like I feel like that's why that's a perfect example Perfect example of why these females are saying that they would rather choose a bear over a man And that's exactly why cuz here's the thing here's the thing with me If I whether like whether it's a bear on man, you better be scared like I don't care cuz either one could get it I'm gonna hit you. I'm gonna hurt you and you're not gonna like it, but with anybody else Listen listen, it's weirdos like you is where I'm talking to them that grown-ass man, bro It's the weirdos like you that make people like that make females not want like that make the team was come to me Listen, it's man like y'all bro that make females come to me, bro Because y'all can't like y'all don't know when to say like no y'all don't want to take a no Y'all don't know when to when to be professional and when not to be bro It's weirdos like you like y'all just don't know when to like just When y'all like just don't know when to like, you know Just be chill bro. Like let the vibe happen, bro. Cuz honestly when you do weird, but like it's good Okay, listen, I'm not saying that every man out here is like crazy But I'm not saying that every man out here is like weird like, you know, you should like go to me I mean, listen, listen, that's you know, that's more free. I ain't got no competition. I ain't mad right but listen, listen like There's good guys out here but honestly for the guys who say who don't understand cuz honestly all these girls want you to do is just understand the fact that like the reason why we would rather not go to a bear we would rather go to a bear than the man is cuz of shit like that and Honestly, if it was to went to if like y'all actually listen and took that advice a lot could change So y'all don't have to be like sensitive. Oh, oh like I feel like that y'all females shouldn't go to a Bear instead of a man. That's just weird. Oh that uh, like a bear can't look like no bro Like a girl just wants to be understood She don't care about what you can cuz she could listen she could get from anywhere else But a girl who like that like if a girl feels like I'm broke listen to what I'm saying I'm dropping actual knowledge You the best way to a girl's heart is to understand what she's saying Even when if you even if you don't understand bro Try to understand or pretend to understand because if you when you start to understand and you show like Actions and mind you listen, these girls ain't listening to y'all words no more It's about actions because a nigga can talk her a girl's heart out and saying like oh, I'm gonna do this for you I'm gonna do that for you and Not like not ever do it because again like words don't mean nothing It's about the actions and when you find when you actually like like change your heart, bro See it from a different point of view and show it Like then you more likely you're gonna find the one for you then like, you know Then these going as you know, then the going that's what I don't know. I'm going as girls, you know, I'm saying so yeah But um, you know like honestly the best thing to do though. I would say rather than just you know Trying like to try to like will grow over talk. Just focus on yourself, dude Focus on building your wealth bro focus on do what you need to do the same goes for y'all girls, bro Because honestly the second you actually understand yourself the second you find self-love for yourself and you want I'm doing right now I ain't with nobody. I'm single bro, and I'm happily single bro, because like I'm not worried about like I'm not worried about the next Person I'm gonna talk to you I'm not worried about the next like next person that's gonna come up to me on the next person I'm about like it's I'm worried about what can I do? What can I do for me? What can I do to understand myself and when I have that understanding myself and I don't tell myself these things I show it to Myself and I prove it to myself Then that's my self-love because at the end of the day that's all that matters is the love that you have for yourself the love That you have for God. So honestly, but like Honestly, isn't it crazy? Not like now I'll talk about that, bro I find it crazy in this generation how like like how like Open everybody is though, right? Listen compared like like listen like Like the rainbow squad Compared to like people in like the 1900 bro We got it so good cuz I'll go again like I'm a tick-tock at it I'll be school I'll take time all day bro, and I assume this guy bro He was talking about how like it's like there's this like that was a trend now We're like a sassy minute. Listen, there's nothing wrong with being a sassy guy, right? There's nothing wrong with it There's nothing wrong with being a sassy girl There's nothing wrong with being a masculine guy something wrong being messing girl like be who you want to be But I seen he's like listen this dude Listen, my gaydar is so off now these days because this dude sounds like he sounds gay He looks gay. He acts gay, but he's not and I'm just like that Actually confused the fuck on me, especially as like a masculine presenting female bro that shit like, okay, listen, listen listen, I get what I had said like what the Like, okay, like I do. Okay. Listen, I would never go to a guy. I would prefer females, right? Right, so that's like, you know, that's why I act the way I mean I have the way I X I am who I am like, that's just my personality But you know like some of it like I would rather go to the other side and go to you know You know what I say, right? But it confused me when you see I'm like, okay I see I see a set I see I have to see a gay man, but he's not gay this dude I'm awesome. Oh, I love like, you know, and I just love you see that Like Oh Bring it over here. Like listen, like he literally was raising these girls up in the most sassiest way possible Just like bro, like that's not even like and I'm like speaking to myself Imagine if we if us as a population now us as a generation now was born back in the 1900s I feel so bad for those because it's like nowadays. It's like everybody's gay, bro. I'm telling you bro It's like nowadays everybody's like everybody's just open and I'm just like I was thinking to myself What if it was like that like what if we were in the 1900s I feel so bad for the it's like maybe it was always like that and I feel bad and maybe think of the people who actually Were like were like gay or like forced into a relationship with a person that they didn't want to be with That's what I always think about. Um, like that's why I feel like what you mean what Christians like Again, I'm a Christian, but I'm not religious That's those are two different things and like like you could hate me or not but religion and being a Christian Okay, listen, I believe in God. I might I'm supposed to name Sam a Christian. I believe in God I believe in Jesus Christ, but listen, I don't believe in the religious part about it I don't believe in like the oh you have to act you have to be this way You have to act this way if Jesus Christ died for our sins and the prophecy was fulfilled Then listen the only real thing that you have to do to get to Christ is to have a relationship with him But I'm not gonna even go into that right now But like I'm talking about like the 1900s where people are forced into a relationship with in like with another person because of the religion aspect of it and Not be able to be the person that they want or now I feel so bad for people like that, bro Cuz it was the 1900s bro have the shit that we do now as a generation We could not do bro. You see do you talk in my car? I say bro, if we lose the 1900s like bro like man people people have to be so miserable out of their minds, bro, because I'm telling you it was so different. It was so different back then but honestly like like that also made me think of like Y'all know like this the whole thing with uh, I'm not The whole thing with uh Kendrick and Drake though, I'm awesome. I'm gay as me bro. I'm a sassy BBL Bro like so it has started like if I'm not mistaken, bro, it has started with Kendrick like this is Like no, like okay. Listen, so it started with a first-person shooter, right and J Cole J Cole smart man, but Start with your first-person shooter. J Cole was just like, um, is it who's the goat? Is it Drake? Is it Kada? Is it me? No, I'm just gonna say I'm how Nali correct me if I'm wrong mind you like listen, like I know that a lot of people might be upset about that Correct me if I'm wrong, please just correct me like please like I'm telling y'all don't care for me, bro Have mercy on me. So again, I'm just gonna be myself and the day like I really care so But honestly like so then I went to like Kendrick talking about so a bro like like J Cole like shut the fuck up, bro and he's just like to Drake like you a bitch and I Admit song with future and Metro Boomi and you know Metro Boomi. He dissing them all like do his job You know say and like I wish I could play the song but I kept not trying to get copyrighted but uh Like I'm also like just going off bro, and if that was like that, right And then and okay, listen, listen, listen, let me switch this up real quick because there's a whole You're the whole thing with the beef and I do not want to get this wrong, bro Listen, bear with me bro. Bear with me, bro. Bear with me, bro. I'm gonna search this up real quick I need to know the order what is the order of? Songs in The Drake And the Drake versus Kendrick Kendrick Drake versus Kim, but I'm spelling Kendrick wrong, bro man, I Stick to them books, but uh Kendrick Lamar beef Right, so Okay, here's the thing. Okay, perfect Perfect. This is exactly what I'm looking for. So first, I'm March March 26 like that drops, right and Then that was featuring Kendrick Lamar Oh, no, it's like future Metro Boomi and Kendrick Lamar And then out then April 19th was push-ups by Drake really calling my Kendrick Lamar like short and stuff like that Saying that like you like basically saying you were short and that you will be All of it and then also on April 19th. He also dropped Taylor make freestyle. Now, here's the thing I didn't that's the one song I didn't listen to So if y'all if y'all know about it, can y'all like fill me in the comments like down below cuz that's what did Drake saying? That mind you let me just make it clear I'm in no way shape or form a Drake fan and neither am I like, okay, I like Kendrick Lamar But okay, here's the thing. I'm a big J Cole fan and I'm a big X fan. Let me make that clear I'm a big X fan, bro. So like I love X and Rest in peace X bro. So but that shouldn't be enough said why I don't fuck with Drake. I hate Drake bro, like Like bro, like I just like fuck J bro, cuz you killed my mom favorite rapper. Fuck you I don't care. Y'all can cut listen. Listen again. Do not cancel me, but I'm a big X fan and Actually believe that Drake has something to do wait cuz it's just some it just adds up to well, bro It adds up to well, but uh, that's a story for a different way, bro I can get into that for hours, but um then on April 3rd 30th Euphoria came out and euphoria Listen listen, so listen, this is how I imagine if this was like a boxing match This is how I imagine it, right? So it would be like it'd be like, okay so like that was like a like a dab like a like the starting of dab push-ups was like a like a like a It was like a like oh And then um, I guess Drake I don't even know I guess Drake, okay Like cuz he dropped two songs, so I'll give Drake like a like, oh, you know like oh, oh but like then euphoria was just like a like a let me grab you by your jaws type of type of feeling bro, and Then home and then like 16 la Again, I haven't listened to that song and then he dropped family matters So then that was like like I would say that was like a punch in the face But you missed cuz here's the reason why I say that is cuz Drake got a lot of his ghost His ghost writers got a lot of misinformation wrong a lot of information wrong in that song And honestly, I feel like it was like a he tried if it was correct It would be like oh, you know a jab But like a jab that it was a jab that miss and then meet the grams was like, uh, he told Drake Now he really lift Drake up and body slammed into the ground meet the grams was probably the most Diabolical song I've heard bro, and that that song right there just made me a special like Kendrick Lamar fan I again I did I wouldn't like that with Kendrick Lamar before but now I'm just like bro like I gotta listen to all this all the new songs cuz like it was like a meet the grams was like a like a body slam and then you just got uh, and like Literally, honestly, they dropped not like us and not like us. It's like a Yeah Me milky, I'm sorry, bro, but And then maybe but like, you know, like honestly the heart and then I put the heart was just like Drake like Listen, the the heart was like a Drake Drake. Just literally just literally just on the ground saying one two, three you're out because The heart on May 5th on May 5th the heart part 6 listen the heart part 6 Drake literally and I know y'all Drake fans are gonna be like, oh, it's not proven He admitted to it without even sure he meant what he admitted to it without even knowing he admitted to it, bro And he said bro, listen Kendrick Lamar said like he said strange things like referring to stranger things, but he never said anything about Millie Brown, bro Drake did bro Drake says something about that bro and like you will you really just like you cut you literally like you're like the kid who like Like who took the cookies out the cookie jar and the kid says, oh, it's not me But has a whole cookie in his hand like bro Like how like you look like how dumb are you bro? And I feel like his ghost rising right that one Like y'all say like who his ghost myself no, bro It had to be asking that was just him because again, here's the thing. He's like a minute Okay, logically, let's talk about logic. And again, I'm not a fan of me. I'm like not a big fan of neither of them, right? So this is coming from an unbiased like opinion, right? Logically, if you come up with us, let's please someone's making false accusations about me I'm going head in and I'm gonna I'm gonna find any way to deny them. You're not gonna place that on me, right? Drake the heart part six. It was like a it's like a oh, I'm caught now, but you know, I'm gonna still diss you Oh, I got I'm caught right here because listen, you would think that he would be more aggressive if these Accusations were false, but he wasn't bro And it was news because he actually wrote the song people can say so many different things But coming from an unbiased standpoint Honestly, kendrick lamar had won and if you honestly if you're a big fan out there, listen, I have love for y'all I love I have love for y'all because y'all all human at the end of the day But honestly, bro, if y'all think that drake won this y'all are truly misspoken, bro But honestly, bro, like it was so funny. Like listen, listen It was like okay euphoria with the debate, right? That's what i've been hearing euphoria is the bait, right? Meet the grams like and then drake took the bait Was like making a whole like you could tell that drake's not even trying He's not even in like completely involved into the disc And the reason why i'm saying that is because this dude took the time of his day to make a whole like promo video Like, okay. I watch cosinette this dude takes cosinette midstream talking about trying to promo family matters Took the time of his day to make a music video like who does that? Like you're you're really just trying to like make you you're trying you're just trying to promote yourself You're not actually trying to like you're not trying to actually be an actual rapper You're just trying to be a clout chaser is what i'm trying to find the words to say but like listen meet the grams So drake had took the debate with uh family matters with like the car moving whatever right? meet the grams Was like the the the i'ma kill you was like the gunshot Was like the gunshot and like Not like us was like drake. It was like sorry, not drake It was like kendrick lamar literally at that boy's funeral like doing the i can imagine kendrick lamar like at drake's funeral like this like like uh Like like piss bro, like peeing on him, bro He peeing on him like really at his funeral like doing the doggie on his ass like uh, uh, like that's how i meet That's how I like truly think of like not like us as bro because not like us was that was probably one of like and it's so crazy because it was a Like he went so crazy with the lyrics But he got people crip walking to this stuff Like he got people crip crip rock crip walking and again, i'm not no i'm not gangsta in any way Uh, like in any single way, I don't condone violence, but he uh got people crip walking in compton To this song about about Like a man being a pedophile. That is crazy, bro you got people dancing in a club to this guy being a pedophile because it's like the song is like a Like a jam like it's like a dang like oh Oh, oh, but like it's like the lyrics are just like oh Oh, oh, so i'm just like dang like It's crazy bro. It's crazy to me And then and then I feel like metro booming because you know when drake had said shut up and make some drums and you know i'm saying What did metro booming do? He made some drums. So I feel like I really feel and I I feel so bad because I love metro booming He's I love metro booming before people even knew who metro booming was bro. And honestly like Pause pause no ditty. But honestly metro booming is probably like if if I if I saw him that way, bro Metro booming. I just love you But no ditty like pause bro pause, but no ditty bro but honestly Then like you see metro booming coming out with like bbl jizzy, bro And that had to that was at the end critics, bro That was at the end credits that had to be the funniest thing in the world, bro But I when bbl jizzy came out bro, I was laughing so hard bro Because i'm just like this is the like and drake and what's going to turn out drake Metro booming literally made this a free for all diss On his ass like that has to be he not only did he be the like right now i'm saying i'm telling y'all to tell people we're in we're in the the midst of Actual history just like how your parents would sing hit him up Like by tupac and to this day they sing it. This is gonna be us like 50 years from now like like being to like not like us by kentucky marlboro because we're in the midst of history Is this dude? Going back to mitchell booming. This dude is the first dude ever to make a dismantle Discriminal, I think i'm saying it right. I don't know if i'm saying it right but uh Discriminal discriminal Y'all know what i'm trying to say, but the first person to ever do it make a diss with instruments And make it all free for all this he said he said And all you can eat buffet and before he said all class involved bro. He said everybody pay attention bro. Listen up, bro Like this is a whole class. This is a group project right now To diss on drizzy drake, bro And honestly, I found that to be the funniest thing in the world and I know that now people are coming out with accusations against metro balloons talking about some now there's like a I don't I don't was a drink who made it correct me if i'm wrong, but Um, I believe it was metrick who came up with something called like with like metro grooming And i'm like, listen, I love metro boom, but that's so that's like it made me so sad, bro Because it's just like I was laughing bro, like okay, but here's the thing here's the thing drake can't really say too much because listen you can make a diss track of this Discriminals back to like, uh metro booming talking about metro grooming, but here's the thing at that time Listen, if I feel like turn on 18 and older then like Everything you do in your childhood like that. That's like Water on the bridge because you're a child. You're a kid and when uh, there's the accusations the reason why people say metro grooming was because that Metro moving was like had tweeted in 26 20 like like 2015. Okay again, correct me if i'm wrong, but i'm just gonna make a wild guess I'm gonna say 2015. He had said tweeted that um, Something wait, let me see. Let me search this up y'all again. I'm going back on google roads I just don't want to I want to fact check myself like What? Did metro booming? Say in a tweet Tweet About A girl, I don't know what to even type about girl or something Oh, yeah, it was in okay 2004 2014. I was I was close y'all It was in 2014 and it was a tweet reading. She might be young but she Bro that's not even that's crazy. But here's the thing. Here's the thing and i'm not defending no pedophile y'all But here's the thing metro booming was 17 Any 17 boy knows that and okay, we were all 17 once you gonna say some crazy stuff. You're young, bro You're gonna say some crazy stuff we've all done some outlandish stuff like 17 and younger, bro and by the way, this was to a like a A 15 year old girl. He's like referencing like like, uh, but a 16 year old girl 15 Whatever. I don't think he was even referring a girl to be honest. I think he was just making a joke and again people 19 like 15 year olds 16 year olds 17 year olds have made some crazy stuff y'all seen discord y'all see reddit See some crazy stuff on the internet, bro. Like i've seen some some like kids say like some crazy stuff on roblox Like bro, come on like, okay, so that and that was he was 17 years old That's not comparing like that's what i'm saying drake cannot say nothing bro because That's not in comparison to like a 34 year old talking about Kissing a 16 year old on stage drake drake You are a you are a 34 34. How old is drake? But when he said it whatever time he said it how Old is drake 37 years old but when he was 34, I believe this was when he was 34 Like there's an actual photo of him kissing a 16 year old on stage, bro And when medley brown was like 15 years old, he's what kind of what kind of 34 year old? Talks to a 16 year old 15 year old girl says I miss you Oh shows up to a like has no correlation to the girl doesn't know her parents or nothing And says and shows up to her birthday party. What kind of girl does what kind of dude does that bro? And that is you cannot i'm saying like like drake has no room to talk because here's the thing Metro booming his case is reasonable. I'm like you're young bro. He's underage as well We all know at that age. You're you're stupid like you do dumb stuff But you're telling me that the you're you're like front like your front brain Didn't trigger at that time. Like maybe he doesn't have like maybe he's not fully developed yet in the head But like honestly you're telling me that your front brain lobe whatever it's called Like those cerebellums in the back Let's say uh, like tells you to do stuff like this like 17 your brain isn't fully developed Like by 25 by 34, you would think your brain is fully developed and you're still doing little boy shit little boy shit Like honestly, bro, like you cannot like you cannot say nothing bro like and it's just like like people mature over time, bro, and honestly, like bro, that made me think of like, um, y'all know that trend on tiktok like uh, The glow up trend like hbcu glow trend bro again. I'm a i'm a tiktok head bro So like forgive me for this bro, like forgive me for this like honestly i'm afraid to get back to tiktok but like there was this glow up trend bro, like i'm like thinking so I go to uh, I I go to college, uh, you know in illinois and i'm not gonna say too much about where I go, but um I like I don't go to like any hbcu. I go to a pwi and it's the saddest thing in the world, bro Man, although the school I go to it does feel like I'm at an hbcu every single day because it's like mind you like Man, like the college campus i'm at is so segregated. So we have these two sides and y'all probably gonna figure out the The school when I say this but there's like the east campus and there's like the west campus, right? and um basically They got all They got all the white people The west side and they got all the black people on the east side and I just find that to be the craziest thing So it feels like hbcu hbcu every day because uh, i'm always around like i'm on the east side And it's not like okay. So here's the thing. It's not like they purposely made it like that Again, you could choose your own dorm or whatever but for some reason it's like it's like they say like this like Listen, like, you know, uh, I recommend that you if you want to like if you want to feel more What's what's the word that they use? feel more at ease feel more, you know, um together Feel more accepted you should go on the west side to like a white person or you should go on the east side They say that like his been they always offended to be like, oh we let them choose but y'all basically like inciting like they incite like hella About like where you want to stay so i'm thinking as like any person i'm like, you know I want to accept it. I'm so like appreciated so i'll go to the east side and i'm like Oh That's why they said that so like like yeah, so um but now like Going back to the glow-up trend bro. I've been seeing like it made me feel so regret like howard bro Howard has it bro. Howard is popping right now because i've been seeing like this glow-up trend with these. Uh, these uh, like like them like them like the students at like, uh At how how we're going from freshman year to like senior year and like bro, like like You see the biggest glow up in the world But i'm just like like it made me like realize like I just love I just love black women. I love that And they prove it every day bro. Why I love them bro, but like It's like then you see like I saw a funny video and it was just like but you go to a pwi And it's like the reverse clockwork. You see like this this uh, this girl this black girl She goes in pretty like slim bro. Like she like she about that life and then she comes out bro, like Crazy looking bro. Like she was stressed out. I'm like, I don't even know what the white people deserve Man like listen Again, do not cancel me. I love old people, but i'm just like bro You already know how it be and that also made me think of like like, okay Okay, here's the thing reason why I could okay. I love everybody, right? but There's just like i've been I saw With this entire like protest and stuff and i'm not discussing that because i'm not i'm not a person to go into politics But I have seen some crazy stuff and this is okay, this is why I do not I will feel more comfortable And again, this is probably another reason why I like as much as there's like uh stuff wrong with our black community We all know this already Let's leave white people out of it. And here's why bro. Here's why and why just stay out of it. Here's why the reason why I say this is because I have seen like like this is about uh Palestine and like like students over campus for palestine since when has it became a race war? Okay, here's the thing. Here's the thing. This is about countries. This is about like different things but since when has this been become a race world race war in america because now not only do I see now people protesting like, um against like uh Like I mean protesting for palestine stuff like that and you know Like I owe eyes on rafa. I do want to say that but Again, i'm i'm not going to talk too much about it. But listen Listen, I've seen a group a whole like at least a hundred white people literally and this is what makes me scared to go to pw but to be like around a pwi and like like uh, like like specifically Like columbia like them ivy colleges And because i've seen a hundred different white people and y'all probably know what i'm talking about Like a hundred different white people literally gang up on a single black girl For like just because of a race just because of the color of your skin, bro And I said now we're going back a hundred years from now, bro Like when since when is how how does that happen, bro? Like i'd be so scared to go to a I would be so scared to go to a pwi bro because like honestly, like Like again, I do go to a pwi but like be like in that situation Where like a whole a hundred different? like like like a hundred different like and i'm telling you like like you see like the Patriotic have the american flag like talking about some go back to africa find you I have every we have every right to be in this country as much as y'all do. Let me say and again I'm not talking against nobody But we have every right to be in this country as much as I do if I can go to say that we built this country Let's not say that because if i'm born here and i'm and like my ancestors built this country Okay, here's I can't say me personally because i'm jamaican-american, you know, my my yadi my parents my yadi But and i'm practically I was practically raised in jamaica because i've been there at least like 11 12 different times since like I was like since I was able to walk I've been back to that country and like both of my parents are jamaican So I really can't say but i'm born american. So of course i'm going to root my i'm going to Talk my american talk because again i'm a born american if my if my american ancestors Have built this country On the slave on like as slaves and stuff like that We have every we have not more than a right to be in this country as much as y'all do so for like that To the pacific specifically to that white boy that was young to that black girl say go back to africa Why don't you go back to britain? But you know i'm not going i'm not going to say too much because I it could go both ways Is what i'm trying to say? And it's like stuff like that and it's like y'all y'all say stuff like that But then you want to split our trans like like, okay, here's the thing again, there's nothing wrong with like, uh, if y'all want to if white girls want to have like braids and stuff like that or uh Bonuses stuff like that like listen, it's just like same thing with a black girl like, you know trying to like wear um a wig to blend in stuff like that and don't cancel me, please but Like it's just like a it's like y'all be so against us y'all hate like for example Like the other day I was wearing my bonnet and I have dreadlocks, right? And I was wearing my bonnet out when I was just you know, vibing like, you know with myself like I was just um, You know, I was just doing my daily errands. I was just at the store I was just doing me right and tell me why like Like i'm walking and like this like this like This I don't even know who like how to describe this person But she was like this older white woman. She was like very old. She looked like she was in her 40s 50s, right? Just sides eye me And just like literally just looks gives me the most disgusting look in the world and i'm thinking to myself like Bro like like it's not that serious It's just a bonnet because again my hair that day was looking mad crazy You think i'm gonna go outside you you had a bad hair day Would you go outside with your hair looking crazy, bro? Like it's not as easy for black for black culture and black. Um hair and black significance, bro It's way different than like, uh other cultures like then like, uh, indian cultures then um uh Asian cultures everybody has the things that they need to like to stay to stay culturally Represent like, you know to stay representable And for me I like for me to not look crazy outside. I had my body that was the only way that I could cope and Like she looked at me crazy And it was just like I just like kept on walking kept on doing me My head had my head held high because I don't really care I could do the same thing for you but like but then it just made me also think of the fact that uh These like then you see the next day now these now like bumps are now a trend, bro Bonds are now a trend in the white community now and it was just like it was not like a oh like, um I'm mad at y'all for wearing it. I don't care my thing. I could I could care less. I might say my thing was just like a It's like a sigh. Are you okay? here's a simple example, let's say You see your friend like your friend is uh, you're eating doritos, right? You're eating doritos and your friend is like you you're eating doritos. Like you're so weird, right? And it's like doritos are good, right? Like there's nothing wrong with doritos, right? And then you see them literally like two days later eating like a whole bag of doritos Like you're gonna look at them crazy because wasn't you just talking smack about the real for you now And it's like now now look and here's the thing. Not only are they eating doritos They're like being proud and open about eating doritos. They're just like this is the best chips in the world That's how I feel about culture. Like it's like y'all y'all like y'all don't understand like there's nothing wrong with anything but I feel like it's like stuff of these stuff like this is discussed like where it's like Knowing boundaries like just saying things that you just don't say whatever whatever And again, put some caps on me because I probably said a lot of things but um like it's just like knowing, uh How to balance it all because again, there's nothing wrong Like I could care less if you a girl a white girl likes to wear braids or like a bonnet But please do not judge black people for doing it because y'all judge black people for listening to rap Now you see every white boy wanna every white boy out here trying to be a Rap wannabe a soundcloud rapper. I don't want to be a rapper. I'm not even a basketball player, but now you see every White boy white girl like it's just like it's like y'all hate on the culture Just for y'all to like go behind and do it again. And I feel like like that's something that that like that people get the misconception of like oh we uh, like a lot of people be like Oh, we can do it too. There's nothing wrong with us doing it. It's not the fact that you're doing it It's the fact that you had hated us first for doing it and now You're doing it and it's just like it's like I could go on this topic forever. But yeah, that's That that's sort of crazy, bro honestly, I like living in like the northern part of illinois like it's like Oh crazy. It's just a crazy thing to uh, just to see and Especially like uh when people like to target like black people for doing them and it made me even think about a story that uh That like I was just watching like y'all know Also, I like i'm netflix and y'all know that story on netflix where it's like it's called like damer the monster And i'm like, uh on that show it goes through if y'all know who jeffrey damer is he was a serial killer Who would eat people and like sap sa people whatever and Like he this dude like, um He was just a really sick individual, but the main people he targeted it wasn't like white people It wasn't like it wasn't like it was specifically like asian and black people he only went for asian and black people and his excuse was They I like their skin. They're beautiful to me like Bro, you're killing our car like you're killing you're killing black you're killing people, bro but and they're your excuse is because they were beautiful like that's my thing is like bro, like Y'all like it's like okay. Listen. I don't have anybody but it's like y'all want to hate us so bad Y'all want to do some evil stuff to us and then come back and say like it was for a good deed Like it was it was weird, bro It's like it's like y'all y'all do this and it was just because like oh like, um the bible said to Meanwhile, it's like if you don't read the bible without context like You sound pretty dumb and it's like when people realize that it's like I mean, yeah, that's a topic I can go on forever, bro But yeah, like, uh, jeffrey damer He's with this dude that like would kill people bring people back to his house and then eat them But like I don't even like want to even go into that that dude's thing I don't want to say his name for real But it made me think of there's now a another case in milwaukee the same place and the same place bro in milwaukee and where this This dude, I don't even know his name, but he didn't he had done the same thing That damer had done and i'm just thinking why is it always in the the up the southern part of america That these crazy things always happen, bro Not even like not even it's probably like for me. It's probably like Like not even far from me where I stay because again, I stay, uh in the chicago area and man, I was just like Like this dude, like he had got a girl bro And he had took this girl this 19 year old girl like my age bro On a date and this was her very first date ever like and i'm thinking like to myself, bro You're probably you're probably like happy You're probably like oh excited because you're about to go on your very first date But little did she knew that was her last day that she's gonna be on this earth and it's so sad because it's just like like This dude just took such a good Like happy and again going back to my point why people would rather choose a bear than a man like Because of stuff like this You just took a beautiful moment of love and happiness and being good and you just turned into something so evil This dude had like had uh, I don't even know like the full details of the story But they had said that the dude took her on a date and the next day They had found um, either the next day or a few days later they had found uh her vehicle Engulged in flames and with all her belongings inside and then they also found like uh pieces of her body parts like scattered all all around like um, like the milwaukee and i'm just like bro, that's some sick stuff like like you honestly like people how could man it's just so sick in my head like Y'all y'all realize y'all wonder why? like Like people girls are so scared to walk alone Girls are so scared to just be themselves girls are so scared to just like To even reject someone where they feel like they had to give I know uh, I even have a number I have a number where I to give like a somebody comes up to me or I I know my friend She has a number but she'll like give a a guy that she doesn't like she'll just be like Oh like pretend she like pretend to like the guy and then give give him like a fake number like a like a list of like Of fake numbers or like a text mile number or some a different number That wasn't hers And for him to like feel like that he succeeded because nowadays it is so scary out here the other day I read a story about uh, how like This uh girl was shot and killed because she had said no to a guy No, bruh If no means no then no means no, bruh The other day like if I went to a girl and anytime I live a girl goes like oh, you're not my type That's oh i'm like, okay Then you don't know why she said no it could she could have said no for so many different reasons Either she doesn't like you. You're not her type Maybe she like maybe she has something else going on. Maybe she has a boyfriend You don't know what's going on with someone's life But just if a girl says no then take no for an answer, bruh It's not that it's not that deep bro Like i'm telling you it's not that deep and it's not gonna be the end of your world If you don't get that girl's number because i'm telling you along maybe that girl wasn't for you maybe god has uh another girl for you, bro, but for you to now like go and kill that girl because You are so Insecure with yourself and you feel like you gotta kill her to prove a point. What point are you proving bro? Like I don't condone violence a bit And honestly, I feel like if you feel like like go go scream in your car or something I don't know if you feel like you're gonna crash out that bad over a girl not giving you her number But she doesn't want to give you her number is it for whatever reason you don't know what's going on her life Doesn't mean you kill her and now i'm like thinking like like why It's just it speaks for itself, bro. It speaks for itself, bro but Honestly y'all like this has been a crazy podcast y'all. I appreciate y'all listening to me, bro Honestly, like and just so much more to come many more to come bro. It comes out every friday at 4 30 So stay in soon, bro. Stay with love and stay blessed And peace i'm out You