Struggle bus

SUNDAY MORNING IN THE PILL FEELING HEAVY HEARTED LAST NIGHT'S WHISKEY DEVIL TRICKS GOT ME FEELING GUARDED MAMA TAUGHT ME BETTER BUT I'M TANGLED IN MY SIN EVERY TIME I LOSE MY WAY COVID CLOSES THE GATE FATHER I COME BEFORE YOU TODAY AND I LIFT UP EACH AND EVERY PERSON LISTENING I ASK THAT YOU OPEN THEIR EARS, THEIR HEARTS AND THEIR MINDS LORD AND THAT THEY LISTEN TO THIS PODCAST AND THEY CAN COME BACK TO YOU FOR YOUR DISCERNMENT, FOR YOUR ANSWERS, YOUR WISDOM, YOUR PURPOSE LORD I WANT TO THANK YOU, I WANT TO GLORIFY YOU BECAUSE WITHOUT YOU NONE OF THIS WOULD BE POSSIBLE AND I PRAY ALL OF THIS IN JESUS NAME, AMEN HEY THERE, IT'S ANNA WITH GOD'S PODCAST AND TODAY I'M COMING TO YOU AS A REAL HUMAN A CHRISTIAN, A FOLLOWER OF CHRIST WHO BELIEVES IN GOD WHO HAS FLAWS, A CHRISTIAN WHO IS IMPERFECT A SHEEP TO OUR SAVIOR WHO SOMETIMES FAILS SOMETIMES LOSES MY WAY A WOMAN WHO FEELS DEFEATED AT TIMES AND TRIUMPHS AS WELL A WOMAN WHO IS JUST LIKE YOU NO ONE IS PERFECT, NO ONE HAS IT ALL TOGETHER WE ALL NEED GOD EVERY SINGLE DAY WE ALL NEED HIM TO GUIDE US AND LEAD US WE ALL NEED GOD BECAUSE WE CANNOT DO THIS LIFE ALONE WE CANNOT LEAN ON OUR OWN UNDERSTANDING, EVER WE NEED TO SURRENDER TO HIM DAILY AND ASK HIM TO TAKE CONTROL OF THE WHEEL TO SHOW US THE WAY, DAILY WE CANNOT DO THIS LIFE WITHOUT HIM AND WE NEED TO THANK HIM FOR EVERYTHING AND ACKNOWLEDGE HIM IN ALL WE DO WITHOUT HIM, WE WILL CONTINUE TO FAIL SATAN WILL CREEP IN AND TRY TO STEAL YOUR THOUGHTS, STEAL YOUR GOODNESS I AM GOING TO BE REAL WITH YOU ALL BECAUSE I AM NOT PERFECT, AND I DO NOT HAVE IT TOGETHER BUT WITH GOD, I CAN DO ANYTHING AND WITH GOD, I CAN GET THROUGH ANY SEASON THAT SATAN MAY TRY TO CONQUER, BUT CAN'T BECAUSE MY GOD IS ALL POWERFUL LIKE A LION, POWERFUL LIKE AN EAGLE, POWERFUL LIKE ALL THE MIGHTY ANIMALS OUT THERE GOD WINS, GOD WILL PREVAIL, AND I KNOW THAT WHICH BRINGS ME TO HOW I AM GOING TO BE HUMAN FOR THIS PODCAST AND EXPLAIN HOW THE BIBLE AND GOD IS SO GOOD I'M NOT GONNA LIE, FRIENDS I HAVE BEEN ON THE STRUGGLE BUS LATELY I HAVE BEEN STRESSING, I HAVE BEEN EMOTIONAL I HAVE FELT LIKE A LOSER HEARING THE NEGATIVE, INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS TELLING ME I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH, I'M NOT GONNA MAKE IT WHO DO I THINK I AM? LIFE HAS BEEN HARD DO YOU EVER FEEL LIKE THAT? ARE YOU GETTING PULLED IN THIS DIRECTION, THAT DIRECTION EVERY WHICH WAY BUT THE RIGHT WAY LIKE EVERYONE COUNTS ON YOU FOR EVERYTHING THAT YOU FEEL LIKE YOU ARE RUNNING OUT OF YOURSELF TO GIVE LISTEN, LISTEN CLOSELY TO WHAT GOD HAS TOLD ME HE SAID, REST I CREATED THE EARTH IN SIX DAYS AND I TOOK THE SEVENTH DAY TO REST HE STATES THIS AT THE BEGINNING OF THE BIBLE IN GENESIS HAVE YOU FELT A SHIFT IN YOUR LIFE RECENTLY? LIKE THINGS HAVE BEEN TAKEN AWAY JOBS, RELATIONSHIPS, FRIENDSHIPS ARE YOU ON HOLD OR A STANDSTILL? GOD SAYS YOU HAVE BEEN TAKEN OUT OF IT TAKEN AWAY FROM IT, BEEN ISOLATED TO TURN TO HIM COUNT ON ME, GOD SAYS, GIVE ME ALL YOUR BURDENS YOUR ANXIETY, YOUR DEPRESSION YOUR FEELING OF BEING LOST, LEFT BEHIND YOUR HURT, GIVE IT TO ME, GOD SAYS I HAVE ISOLATED YOU TO REST TO COME TO ME AND LEAN ON ME I AM YOUR FATHER, I AM AND I WILL I WILL RESTORE YOU, I WILL GIVE YOU STRENGTH I WILL GIVE YOU EVERYTHING YOU NEED COME AS YOU ARE AND LAY YOUR BURDENS AT MY FEET FOR I WILL GIVE YOU REST YOU ARE TIRED, YOU ARE BURNT OUT YOU HAVE GIVEN AND GIVEN OF YOURSELF BUT I NEED YOU TO REST YOU CANNOT DO IT ALL, YOU CANNOT SAVE EVERYONE THAT IS MY JOB I WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU, LAY YOUR HEAD IN MY LAP AND LET ME PUT MY ARMS AROUND YOU, CHILD I LOVE YOU, MY CHILD, AND I AM PROUD OF YOU BUT YOU CANNOT DO IT ALL, AND I DO NOT EXPECT YOU TO REST, LET ME FILL YOU WITH COMFORT LET ME FILL YOU WITH PEACE, I WILL TAKE CARE OF IT ALL YOU LET ME DO IT, DO NOT STRESS, DO NOT WORRY I KNOW LIFE FEELS SO UNKNOWN, BUT TRUST ME FOR MY PLANS ARE BIGGER, GRANDER AND WHEN YOU SEE WHAT'S NEXT, WHEN YOU GO THROUGH WHAT'S NEXT YOU WILL REALIZE WHY I SEPARATED YOU WHY I TOOK ALL THOSE PEOPLE, THAT JOB OUT OF YOUR LIFE WHY I ISOLATED YOU, I NEEDED YOU TO BE READY FOR WHAT IS NEXT I NEEDED YOU TO LEAN ON ME, AND TO KNOW YOU CAN'T DO IT ALONE AND THAT IT WAS ALL FOR THE GLORY OF MY KINGDOM THAT OTHERS WOULD KNOW MY NAME BECAUSE OF YOU OTHERS WOULD COME TO ME BECAUSE OF YOU TRUST IN ME, AND MY PLAN FOR YOU I WOULD NEVER HURT YOU, NEVER HARM YOU I WILL ALWAYS PROSPER YOU, JUST LIKE JEREMIAH 29 11 SAYS I HAVE CHOSEN YOU, YOU ARE OF ROYAL BLOOD YOU ARE MY CHILD, AND JUST LIKE I ALLOWED SATAN TO TAKE ON JOB BECAUSE I KNEW HE WAS MY CHILD, AND WOULD NOT FALTER TO SATAN YOU TOO ARE MY CHILD, AND SATAN WILL NOT CONQUER YOU BECAUSE I CHOSE YOU FOR A TIME AS THIS I CHOSE YOU TO BE AN EXAMPLE FOR OTHERS TO SEE FOR OTHERS TO COME TO ME, BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU HAVE GONE THROUGH AND HOW YOU NEVER REJECTED ME, NEVER GAVE UP BUT WENT FORTH WITH THE ARMOR OF GOD ON, WITH HONOR AND ALWAYS PRAISE ME FOR EVERYTHING IN YOUR LIFE YOU PRAISE ME IN THE GOOD, PRAISE ME IN THE BAD AND CONTINUE TO PRAISE ME YOU KNOW THAT I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN WITH YOU AND YOU GIVE ME GLORY THROUGH IT ALL YOU ARE SPECIAL, YOU ARE MADE IN MY IMAGE AND YOU WILL BE BLESSED YOU NEVER GAVE UP, YOU NEVER QUIT AND FOR THAT YOU WILL BE REWARDED SATAN WILL NOT WIN, HE WILL NOT CONQUER YOU OR THIS WORLD, AND YOU KNOW IT KEEP PUSHING, KEEP BELIEVING, AND KEEP SHARING FOR THE DAY WILL COME WHERE MY PROMISE WILL BE LAID BEFORE YOU I WILL GOD, I WILL FOLLOW YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE FOR I SURRENDER TO YOU, TO DO YOUR WILL, YOUR PURPOSE AND NOT MINE I AM YOURS, I AM YOUR CHILD, FATHER USE ME FOR YOUR GLORY I KNOW I DON'T HAVE A MASS FOLLOWING I KNOW I'M NOT FAMOUS, THAT IS OK AND IT HAS NEVER BEEN MY PURPOSE MY PURPOSE HAS BEEN TO BE OBEDIENT TO GOD TO BRING THOSE WHO HAVE LOST THEIR WAY OR HAVE FALLEN, OR FEEL UNWORTHY OR DON'T KNOW GOD HIMSELF MY PURPOSE IS TO BRING GOD'S WORD TO YOUR EARS AS A FLAWED HUMAN WHO NEVER THINKS SHE IS GOOD ENOUGH WHO IS INSECURE, WHO THINKS SHE HAS TO BE BETTER WHO FEELS LIKE A LOSER, WHO DOESN'T HAVE IT TOGETHER BUT KNOWS THOSE ARE LIES THOSE ARE FROM THE ENEMY BECAUSE GOD LETS ME KNOW THAT I AM BRAVE THAT I AM STRONG, THAT I AM AMAZING THAT I HAVE A VOICE THAT NEEDS TO BE SHARED TO BRING THE LOST, THE BROKEN HEARTED BACK TO GOD BECAUSE OUR GOD IS SO GOOD BECAUSE GOD WILL CARRY YOU BECAUSE GOD WILL RESTORE YOU BECAUSE GOD WILL MOVE MOUNTAINS FOR YOU BECAUSE GOD WILL LEAVE THE 99 TO FIND YOU SO REST MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS BECAUSE JUST LIKE GOD SAYS YOU CANNOT DO IT ALL BUT LAY YOUR BURDENS AT HIS FEET LAY YOUR HEAD IN HIS LAP FOR HE HAS YOU HE IS WORKING ON YOUR BEHALF AND HE IS GOING TO SEND YOU BLESSINGS BEYOND YOUR BELIEF OR ASK FOR BECAUSE GOD IS A GOD OF UNCONDITIONAL LOVE GRACE MERCIFUL BECAUSE GOD IS THE I AM THE ALPHA THE OMEGA GOD HAS YOU DON'T TAKE THAT AWAY FROM HIM HE WANTS A RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU I HOPE YOU ENJOYED TODAY'S EPISODE I HOPE THAT YOU CAN SHARE IT WITH SOMEONE IN NEED BECAUSE WE ALL NEED GOD SO UNTIL NEXT TIME KEEP BIBLING KEEP SPREADING GOD'S WORD AND GIVE YOUR BURDENS TO HIM LAY THEM AT HIS FEET LAY YOUR HEAD IN HIS LAP BECAUSE HE WANTS TO COMFORT YOU I THANK YOU FOR COMING EACH WEEK AND LISTENING I PRAY THAT YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL BLESSED REST OF YOUR WEEK FATHER I COME BEFORE YOU AND I THANK YOU I THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU ARE A GOD THAT IS SO GRACIOUS YOU ARE A GOD THAT IS SO LOVING YOU ARE A GOD OF GOODNESS AND I JUST WANT TO PRAISE YOU AND THANK YOU WHATEVER THEY MAY BE GOING THROUGH LORD I LIFT THEM UP TO YOU AND I ASK YOU TO CARRY THEM TO WALK WITH THEM AND TO TAKE THEIR BURDENS AWAY FATHER I JUST WANT TO GLORIFY YOU AND PRAISE YOU BECAUSE WITHOUT YOU I COULD NOT DO THIS LIFE ALONE I PRAY ALL OF THIS IN JESUS NAME AMEN Stunner on the gravel road Stalling for temptation Promises are made in vain No self-preservation Cracks in my foundation Can't hold up the lie But every time I call your name You lift me to the sky Jesus I keep failing But you keep forgiving When I can't find myself With your love I'm living Thirst is there to catch me When I fall from grace Jesus I keep failing But you keep forgiving All my misplaced faith Dusty Bible on the shelf Covered up in guilt Living in the darkness With hearts I've never built But you see the good in me That I can't seem to find One more sinner at your feet Troubles on my mind Lonely nights on back roads Until life fades away Thinking about my wrong turn Where my soul is strayed You're the only beauty In my endless night Guide me back to righteous path With your holy light Jesus I keep failing But you keep forgiving When I can't find myself With your love I'm living Thirst is there to catch me When I fall from grace Jesus I keep failing But you keep forgiving All my misplaced faith Lonely nights on back roads Until life fades away Thinking about my wrong turn Where my soul is strayed You're the only beauty In my endless night Guide me back to righteous path With your holy light Jesus I keep failing But you keep forgiving When I can't find myself With your love I'm living Thirst is there to catch me When I fall from grace Jesus I keep failing But you keep forgiving All my misplaced faith All my misplaced faith