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The person in the transcription is frustrated with the attention they receive from people wanting photos and calling their name. They just want to focus on their work and find all the other attention unnecessary. They feel conflicted because they want to give people what they want but also want to maintain privacy. They wear hoodies and hats to try to avoid being recognized. They don't want to make people happy or connect with them, as they see it as unimportant. I don't want people pulling my arm for a photo and screaming my name. I just want to do my work. My work. That's it. All this other shit is redundant for me and for the person who wants my attention. They think it's important, but it's not. It's a fading picture on some social media account, and it doesn't matter. I try to rationalize it to myself, without sounding like such a selfish prick, because I want to give people what they want, because I care, but at the same time, I'm not people pleasing in the sense of, oh how I hate how I'm sounding right now. This is what I mean. I'm in constant conflict with myself. It's why I keep a low profile, and you know this already about me, but I can't stop living my life. If I want to go out for a beer, with a friend, I should be able to do that, without worrying about being watched and followed. It's why I wear these stupid hoodies and hats, and because I have no damn privacy anymore. None. I don't want to make people happy, or content, or whatever the hell it is I'm doing, because it's trying to connect us all to one another, in some freaking way, and that's what matters most for me.