Cannot consult your records

Kalila Jackson is a Saint Louis Public Schools HR investigator and a part time attorney. This is just a "disciplinary" meeting for some pretty stupid stuff (all misrepresented), but I do not get to to see the allegations until I get to the meeting. I still have not been told what I am accused of, and this is her explaining that when she tells me, I can respond but not check my records. Kind of bullshit, considering the allegations end up being about meetings that I recorded.