Carmen clip

People fear the end because they feel alone and believe there is no one to assist them. In reality, we must rely on ourselves. At the final moment, we come to the realization that we are truly alone, facing the end without meeting our creator. Despite the difficulties and wrongdoing, I have cherished my life, even with its pain and misbehavior. I think one of the reasons people dread the end is that there's no one who can help you towards it, really. You just have to help yourself. Everybody realizes at the last moment you're by yourself, and in my case not meeting my maker. But ending, you know, a life I've absolutely adored, really, even though it was full of pain and suffering and misbehavior.