HOLY SPIRIT HELP ME BE YOURS HELP ME GROW

The speaker desires to grow in their faith and become mature believers. They seek to become sons of God and have a deep understanding of scripture and prayer. They want to tap into the unfathomable riches of God and pray in a way that brings about change. They long to grow in their worship and adoration of God. They no longer want to live in sin but strive for purity and holiness. They want their minds and hearts to be focused on heavenly things and to be able to communicate the truth of God's word with authority. They acknowledge that true growth comes from relying on the Holy Spirit and not relying on worldly knowledge. They emphasize the importance of studying the Bible with the guidance of the Holy Spirit to truly understand and experience the truths it contains. We desire to grow. We desire to grow in you Adonai. We long to grow. We long to grow. We long to grow in you Adonai. We long to grow. Expand us Adonai. Help us grow into your Kingdom and your Holy City. We desire to grow. Our goal is to grow into your Kingdom Adonai. Adonai help us grow. Grow. Grow. Grow Emmanuel. Grow into your Kingdom. Grow. Grow. Grow. Help us grow Emmanuel. We long to grow. We desire to grow. Help us become mature men. Help us become sons. Help us become sons Adonai. We desire to grow. We desire to grow. We desire to grow. Amen. We desire to grow Emmanuel. Help us grow into your Kingdom Adonai. Help us grow into your Kingdom again Emmanuel. Help us to grow again. Help us to grow. We want to be sons. We want to be sons. We want to be sons Adonai. We want to be sons. We want to be sons Emmanuel. Help us to grow. Help us to grow Adonai. Help us to grow. We want to be sons. We want to be sons. Help us to grow Adonai. Help us to grow. We want to be sons Emmanuel. We want to be sons Adonai. Help us to grow. Help us to grow Emmanuel. Emmanuel. Emmanuel. Emmanuel. Help us to grow. Help us to grow Adonai. Help us to grow son of David. Help us to grow Abel. Help us to grow. Help us to grow Emmanuel. Help us to grow son of David. Help us to grow. Help us to grow. We want to grow in you Emmanuel. Help us become sons. We come seeking to become sons into your Kingdom Adonai. We come longing to become sons Emmanuel. To become sons. Holy Ghost. We pray in this morning again. We pray in the desire is to become sons. The desire is to become sons. Sons into your Kingdom. Sons into our walk as Christians. Sons into understanding of the Scripture. Sons into prayer. Sons into administration of your ministry. Sons into spiritual things Adonai. Sons into the physical realm. Sons Adonai. Help us to grow. Help us to grow. Father help us to grow. Help us to grow Adonai. We want to become sons Emmanuel. The ability of praying like sons. To pray like sons. When we picked up a subject. We picked up a situation where the problem mount our heart that we can grow like sons. That we can pray and search the unfathomable riches that is locked up in you. And be capable like sons to pray into you and to tap into things that are beyond your understanding of men. Adonai we come with a cry this morning. Help us to grow. Help us to grow. Help us to grow. We don't want to jump Emmanuel. We want to grow. We don't want to jump high. We want to grow higher. We want to grow like a cedar tree Emmanuel. Expand our understanding into your word. Expand our understanding when we are in prayer. Let us know how to pray. To pray into you. To make things happen. To cause things to happen. To change situation. To cause things Adonai. To grow into our worship. To grow into our aspect of your worship. Of your adoration Adonai. To grow. To expand. To enlarge. To enlarge Adonai. Adonai help us to grow son of David. Help us to grow. Help us to grow. We want to grow. We want to grow Emmanuel. We want to grow. We want to grow. The only thing we long to do Emmanuel is to grow. Is to grow and to become sons. Sons. Mature believers. Mature Christians. The ones that don't talk like novice but that know their God. The ones that don't talk like stranger but the ones that do know their God Emmanuel. We come to grow. We come Emmanuel. Longing. Seeking. Fighting. That we are not just little sinners. That we are not fornicators. That we are not sinners Adonai. But that we are mature men into purity. That we are sons. That we keep holiness. Because sons they know the Lord. And they have overcome sin. The power of standing the ground of purity. Standing holiness. Resist darkness. Kept our Lucifer and kept Satan. That we are sons. We are vessel. Kept unto God. These are things that we are longing to grow into this morning. Father we know that if we jumped we will eventually come down. But we just want to grow. To grow. To grow. To grow. To grow Adonai. To grow Emmanuel. To grow. Amen. And that we will be talking like our Lord Jesus Christ. Because our Lord Jesus Christ He said that He was walking the streets of Jerusalem. But He said that He sees only what His Father is doing. That He is walking in Jerusalem but His mind, His heart is in heaven. Amen. God bless this morning. That we grow and our heart is in heaven. That we grow and our mind is in heaven. That we grow and our heart is in heaven. And that our eyes only see what God is doing. Only see what the Father is doing. This is the growth we are longing for this morning. Holy Ghost. Holy Ghost. Holy Ghost. We don't want to be children anymore. We don't want to be children depending on you. Depending on our charity. Falling all the time. Sinning all the time. Father we say no. No. No. We want to be sons. We want to be sons. Because we have overcome sin. Amen. That we will make prayer a place where we have fun. That it will be the most beautiful place to all the day. That your closet should be the only thing that you grow for every time when you are outside. When you are with your friends drinking and having what many so called fun. That in your heart the desire is to go back and enter your chamber. Enter your sacred place. Sit there with the Holy Spirit and say Holy Ghost. Holy Ghost. Reveal mystery to me. I want to know deep things. I know that I am not just a man. I know that my time is not only on earth. I am made for eternity. I am made for life to come. I am made for something that is called forever and ever. And I have to learn those things as from now. I have to start getting into these things from now on. Emmanuel. Emmanuel. Emmanuel. Emmanuel. Emmanuel. Emmanuel. Emmanuel. Emmanuel. Emmanuel. Emmanuel. Emmanuel. Emmanuel. We want to grow. We want to grow Adonai. Help us to grow Emmanuel. We want to grow. We are done falling every day. We are done falling every time. Sinning in every aspect. Talking corrupting with our tongue. Thinking wicked things with our mind. Robbing ourselves from the unpleasant and unexplainable riches that you have given to us freely. By our cardinality. By our sinful nature. Father help us to grow in the deep things of your word. Help us to grow in the spirit. That we ascend. We ascend. We ascend. And that our mind when we are talking. That our tongue be like the tongues of angels. These are the groaning this morning. These are the longing. These are the things that we are pressing into the spirit this morning to grow into. To grow into them. To grow. To ascend. Holy God we want to grow. We want to grow Adonai. Holy Spirit. Holy Spirit help us. Help us. Help us. We want to grow. We are done fasting with sin. We are done. We are done struggling with our lust. We are done struggling with our limitation. With our tongue that is corrupt. We are done with them father. Holy Spirit we want to grow. Help us to grow Adonai. Help us to ascend. To ascend. To grow. We don't want to jump Emmanuel. We don't want to cross any shortcut. We want to grow like the cedar tree. We want to grow like the cedar tree. We want to grow Emmanuel. We want to grow. We want to be like sons Emmanuel. Sons that you alone can depend on. To bring your counsel. To bring your government. To speak purity into world. To speak consecration into a lust in your mind. To include holiness when men are having difficulty keeping their body for your glory. That when we are talking. We are not talking books and lectures. But that we are communicating the raw state of the being that you are. The reality of purity. That we are talking from the place of Croydon land. Where we have come to experience you. And that we know you like we know our name. These are things that we are fighting for. These are things this morning that we are longing for. The ability to grow. To grow. To grow. Many are jumping. They jump by their kind of collective knowledge on earth. Because they have read one or two books. They claim that they know a thing. But we know further. That knowledge is locked up in you and only you. We saw that the only spirit that make. Before that time. Even spirit didn't know how things were made. But we saw that you were the man that say let us make man. So anyone that is collecting corrupt information on earth. Look you are jumping. You are jumping and when you jump you will eventually come down. When you jump you will eventually come down. Any shortcut that you take to make it to the top. The truth is that at the end of the day. You will find yourself falling. Because the only one that make man. His core is called El Shaddai. And that goes to speak to the unending ability of him always giving. Always giving. He never deplete. And for you now to grow. Because this morning we are negotiating. We are pleading. This is an application we have submitted to the Holy Spirit. That we want to only grow. This is what we long to do. To grow. To become sons. Now for you to grow. Look at the end of the day you will study. By the way. The best way to enjoy study. Is with the Holy Spirit. Look. You will only know that you are exercising your carnality. Is when that study will have no impact in your life. Because naturally when you are done. Exploring a book. At the end of the day. You don't know the knowledge that the writer have imputed that book. Because this is where men stop. They stop from the knowledge. They will even be quoting that writer. But none of them has experienced the experience in the writer. For that download to enter into the writer. These are the things when you see when I am reading the Bible. I am not searching to know what Luke was writing when he was talking about the prodigal son. Or the Lord Jesus Christ being the one now narrating this story. I am not trying to be inspired by what Luke wrote. I am trying to go into the mind of Luke. And search what was happening with him. For him to be ever capable to be that plotter. When God now was using to communicate this plot. These are the things that trouble my spirit. You see many of us we are readers. You see we cram things. That is good. At least you exercise your brain. But the truth is that you must now go and find Moses. You see someone like Paul. Let me take John. To show you where the book of Revelation came from. When you go there you start reading the revelation of Jesus. And you are reading about the seven churches. And you are talking about the battle of Nagan and the battle of Armageddon. When you are talking about this thing. Understand that there is a spirit that was at work on John. And John was in an environment that did not favor all this knowledge. That environment was called the island of my death. It was called the island of Patmos. That is the definition in English. That means there was nothing for him to hope on. For that type of knowledge to flow. Now when you are reading that particular book. Understand that you must now kill your foolish life. You must go and shut down your flesh. Because it is only then that you will be capable now to match the spirit that was powering John. Now when you match that spirit. Now you have to now go into the mind of John. And sit down and see the thing that taught him. To now bring down this thing. Because at the end of the book of Revelation. The Bible says that he that finds this truth. And read them and receives them. Now that one has life. That one has a mystery. These are the things that when you read the books of John. That is where and many of us you see. We can easily quote verses. You can easily recite them. That is good. Again and again. It is good. Because in fact at least. You see your brain is busy. Quoting the things God has done. But I can tell you again and again. You are at the mid road. Keep journeying. Keep journeying. Go and find John. Because that spirit you see. In the realm of God nothing dies. This is one of the truth I found out about our God. John never died. By the way. Truly when you read in the book of Revelation. Throughout the whole Bible. You will not find the grave of John. Because Jesus himself at the end of when he was talking to him. He says that I will hide you until you see the coming of the son of God. And this one he was talking about the second coming. Now that was a promise given to John. To today. You see. Many of us we are not worthy. To step into the place where John stepped into. Because for the Lord. Again. Now this Lord that came to him. And allow him to reveal. To give the revelation of the Lord Joker. Because you see revelation is not about Armageddon. It is not about glooming and the end of. No. It is about revealing the glory. The one that now. He is talking about the George. That is why you see. One of the things he did into that book. Was that he judged the seven churches. He gave them their portion. He told them what they must be doing. Because that glorified Christ. Look. It is not the compassionate one that the four books of the gospel is talking about. The one that was there. He was filled with compassion. His love. The one in Revelation. He is the George. Look. Repent. Now. I am pressing on that one very hard. You see. I began by asking the Holy Spirit to help us grow. Because many believers. They are babies. They are drinking milk. They are fornicating. They are lusting. They are sleeping with each other. And in this wonderful nation called America. The situation is terrible. Believers. Because they are not talking. Because you see. They are doing it in secret. They believe nothing is going on. Meanwhile. They are sleeping among them. I mean. I thought I had something wrong with me. But every time when I am among Christians. There is this thing happening. You don't know. You just feel this lustful thing. It is just like. And the thing even stinks. You see. Someone will have deodorant. You will be smelling the smell of deodorant. Everything is good. But. In between that. There will be another thing. That will be. Translating to the world of. That the person is dwelling in. I have come to that place. Where I can smell it. Why? Because men. Are still drinking milk. They are children. They are babies. Satan is still pressing them. Into some very corrupt things. You will see a Christian. Will climb a stage. As a worshipper. You see. As a worshipper. Still. They will sing to God. That the same mouth. They will go out. And they will be talking straight talk. Look. If you are part of the worship team. Look. You have to be this thing. That is kept. Your mouth has to be guarded. You have to be. Look. This thing that I am saying. Many people think. I am not existing. If you know who God is. If you see the glory of God. If you see how that thing works. And for you to be part of the worship team. And you are using that. Your mouth. That you used to sing to God. To talk garbage. Now. The reason is. Because men are babies. They don't know what it means. To stand upon the altar. And to say. Holy. Now. This is the only thing. They say in heaven. You are holy. And the same person. Will stand on the. Immediately. Right after. Out of the door. Of the church. Master. You see. You start talking carelessly. Meanwhile. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. You are in the church. Look, I am not praying because, you see, I am trying to be religious. Many times I pray because I am led. There is a groaning. There is a longing. The power of growth. We Christians, we must grow. Look, around the world now, the opinions of Christians are not needed. Christians are not consulted when things are happening. You are not relevant. The reason is because, you see, many are babies. Now, I am not even talking about pastor. Because with pastor, me personally, I have a very deep, deep, deep, deep... God himself knows it. This pastor has steal our future from God. They have steal it. God has given them the scepter to allow us to just come and enjoy God. No, they have allowed the scepter of God. They are pursuing popularity. They are pursuing fame. And many of them are showing their worth to the world. I have a plane. I have an auxiliary. Look, yesterday I was talking with one of my sister. And I saw how she had difficulty understanding what I was crying out. Because what she was not being able to understand was that, many Christians have shift focus. The idea now is to prove to the world that God also bless Christians. You don't need. Look, if you know the true blessing of God, you will realize that your blessing is not a car. Your blessing is the ability of bi-locating. That is the true blessing. Now, look, when people are confused, you appear among them. And you say, please be with you. May the joy of our Lord Jesus Christ. Now, these are the two truths. Now, when we were having this conversation, she was like, no, it is also good for some pastors to have a luxury house. You don't. Because I was telling her, look, if you have a car, that for you to only expect it. Now, to go and check it. Because some people have this car. They call Audi, Mercedes, Benz, BMW. Now, I am not saying you should not enjoy. But if you set your mind right and you know what matters, you will understand that for you to remove $2000, to go and expect a car, that is what I call waste. Because there are widows, maybe even in your church, around the place where you are servicing, that are not eating. Meanwhile, your car, because you see, tax is big. Because offering is big. And that you have a large cart. You don't now understand that, no. That $2000 that you are using to only check your car, give $1800 to the poor. Then buy a car that you can expect for $200. Because if you truly love that car, whatever you have the means to obtain, you must search what the Holy Spirit can offer. Because someone like Philip, you see, Philip could translate, I mean could bilocate, from one point to another. That is actually the power of that luxury car that you are riding on the street. Meanwhile, you see, many people in your location, they have not yet experienced Jesus. The reason is because, many, we are babies. We are too young, we are too struggling with new. Now, you see, me, I myself, I'm not denying luxurious. Many times, I'm tempted to. But I've come to realize that, look, if my all is the type of car I have, I am corrupt. I am actually full with the luxury. I am actually full with the name of the Lord Jesus Christ. I am full. Because, if I have that name, and it is actually my all, I should fight to do that which Christ did, after the resurrection. Because after the resurrection, you see, Christ overcome the ills of men. He defeated everything that shocked, because that was the ultimate life that man ought to be living. Many times, when we look at the resurrection, we don't realize that the resurrection is actually, the full part of the things that Christ came to present to believers. Today, if you dare tell a Christian, look, your job is to go through the wall. You don't need to use doors. You don't need to take an audience to go to the White House. You know, President Joe Biden will sit in the Oval Office, and you will appear there, and you will have a conversation with him. And by the time you look, you don't need media. Because, you see, there is another source of sharing information in the spirit. When you appear there, and you address him, by the time you get out, you see, automatically, he will understand that God is in the business of men. Now, meanwhile, many Christians, you see, they are doing everything to have an audience, in order to meet him in the Oval Office, to call CNN, to call Fox News, and all these other media, for them to see, oh, a Christian has a meaning. Meanwhile, you see, what led Moses? Now, today, we will tarry on that one. The Book of Exodus. Because there are things that Moses did there. I'm pretty sure many have not yet become aware of that operation that took place there. Because these are actually the things that me and you, we should be longing for. We should be longing. Not for car, not for house, wives and children, no. By the way, your wife, you see, she will be accountable to God for her own self. And you, you will do your own. Your children, look, that is why I keep telling us, your children do not belong to you. Your job is to catch the Spirit of Christ, like Jacob. You say, oh, ye sons of Jacob, come here, come here. You don't know what will happen to you. Let me tell you what will happen to you. And all of one, Jacob was telling them, look, Jacob was the one creating them. Oh, you Judah, the scepter shall not depart. Now, when he's talking like that, he's not giving them hope. He's creating what will happen. Reuben, unstable as water, you will not prosper. Now, it took Moses almost over 400 years of a word that stood in the Spirit on Reuben. Reuben did not move. Moses had to come and Moses traveled. Now, I want to show you, look, in the whole story of Jacob, there is nothing significant he really did. By the way, Jacob means swindler, manipulator. But he found something, I bet you. He found something. When he slept on that stone where his father was, because you see, you guys on this thing, if you are listening to me, you are an altar keeper. Look, God is bringing you back to what Abraham was doing, building altars. You are not a Christian necessarily. You are someone that has a link, communication, direct communication with the Spirit. And the only way for you to make it tangible, because what I'm seeking to achieve, look, is by location, is the ability to deal with matter, to appear in people's home and deal with them, because I've come to find out the only way to bring Jesus on earth is by appearing, because if you are seeking audience, you will never fulfill the will of Christ. Forget about it. You see, when you want to come to America, you have to wait for six months. You have to go by the coastal, take visa. Look, you appear, you deal with the problem, because by the way, your... many of us, you see, your brain will start running. There are things that when I'm looking in the Spirit, look, I'm not part of the earth. I've told myself, I am just a messenger. I was sent here. Your nativity is in heaven. You don't belong to this earth. You are just in it. You are not part of it. So for you to be moving around like a man, you look. You are wasting. Lord, we cry out for help. Help us grow. We want to grow. We want to be sons. We want to grow. We want to be sons. We don't want to be quoting scripture. We want to appear among men that are confused. Now, we are not explaining anything. We just bring a paralyzed person and we raise them up. That is enough for a comment. That is enough for a point. We will raise a paralyzed person up. Now, you see, they will shut up. They will now understand that among men, the only one that is relevant is Christ. Because your nativity is in heaven. If you come and you are seeking for audience on earth, you are behaving like men. You buy a beautiful house. You drive a good car. Look, you are not alive. Because you see, this reality that I am telling you, it was truncated. A spirit jumped into this equation and twisted. So, all the information that you have now from your brain, look, it is from your soul. And your soul is not getting the right information. The source of the information that your soul is collecting from is from this act. The original source of your information was from the Holy Spirit. And the only way to make the Holy Spirit yours, now, it is the mystery of order to prayer. It is the mystery of order to prayer. And that is why I call everyone in that attempt. Because you see, I am a very weird guy. When you see me out of this order, you will not know that these are the things that I am groaning for. Look, my research are deep. The things that I am longing for, they are pathfinding out. Many of them, many times, I know that if I start having a conversation with people, they will think I need a psychiatrist. But you see, I have read the Bible. The only place where I pass on, Jesus, when he resurrected, now, he told Peter, Thomas, touch and feel. Now, this is a guy that has resurrected. And we are saying we are doing Christianity. You are not doing Christianity, you are still struggling. You see a person that, because 400,000 people come to your church, you are walking around. Look, if you are not able to talk to your president, because your president is a man, and it is even so heartbreaking to realize that someone like Satan, that the Lord Jesus Christ has defeated on the cross, is controlling him. Meanwhile, you, there are 400 people in your congregation, you cannot appear in his office and tell him, look, you are here because God has put you here. Be careful. That is what the 400 people should be translated to. Not for you driving cars and creating traffic on the road, disturbing people. Meanwhile, you see, you don't need to drive and create traffic. When you want to go home, you pass through the door and you enter your room. This is what we should, these are the things that frustrate my mind. When I am looking at the 40 days after the resurrection, I am telling the Lord Jesus Christ, look, my limit is there. Because that was the absolute life that he is calling us to live. We don't need to die, he died for me and you. I can hear some corrupt men saying that he died because he had to bear the corruption that was locked up in your soul and crucify it on the cross. That is why he had to die. Because he died, look, me and you, we are called to live. And it will shock you to know that we are called to now live what Christ could not live as a living human being. Because that death that he went through, for him now to amount up that revival, look, you can live it here now. You don't need to experience death. Christ experienced it for me and you. These are things, when you are talking to believers, they are so, so kind hearted, open bound, that they don't realize that everything Christ went through, one after the other, it was a blueprint for me and you to walk and enter glory, not die. You see, when I was talking about John earlier, read the Bible again carefully, you will not see the grave of John. Now, if you tell people that John is still alive, Christian will open debate books and they will start cross-checking Bible with you. I know, it's difficult, I know. By the way, for you to digest it and walk with it, you must help. The reason why, you see, I can be talking like this, the Holy Spirit wants me to shut down certain things that is stopping me on earth. Because there are many things that is still putting us on the earth. You see, we are afraid of problems. Problems are opportunities to show God to the earth. We cry when we face situations. Everybody knows about what we are dealing with. That your mouth was not made to talk to people. I can hear people say, you mean you don't want to know? What I am saying is that you must talk to God first. And it is only God that will send you to men because only God knows men that you need. You don't need to talk to your pastor because you know your pastor. Your pastor many times is far from whatever you need. It might be that old lady that you see sitting at the back of the church every time that nobody don't care about. That is where the solution will be. But because you see, you cannot go to God. You run to your pastor and many times your pastor will stand on the pulpit and he will be using your problem like a case study to caution others. Meanwhile, the second place where you are supposed to go and hide is from God. To God, I mean to say. And when you hide to God, now what happen eventually is that he will send you to that grandma. And when you go to that grandma and you say, that grandma will just say, Oh my son, it shall be well with you. Now, that is the word you needed. But you see, when you are talking to your pastor, you are expecting many. You are expecting, you see, the type of sympathy. Something that will gratify your lust, your soul. The idea, we have to grow. We have to grow. We have to grow. You see, children, especially in this time that is coming, you will be comforting. If you are a meal drinker, I mean to say, and you only rely on me, you will be a problem. And recently when I was pondering upon this particular topic of children and the fact that many are not growing. And I was pondering specifically on Christians. For you many times to know the depth of what a Christian is dealing with. Look at what that Christian is offering. Now, I am not talking about your offering in the church. I am not talking about you giving money to people. But I am talking about, as I now put, as the result of the fact that you are part of a group. What you as a man in that group is offering. If you find out that that particular person is a burden to that group, look, prayer is missing. Because you see, being a solution in a group, in an environment, is actually the product of your relationship with God. And when I am talking about solution, I am not talking about money. Because many times, you see, when Joseph was brought into the house of Potiphar's wife, of Potiphar's, I mean to say. The Bible says that Potiphar knew that his house increased because Joseph was part of that equation. Now, Joseph did not bring money there. But because Joseph had a spirit, his prayer life was intact with God, his relationship was fresh. Now, if you have any human being, so-called Christian, in your life that is a burden. That one, you better deal with it quickly. Because at the end of the day, you will become the problem. And that Christian will never see the fact that, you see, he is a burden. And that he is supposed to be accurate with the Lord Jesus Christ. Because you see, being a solution does not mean you are giving money. But because you are searching God, you are seeking the spirit. Because of that work, you see, the person that you are around with will prosper. The same thing happened with Jacob. When Jacob went to his mother's elder brother, the Bible says that the cattle, and at the end of the day, the elder brother told Jacob that, I know, I know that, you see, my wealth has increased because you have come in here. Now, they did not bring in wealth. They just came with the presence of God. So, if you don't have money to give, look, you must make sure what you have with God, you are releasing it around that person. And many believers in the church, in congregation, in groups, they are more burdens than solutions. And many times, they think because they have nothing, you see, it is normal for them. No, your relationship with the spirit, because normally having nothing is actually the testimony that you only have Jesus. If you cannot give money, even if you cannot walk, you should be capable now with what you have with the Lord Jesus Christ. Now, that thing now should be powering whatever environment you step your foot. That is the exact thing that happened with me. Every time when you have me in your situation, look, that thing you are doing, it will work. This one, I know it. I know it. I don't need to be part of it. And many times, you see, you will be insulting me. You will be telling me I don't know what I am doing. I will not be looking at you and laughing. But as long as you are moving, you will be realizing that you were doing, you were stupid. And many times, the Holy Spirit has made it intentional. So, He will make me not be aware that I am at work. And I will be acting stupidly. And in fact, many things I am doing, I am stupid. Now, if you are not wise, and you start praying and such, because I know the God I am serving. So, I know the Lord Jesus Christ. Now, that one, I knew it even before I became a Christian. The problem is that I did not really know what was happening with me. I did not understand it. Now, now that I have become a Christian, I understand the mechanism. My own path is to just make sure that I am with the Lord Jesus. I will keep showing up into that job, touching it everyday. Now, it is two years later that you will realize that my presence was something different. And I know many people know this. You see, the thing is, when they are addressing me, I am a very strange person. If God does not help you, let me just leave it right there. I don't want to continue on that part. But understand, that you don't need to give money. Money is never the problem. Many times, the problem is the relationship that you have with the Holy Spirit. And when that one is accurate, now this one, I have taken my time and looked in the Bible. When we are talking about David, he won all the battles. Look, the reason why David won the battle, and by the way, in the books of Psalms he says it, that God was the one that teach his singer to fight. The relationship with God was one winning battles. And his hand to war. It was the Quenonian. Look, the Bible says that one of the men of David, when he picked the spear, he fought over 800 men and defeated a territory for Israel. Now, at the end of the day, the Bible says that the knife cleaves to his hand. It means his hand and the weapon became one. That one does not happen because, you see, you are strong. Because the Bible describes one of those men that they have the face of a lion. The thing is, there is something that David has mounded up with. When they are in a job, they are not there to please you. They are there to serve God. As long as they are serving God. And one thing is always clear. This one is my personal experience. When you are accurate with God, men will always hate you. Especially men that are cannot. And many times they call themselves Christians. They will hate you. And they will do it passionately. And the reason is very simple. It is because many times they will try to do what you are doing. They will not be able. And they will think that because you are doing what they cannot do, you are being frightful. Or you are proving that you are too whatever. Because of that chemical demonic oppression. Now, they will result in hate. And many times they will disguise it as happiness. But when you are living, they will be like... And they don't know it is that that is actually causing them to keep sitting where they are sitting. I don't join anything and don't shift it. Because the first place I always shift things is the spirit. One of the grace I have is that when I look at your situation. Look, before I actually address you, I have already deal with the spiritual aspect part of it. Now, it will take you to be capable to hear me. And discipline your flesh. Because when I am not talking to you, I am helping you now to remove the tone that was put in your flesh by the devil. From the demonic oppression that took place in the spirit. Because I always see the spiritual part. And I will contend, and many times when I am contending with the spiritual part. When you look at me, you will think I hate you. No. I am dealing with something that you cannot see. Now, when I am done dealing with it, I will come and talk to you. And many times I will give you one or two words. Pray. Sometimes that is just what I will say. Your prayer life is not there. It is not there. Read your Bible. Now, when I am talking like that, many times people will say, you see. I myself have already told many times, I am not a good reader. But I know one day, I know to go and sit on the Word. And breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe. Look, I don't read many verses. I only take one. I take one verse. And I sit on it. Hallelujah. And I will be pressing. I will press it as I am pressing, you see. There will be an oil. There will be an oil. And many times it will break out like a song. I cry. Elohim, I cry. I don't cry for your glory, Elohim. I cry, cry, cry, cry, cry. I cry, I cry, I cry, I cry. I hear me, I go deep. I die, I hear me, I die. Look, this thing. That is why many times, I don't go out like that. I don't just go out. I rather sit in. And do this one. And when you do, you are joining. You are getting places. Now, many times when I stand before men, look, when you know God, look, you will be ridiculous. Human beings, especially the Ghanaian ones, they despise me in certain aspects. It's not that they hate me. I understand that they are still, you see, they are men. They are using their brain and they are trying to reason things. When you are there, look, I will always be the one that you will not get along with. And I've already, I'm happy with it. The reason why I'm here, actually, is because, you see, I have this confidence in me. There is this thing in me. And one of the reasons why God is cooking me now, because, you see, with Abraham, when Abraham took the knife, he was about to kill the son. God told him, now I know. There is my now I know moment that God wants to achieve with me. Because he knows that there is something here. If God is there, gives me whatever he wants to give me, and he doesn't deal with that part. And I thank God because I can see it. And one of the critical rules, principle laws in the spirit, is that when you see, now you can become. Now I can see that that is what God, that means the tunnel is about to end. The wilderness is about to end. And I'm walking on that path. Because I've come to find out that it is only the spirit Christ that have to come out. Because there is a confidence in this man. There is a boldness. I don't care who you are. I remember when I was still back home, very young, when you pick me up, I will stand before you. And I will tell you what you need to know. And I will tell you what I will do. And you think I'm joking. I will go back and I will do exactly what. And many times, if I am angry against you, I will not tell you. You will come to me. You see, there was something, a holy anger. The first time I was angry about my elder sister. That was the day I chose to say, look, even if whatever happens, I will never become angry. I beat her up until she fainted. Now, she didn't expect it. It was just a very silly thing that she did. And she didn't realize that. This is what God is actually doing. Because you see, now that you see, I'm angry against it. Because there is this holy anger against the perversion of Satan in the mind of men. That one pisses me off when I see men wasting. Many times when I look at it, and I'm like, that thing. Now, God is trying to make me understand that it's not by what you think, it is by the spirit. And I've seen it. So, I'm learning to just die. Even when men are misinterpreting me, fallen men, many times they don't even know what they are doing. And you see, they are dumb. Now, when I'm talking like this many times, you might think I'm angry. No. It is a place that I'm in the spirit. When I tap that place, when I'm talking, you see, and I've noticed it many times. That is why, you see, I said I've seen it. I'm now walking in sync with the Holy Spirit and God to help me understand that it is Him. Because if I don't understand it, you see, I will scare people. They will run away. They will run away. And there are things that if I tell you at that place, one of the things that I've noticed is that I have a throne in the spirit. You see, and the throne in the spirit is authority. It means that if I say something, it will take God for that thing to change. And you must ascend and sit where I am in order to change it. When I say something, unless I don't say it, now this one I know and I must always negotiate my way to that throne because it is a navigation pattern. And many times I will be negotiating with the Holy Spirit. Negotiating until when I hit that point, when I mount up and I start saying, okay, from now on, when you hear me saying from now on, you see, and I patiently observe these things. Many times it will take five years. You will think I have forgot. Okay, okay, okay, okay. And by, like a dove, what I've said will come back. And you see, at that time, there is no comment. You cannot even apologize. Many times people, when I've told them things, you see, I'm always that boy that nobody cares about or they don't look at that. But when, what I have said come and rest like a dove, what happens is that they will look at me and they will be quiet. Many times because they are elders, they are mature people, they will not come and explain to me. But I will know that, you see, the spirit that I'm mingling with is at work. I remember, I've told before, Satan was noturing me to be an apostle in the dark coven. But by the grace of the Holy Spirit, I'm in the hand of God. And I've told myself, because I've wasted over 30 years, nothing ever, to make this thing grow. Because now, there is a longing of growth. You see, I don't want to jump. I want to go through the period of life and experience this. And I'm waiting at that moment when he will come and whisper. Because, you see, our life as Christians is anchored on the word from the Holy Spirit. It's anchored on the word from the Lord Jesus Christ. I want him to come and hear when he breathes in your ears. And this, many times, will take you carrying up on your altar. Carrying up on your altar. Carrying there. Take the Bible and sit upon it. You are not quoting. Remember, I've told us already. When you were reading Matthew, look, Matthew was in a place. Remember, the Matthew that was with the Lord Jesus Christ is completely different with the Matthew that became an apostle after the death of Jesus. He was a different Matthew. That Matthew now did not only believe Jesus Christ. No. He became Jesus Christ. He was now Jesus Christ. He could now walk into the footsteps of the Lord Jesus Christ. And at that moment now, you see, writing the story of the Lord Jesus Christ, he was not telling. He was now writing the things that he had experienced with him. That's why the four books of the Gospel, look, they are the most accurate explanation of the life of Jesus Christ in the Bible. Because they lived with him physically except Luke. They lived with him physically and after he left, they now enter into the Christ and they were now operating from the standpoint of the Christ. And here, look, many things they were writing. You see, they were now talking as if Christ was talking. The other time, when you see those great scriptures in the Bible, they became the Lord to write them. So when you are reading them, don't quote, don't memorize. Go where Matthew went. Sit where Matthew sit and enter the spirit of Christ. When you are in the spirit of Christ now, look, you will not only be talking about story. You will be talking about your own story because the Bible is about me and you. It is telling what me and you, we are and what we ought to be doing. Matthew is not about Mark. It is not about John. Many times, even me, I respectfully removed the Lord Jesus Christ and I put myself here. I know that it was not about Jesus. God was telling Cedric, this is how you have to live. This one is Christ refers to me. We wake up every morning and we do this one. Remember, I am not teaching you anything. We are praying. This one is Christ refers to me. We wake up every morning. We stand before God. We stand before God. We stand before God. We stand before God. Because this is only what you will hear Gabriel, Michael, you see, Elijah, the Jesus Christ. Before God, whom I stand. That is why now I know. If I look at you, especially this week, the demanding men, many times, they think because they have money, they can do whatever they want. If I look at you and I make a statement, come rain, come sun, that thing will follow you. That one, now, look, you don't talk like this because you see you are a religious person. Go to church. I am not counting on any pastor on earth. I know what I have with the Lord Jesus Christ. I just need to pick up your spirit. I know what you are trying to do because you have money, because you think you are something. Just say something. You see, we are in different level in our faith journey and it is okay. Hallelujah. This one is quite a verse to me and the goal is for you to be an altar keeper. What I am doing here is not special. In fact, everyone that have Jesus, who can even do greater, have told us about the four creatures before God. We have a lion, an ox, a bull and an eagle. Those are the representation of the energy level at work here. And if you know the energy that a lion operates in, because the lion is not the king of the jungle because he is that strong. There is a degree of power that is not top in the mindset of a lion. That an elephant, even though it is that big, cannot exercise it. An ox, the tenacity of turning upon a subject and don't let it go until God speaks. That is the same operation Moses worked with. When you hear Moses saying that, look God, if you don't move, we are not moving. That was the energy of an ox at work. You see, the storm will be coming. Fire will be coming. You will say, God look, if we don't, we will burn. If you don't come, we will burn. Only an ox can do it and when an ox come and keep burning, blister, wounds, he will keep it there. He will push, keep pushing. Those are energy levels and this is what is locked up in you. You have not just exercised it enough and it is your duty to build an altar and make your way into the things of God. Amen? And this is what I am attempting to do here every morning for this altar. Carry you out of religion. Take you out from activity and bring you where things matter before that everlasting period. Amen? And this is what we do, Christ with us, we pray a verse with the Holy Spirit every morning. Hallelujah. So love the Lord Jesus Christ. Like the Lord Jesus Christ. Comment about the Lord Jesus Christ. Share the Lord Jesus Christ. Subscribe to the Lord Jesus Christ and follow him. Look, don't do it, don't leave this thing like that. By the way, I have an urge with these Facebooks or whatever they are. They don't know Jesus. And I've come to find out that some of them they are pushing the nefarious plan of Satan. My job is to ascend and to tell them look, God is still in the business of men. That is why I'm not interested in whatever to happen here. But for you, one put a thousand, two put ten thousand, for you to find Jesus. Because if you find Jesus, you will see, we will do our advertisement in the spirit. Because the true advertisement is not you see, Facebook, CNN, whatever. It is not Fox News, you see, mainstream and corrupt media by the way that is out there. When you know how to publicize something in the spirit, you just go and see people from ear to mouth who start talking. Someone will dream about you doing something and when you wake up from that dream, he will tell his neighbor, he will tell his friends and that is how you, without putting any keyboard, doing any commercial, people will move. These are things that if it is in your heart, in your heart, in your heart, in your heart, in your heart, in your heart, in the spirit, this is what I am seeking to achieve. Look, my coming is not on social media. There will be like this man is like Elijah the Tisubite. From nowhere he showed up and Hehab and Jezebel will experience something that they have never experienced. So, understand at the end of the day it is the blood. The blood is the one that keeps me and you together. Amen. And on that note, we will be coming tomorrow with groaning, groaning, yawning, yawning, yawning, yawning into the things of God. Remember, today the idea was to grow, to create milk, become sons. As sons we overcome the evil of the earth, the world of sin because that is what the son does. He overcomes iniquity. He overcomes lust. Wardom. Hallelujah. And on that note, by the grace of the Holy Spirit see you guys tomorrow. Amen. Thank you Father. Thank you Lord Jesus Christ. Thank you Holy Spirit. Thank you Emmanuel. Thank you Adonai. In Jesus mighty name.